Chapter 38, Guan Zhong's first love
Since Guan Zhong came, Lan Ying's personality has also undergone some changes, and she no longer hides herself in that arrogance and indifference. When I talk to others, I gradually increase it. Another reason is that she is married. For women, getting married and not getting married, is a big watershed.
Lan Ying's change, perhaps, has nothing to do with Guan Zhong, it's just a woman's natural maturity at a certain point. It's like a fruit that reaches its ripening season. Guan Zhong's appearance in front of her at such a time is the most appropriate time.
In the office, only the two of them were about the same age, and the others were old comrades. Therefore, the relationship between the two is getting closer and closer, and it seems that they have become her best friends.
Lan Ying's ice is not her essence, but comes from her thoughts. That is, in her, there are too many traditional concepts. Lan Ying thinks that a woman should look like a woman. Of course, it's the way the elders like it.
Therefore, Lan Ying's coldness on the surface is just coldness to her peers. And she is never cold to her elders. Thus, it can be found that her coldness is brought out by herself, not innate. After a long time, Guan Zhong discovered the warmth in Lan Ying's heart.
After being together for a long time, Lan Ying found that the men and women of the appropriate age of the agency had a partner, and she was also anxious to help Guan Zhong find a partner. The boys who work in the agency are still very eye-catching, and they are easy to find a partner. In particular, college graduates are the best choice for local girls.
In fact, before this, Guan Zhong also dealt with an object. It was Chen Guotai's lover Mei Xiang, a girl introduced to him. During that time, it happened to be when Guan Zhong went to Wang Ying's house every day to go to the TV series.
If you want to chase a Hong Kong drama, of course, you have to go every day. It was at that time that Guan Zhong and Mei Xiang became acquainted. Later, Wang Ying said: Is there a good-looking little girl, introduce one to us Guan Zhong.
This was a half-joking, but Mei Xiang took it seriously and introduced a girl to Guan Zhong. The girl's name was Huang Fang, and she was a salesperson at a store in the town. This girl, she originally had a boyfriend, and during that time, her boyfriend was transferred to the city and broke up with her.
It was at this time that Mei Xiang introduced her to Guan Zhong. Guan Zhong timely filled the gap in the girl's spirit. And this girl became Guan Zhong's first love. It would have been an unfair phenomenon, but there is no fairness in life.
In the early days of the two people's acquaintance, they got along very well. At the beginning, Guan Zhong met Huang Fang's mother and was also recognized by the old man. Guan Zhong is the first time to deal with the subject, and he looks stupid and thinks everything is very fresh. He was like a passive student, and everything was arranged by the girl. On the first date, after meeting, Guan Zhong didn't even know what to do next.
But the girl said, "Let's go up to the railway!"
The two of them came to the side of the railway, and walked forward step by step. The railway line is one of the quietest places right next to the town. When night falls, couples walk up and down the quiet railway line.
Couples do not want to measure the length of the railway with their own steps, but in the process of measurement, they talk about those insignificant things and pour out those ordinary pasts. But no matter what they say, in each other's hearts, they all become affectionate.
Walking on the railway, Huang Fang gently took Guan Zhong's hand. Guan Zhong knew that at this time, the two of them could hold hands. To be exact, it should be held hands. He also knew, holding the girl's hand, there was a subtle feeling.
When he came out again, Guan Zhong didn't need Huang Fang's guidance, but took the initiative to hold her hand. But Huang Fang was not satisfied with these, she took Guan Zhong by the hand and put it on her waist.
Guan Zhong understood what Huang Fang meant, and also learned from the couples who walked by. When Guan Zhong hugged Huang Fang's waist, it felt really different. Because, at this moment, Guan Zhong and Huang Fang's bodies were close together.
In the summer, Huang Fang wears a skirt. Guan Zhong felt her body temperature. The warm feeling made Guan Zhong's whole body very comfortable, especially her slender waist, which gave Guan Zhong the feeling of being in his arms, which made him unwilling to let go.
And just like that, it didn't take long. Guan Zhong, who has never been in love, fell into love. Guan Zhong's soul seems to be attached to Huang Fang's body, and her mind is always in her head. In fact, Huang Fangren is not very beautiful. The eyes are a little smaller, but her tall figure still has an elegance.
The girl was not squeamish, and always came to Guan Zhong's dormitory every night after eating. Huang Fang has a bad habit of not knocking on the door every time she comes. Guan Zhong doesn't quite understand this. Huang Fang said: I saw it through the crack in the door, and I only came in when you were alone in the house.
After every night's date, Guan Zhong had to send Huang Fang home. Her family lives near the river, and it is a self-built kind of independent courtyard. Before the two separate, they always have to linger for a while. In the end, Guan Zhong watched Huang Fang walk into the courtyard before he left in the starlight.
One night, Guan Zhong finally boldly hugged Huang Fang in his arms. It was the first time that the faces of the two had been so close. Huang Fang looked at him with a smile, as if there was a sense of anticipation. But Guan Zhong couldn't understand the meaning of Huang Fang's smile.
Huang Fang said: You are so stupid.
Guan Zhong really laughed so stupidly. At this time, Huang Fang took the initiative to kiss Guan Zhong. This is Guan Zhong's first kiss, stupid, learning from Huang Fang's appearance. But after kissing, I realized that the kiss was not only a form, but also had a lot of content.
After the kiss, Guan Zhong knew how good the kiss was. It turns out that this kiss is to let two hearts meet in a damp place. Then, let the two young hearts collide again and again, colliding with sparks of love and new energy.
Beautiful days are always so short. Just when they were in full swing with each other, Huang Fang's ex-boyfriend came back. When Huang Fang put Guan Zhong and her ex-boyfriend together, Huang Fang still chose her ex-boyfriend.
After all, they have been together for two years, while Huang Fang and Guan Zhong have only been together for two months. Especially the ex-boyfriend, when he heard that Huang Fang had a new boyfriend, of course he felt uncomfortable. When I came back to see Huang Fang, I said: After leaving, I realized how much I loved you, and I really couldn't do without you in my heart. So, I'm back again.
Speaking of which, Huang Fang is a very emotional girl. Therefore, she couldn't stand it, a big boy who had loved deeply, confessed to her like this. What's more, they still have so many indelible pasts, so Huang Fang decided to leave Guan Zhong.
But Guan Zhong didn't know all this, and he was still intoxicated by that sweet dream. On that day, they had the same date, the same chat, as usual. Huang Fang couldn't bear to spoil his interest until the end.
When she was about to arrive at Huang Fang's house, the girl had to say. She said: Through this period of contact, I feel that the two are still not very suitable, so it is better for us to separate!
Such a reversal made Guan Zhong really surprised. He froze there. Guan Zhong sorted out what Huang Fang had just said in his heart. Then say, "Are you trying to break up with me?"
Huang Fang said: I already feel that it is not suitable, it is better to separate early. Otherwise, in the future, the feelings will be deep, and it will be a hurt to everyone.
But Guan Zhong felt that she had done harm to herself by bringing it up now. But Guan Zhong didn't know what was not suitable? Later, Guan Zhong experienced a lot, and he realized that the incompatibility between men and women is not a reason, but it is the best reason to break up.
At that moment, Guan Zhong became very lonely. Because, those things that I think are beautiful are about to disappear. It turns out that love is sometimes so unreal that even I feel like a dream. The last moment, it seems to be full of flowers, and the next moment, it is full of sadness.
Originally, Guan Zhong had something else to say! I especially want to talk to Huang Fang again when the two kiss. Then, let everything beautiful dissolve in that pure sweetness. But now, it has become a kind of pain.
Guan Zhong said: You know what? Today is my birthday.
After speaking, Guan Zhong faced the gaze of Qiqing and Huang Fang, and smiled miserably. After listening to this, Huang Fang also felt that it was indeed inappropriate to bring up this matter today. Just say: What a coincidence! Why don't we break up today and break up tomorrow?
Guan Zhong felt that although Huang Fang could be his own teacher in love. But when she faced reality, she was still a child, a good and simple girl.
Guan Zhong said: Some things become a reality, and they can't be taken back. What's more, it's still a living reality. Perhaps, that's my fate. In short, I still want to thank you for giving me so many happy times. I will remember you in my life.
Although, Huang Fang was also a little sad in her heart at this moment. can think of her ex-boyfriend, she will not change her choice. While the two were talking, a light rain began to fall in the sky.
Huang Fang said: It's raining, I'll go back and get you an umbrella, right?
Guan Zhong said: The rain is not heavy, no need. Perhaps, the arrival of the rain at this moment is to cleanse my impetuous mind. Perhaps, the arrival of rain at this time is to create the most suitable atmosphere for our breakup.
Huang Fang said: I don't understand that you have so many possibilities, I just want to say sorry to you. Let's go! Today let me watch you go.
Guan Zhong said: It's better for you to go first! Every day you go first, and it's not bad this time. I'm used to it.
Huang Fang said: No. I'm going to have to watch you walk out of my sight today.