Chapter 57. Back to your first love

The next day, Guan Zhong arrived near Shuhan's house ten minutes early. I wanted to go on a date for the first time, and it was common sense that the boy should arrive a little earlier and wait for the girl, so it would be good. But when Guan Zhong arrived, Shuhan was already standing there.

Guan Zhong was very surprised and said: Why did you come so early?

Shuhan said: I ate early, and I didn't have anything to do, so I came out.

Guan Zhong thought: It can be seen that this girl is not mature enough, not mature enough to deliberately pretend to be reserved. In fact, Guan Zhong likes such a straightforward girl very much, saving people from being unpredictable all day long, just trying to please others, and he doesn't know where to start.

Guan Zhong said: Let's not stand here, it's so close to the avenue, as soon as the car passes, it's all dust, where are you going?

Shuhan agreed: Hmm.

Such a spring, no matter where you go, is the fragrance of those grasses that have just grown. Such a fragrance, with a girl by his side, that pleasant feeling, makes people not know where they are.

Perhaps, it was Aunt Gui's portrayal of Guan Zhong that was too perfect, and it took root in Shuhan's heart. When Shuhan saw Guan Zhong for the first time, he liked it from the bottom of his heart. The tall man stood there straight. In his upright face, there was a strong bookish atmosphere.

Especially in Guan Zhong's calm voice, there is no vulgarity at all, with a natural care. Shuhan felt that every word of Guan Zhong made him feel excited. Excited Shuhan, sometimes, can't remember what Guan Zhongdu said.

When Shuhan and Guan Zhong were together, they didn't even dare to talk much, for fear that they would not be able to say a good sentence and expose their superficiality. Now Guan Zhong is already a man who has experienced, and he knows that Shuhan is not used to being alone with him, and he can't open his heart yet.

Guan Zhong also knew that girls at this time would not say much. So, in the whole process, you can only say it yourself. Guan Zhong knew that Shuhan had never been outside, even if he went out to play, he hadn't gone far.

Therefore, Guan Zhong told Shuhan about the outside world and what it was like in a big city. It also talks about people in big cities, what they think about every day, and what they do. As I talked, I couldn't help but talk about some things when I was in school. Although those things are far from Guan Zhong, they are still so fresh for Shuhan.

For the book that has just opened in love, no matter what Guan Zhong says, she thinks it's very good. No matter what Guan Zhong says, she loves to listen. Even if Guan Zhong said that when he was a child, the stories of his childhood in the countryside, Shuhan listened very carefully.

Time is in the world of lovers, as if it has entered another time and space. When two people are together, time always flies. Before you know it, it's dark, and before you know it, the night is deep.

By this time, both of them had a feeling of having to be separated. Before parting, Guan Zhong sent Shuhan to the door of her house, and made an appointment to meet again tomorrow night. Just when Guan Zhong wanted to leave, he saw Shuhan standing there, unwilling to go back. So, Guan Zhong walked up to Shuhan, put it on her shoulder, and patted her gently.

Smile and say: It's too late, go back!

But at this time, Shuhan suddenly threw himself into Guan Zhong's arms. Shuhan's sudden move made Guan Zhong feel very surprised. Even if two people feel good about each other, it's a bit too fast, right? But this girl is not reserved, let alone so logical, she just feels that she loves it, she loves it, and nothing else matters.

The first time the two of them hugged, Guan Zhong didn't hug for so long, nor did he hug so tightly, but just symbolically hugged him and let go. This time, Shuhan went home satisfied. I hope this little girl can have a sweet dream.

When Guan Zhong walked home, he was still thinking, is it a little too fast to be so intimate today? But the rhythm of love is often not something you want to grasp and can grasp. When feelings are not bound, that kind of love is free and romantic. Emotions are like air, naturally permeating the sky. Sometimes, you may not feel anything, but if you don't, you will feel suffocated.

Love is like this, there is no fixed logic, there are no fixed rules, 10,000 loves have 10,000 forms. When two people have the first hug, the second time, there is no need for any reason. In the next few days, once it gets dark, Shuhan will naturally fall into Guan Zhong's arms, whether the two of them are standing or sitting.

On that moonless night, the breeze caressed the cheeks of the two young men, and the beautiful feeling made the two young people intoxicated in this night. It was at this time that Guan Zhong kissed Shuhan. Shuhan didn't expect that the kiss came so suddenly, like a petal blown off by a breeze, and Shuhan had to accept it clumsily. Guan Zhong kissed Shuhan skillfully, and Shuhan clumsily accepted Guan Zhong's kiss.

On such a moonless, starry night, the night sky is so high, and the shadows of the trees are so swaying, Shuhan gave his first kiss to his beloved man. Guan Zhong crossed Shuhan's delicate red lips and let his tongue kiss Shuhan's face again, and finally, landed on her two eyes. Shuhan also closed his eyes and felt Guan Zhong's love.

After Shuhan was kissed by Guan Zhong, I don't know what kind of feeling it was. I just felt that I was stunned by his kiss, and I didn't know where I went at that moment. Shuhan felt that his soul had flown out. At that moment, she couldn't find herself.

When Guan Zhong stopped, Shuhan embarrassedly arched his face into Guan Zhong's arms. When Shuhan raised his head again, he looked at Guan Zhong with affectionate eyes. Then he said, "Are you good or bad?" You know? Is this my first kiss?

Guan Zhong said: Really? Then I'm going to have enough to eat.

After saying that, the two kissed together again.

The two young souls kissed together so recklessly in the season that was not bound by time and space, and the bubbling sweetness poured into each other's hearts. Although the two of them have not been together for a long time, Guan Zhong likes Shuhan, likes her simplicity, and likes her unrestrainedness. Guan Zhong and Shuhan felt very relaxed together, without the depression when they were with Yuechan. You don't have to be so careful, and you don't have to hide your weaknesses.

When Guan Zhong and Shuhan met, Guan Zhong was already twenty-six years old, six years older than Shuhan. Guan Zhong has already experienced several loves, and Shuhan has only met a boy once, and there is no real love process. In those days, there was a difference of six years, like a generation. In Guan Zhong's heart, Shuhan is a little girl who has not grown up.

After getting along with Yuechan, Guan Zhong was reluctant to get along with a girl with complicated experiences anymore and felt very tired. Although, I also love it, but my heart is also very tired. What's more, he understands one thing, that is, some love has a result, and some love has no result.

Just like the flowers of this spring. That apricot blossom! Plum flowers! Bloom all over the mountains. But when I went into the mountains in the summer, I couldn't find a single fruit on some of the apricot and plum trees.

In this world, some flowers bloom just to compete for a moment of beauty, and they never think of harvest. Guan Zhong didn't know, those trees, after a long silence, those fruitless splendors, were happiness? Or is it lonely?

This is like after I fell in love with Yuechan, I tasted it carefully, and those blooms in love are also a bitter bloom many times. And when it fell to the ground, it became a heart dripping with blood. Then, as the years passed, it dried into a past that was unwilling to touch.

Guan Zhong especially likes Shuhan's innate truth, among those truths, some are naïve, some are innocent, and some are serious. Whichever one it is? All should be the best qualities of a little girl.

Because, Guan Zhong knows that the little girl is like a young leaf in spring, once it has experienced wind and rain, it is no longer the original leaf. Maybe the years will increase her thickness, maybe increase her hardness. After experiencing trauma one after another, he no longer has the immaturity he had at the beginning.

In the formative years, whatever we lost? Or is something missing? Actually, we don't have time to be sad. If so, it's also a chance for you to think. Because, we don't know, what will come in the next second? Therefore, we can only learn to cope and accept after the pain.

When Guan Zhong and Shuhan first fell in love, they were very happy and relaxed. Shuhan loves to sing, she sings very well, and when Guan Zhong is fine, she always asks Shuhan to sing to herself.

In addition to love stories, they also tell their own stories. After a long time, Shuhan also told Guan Zhong about the situation at home. Actually, through Aunt Gui, there are some things in Shuhan's family, and Guan Zhong also knows some of them. It was a happy family, but it had an unfortunate ending.

When Guan Zhong and Shuhan met, Shuhan's parents were divorced. However, the divorce of the two is not too long. At that time, Shuhan lived with his mother, in a rented house outside, without much furniture. Shuhan also has a younger sister who is with her father. When her mother and father divorced, she didn't ask for anything for the sake of her two daughters, so she came out alone.

Shuhan's father is called Zhang Qinghong, and his mother is Li Chunqiu. Chunqiu was a rural girl who grew up in Xiahe Village, more than 30 miles away from Pinggu River. The village was very small, a production team, thirty or forty households. There are five brothers and sisters in the Spring and Autumn family, and she happens to be in the middle.

After graduating from primary school in the spring and autumn, he stopped studying. When I was just fifteen years old, I worked in the fields with the adults. In rural areas, it is normal to work in the fields at this age, and it is not just spring and autumn. However, Chunqiu is the most beautiful of all the girls who work in the fields.