Chapter 63: The Hurt of Wrong Love
Later, Zhang Qinghong found a job for Shuhan in the town government through his own connections. In the eyes of my friends, this is a very enviable job. Because, other students are not as lucky as Shuhan, so they can only find some work to contribute.
Shuhan's work is not very difficult, that is, in the water pipe office, he became a cashier. Of course, the cashier doesn't have much business and takes care of some chores in the office. There are only five people in the unit, and there is no way to divide some jobs so clearly.
At this time, the matter of Zhang Qinghong and Yafei reached Shuhan's ears. It turned out that when she was in school, Shuhan was in high school in the city, and what happened here did not reach her ears.
Now, it's different when it comes to the workplace. There are not so many people in the agency to work, and when everyone chats, it is easy to forget the relationship between Zhang Qinghong and Shuhan. Even, there are a few people who don't know the relationship between Shuhan and Zhang Qinghong.
When Shuhan heard this, first of all, he felt that he couldn't raise his head in the unit. But Shuhan can't ask his father or his mother. My sister is still in school, and Shuhan doesn't want to tell her.
But where did Shuhan know, and at this time, his mother also knew about it. Spring and Autumn began to be silent, observed Zhang Qinghong for a while, and felt that this matter seemed to be true.
Later, Chunqiu asked Zhang Qinghong. At that time, Zhang Qinghong did not admit it. Rather, he said, "Don't listen to outsiders."
But Chunqiu didn't believe Zhang Qinghong because of his denial. Because, from all kinds of signs, Spring and Autumn also believe that this is true. The contradiction between the two people began at that time. And Shuhan and his sister couldn't say anything at this time.
Although his father loves Shuhan very much, Shuhan still hates his father in his heart. Such a good home, it is he who destroys this atmosphere. Although, Zhang Qinghong and Yafei have that relationship. However, the two men did not have the idea of going further. They just want to maintain that relationship, and they never want to touch the family of two people.
Zhang Qinghong wants to maintain the stability of the family, and he also wants Chunqiu to accept this status quo. He thought that he was a celebrity in the town, and Chunqiu would be reluctant to see all this. Because, Zhang Qinghong knows that Spring and Autumn has always relied on himself.
Although, Chunqiu is a woman from the countryside. However, there is still a kind of stubbornness in his bones. Although there is no culture in the Spring and Autumn Period, it has a strong sense of right and wrong, and what is right is right, and what is wrong does not want to give in. is such a woman, when I saw Zhang Qinghong again, I felt that his body was a kind of filth from top to bottom.
Chunqiu and Zhang Qinghong, in the end, divorced. Both daughters were left to Zhang Qinghong. So, Chunqiu didn't ask for anything, so he walked out of that house alone. Shuhan and his sister cried bitterly, but their mother still left.
Shuhan doesn't hate his mother and knows his mother's grievances. Shuhan hated his father, and it was his father's derailment that destroyed this warm family. Shuhan also hated Yafei, who was the vixen who destroyed his happiness and peace. From that moment on, Shuhan had a wrong understanding of the relationship between men and women.
Since my mother left this home, whenever Shuhan returned home, she felt like there was a lot less warmth at home. Although there is only one person missing from the house, I always feel a little empty, like there are many people missing.
From that day on, Shuhan was reluctant to talk to his father. Even if he was eating at the same table, Shuhan didn't want to look up at his father. Zhang Qinghong seemed to want to ease this relationship and took the initiative to talk to Shuhan, but Shuhan didn't squeak.
Although Zhang Qinghong did not regret being with Yafei, his heart was still sour when he saw his daughter's appearance towards him. He knew that he had hurt his daughter. But the reality is like this, I can only adapt a little bit, and I want the years to change everything that is sad.
After Zhang Qinghong's divorce, Yafei felt uncomfortable, knowing that he had ruined other people's lives. But Yafei didn't know how to comfort Zhang Qinghong. I had to share more for him at work.
Yafei also thought that Zhang Qinghong was divorced, and the next step was whether he would divorce himself. But when I thought of this problem, I still pricked my heart hard. Because, Yafei also thought of his daughter and the honest man.
Although, over the years, there hasn't been much love for that man. But that man has always been so good to himself. Whatever he does, men will not object. No matter what happens, he will stand behind him and support himself silently.
When she slept in the same bed, Yafei felt that the man was her husband. Whenever I think of Zhang Qinghong, I feel that the man is a big brother of my own. Although I don't have so much concern for men anymore, I am still nervous when I hear what happened in the mine.
His daughter is just fourteen years old. The innocent and lively appearance is the best comfort for Yafei. It was the most beautiful flower in my heart, giving me the strength to live and struggle. Yafei is working hard now, not only for herself, but also for her precious daughter.
But all the changes and all the turning points in Yafei's life were given to him by Zhang Qinghong. This man has satisfied all his desires, and no matter from which point of view, he can't fail this man. Yafei doesn't know what to do if Zhang Qinghong divorces himself one day?
This worry made Yafei feel a little depressed in her usual work. Such uncertainty also affected Yafei's mentality. A woman's changes can be seen by a man. When Zhang Qinghong asked Yafei what was wrong, she didn't say anything.
Yafei doesn't say it, Zhang Qinghong will have some perception. Two people, after all, have been together for several years, and they understand each other very deeply. Therefore, even if Yafei doesn't say it, Zhang Qinghong will understand what Yafei thinks?
Zhang Qinghong said: Before the two of us got together, my idea was: The previous leaders had a woman, and I wanted to have it too. Perhaps, this is a leader, a benefit that should be had, and I should not be worse than the previous leader.
Zhang Qinghong paused for a moment, seeing that Yafei didn't react. Then he said, "At that time, I came to you because you were younger and more beautiful than others, and especially because you did not reject me. But after coming into contact with you, in our interactions again and again, I gradually fell in love with you from the heart.
Yafei didn't know why Zhang Qinghong was saying this today, and his face showed some confusion. Zhang Qinghong gently stroked Yafei's face with his hand. He continued: Especially after I contracted this store, you are not only my lover, but also one of my most powerful partners in my career.
Zhang Qinghong grabbed Yafei's hand. He continued: In the early days of entrepreneurship, I was really scared, afraid of failure, afraid of becoming nothing in an instant. In those days, thanks to you, I went forward with me. Especially when I was tired, it gave me strength. Today, all the storms have passed, and there have been remarkable achievements.
Zhang Qinghong smiled bitterly and said: But at this time, something happened in my family again. O man! There are always things that don't go well with them. When the flowers bloom here, the trees on the other side wither again. These days, I have also learned that people must withstand the bloom, but also the withering.
Yafei doesn't know, what does Zhang Qinghong want to say next? But for this man, his heart is still full of pity. Yafei also touched Zhang Qinghong's face with her hand. Listen to him go on to say: Only after experiencing it can people truly understand. People can't be greedy, and when you want everything, God won't satisfy you.
Zhang Qinghong glanced at Yafei affectionately, and Yafei seemed to be a little nervous. She doesn't know what kind of thoughts Zhang Qinghong will come up with next? But I still didn't want to interrupt him.
Zhang Qinghong continued: After experiencing the pain caused by family changes, it is not that I dare not love you, but I cherish my love for you even more. I know how difficult it is to love once, so I love you and it won't make you miserable or worried. Not only do I want to take good care of you, but I also want to maintain your family.
Hearing this, Yafei's tension eased a little. Zhang Qinghong said: In fact, true love should not be selfish. When you fall in love with someone, you also have to put yourself in that person's shoes, which is also something I just realized. Therefore, I will not let you divorce, even if you want to leave, I will not agree.
Hearing this, a big stone in Yafei's heart finally landed. Yafei, who had been nervous, suddenly relaxed. Yafei didn't want Zhang Qinghong to say any more, so she put her arms around his neck and kissed him.
After the kiss, Yafei smiled sweetly. Say: Thank you for understanding me so well. In this life, though, I can't walk into a family with you and feel the joy of family. But, I will definitely love you well.
And just like that, the two of them fell in love. But who knows how much a girl hates their love. Because, between them, the indulgence of love has hurt other people's families and the hearts of young girls.
Although it was a pure and innocent girl, she hated it a little, and it would grow in her heart day by day. And the hatred that grew was like a thorn, always piercing her young heart from time to time.
The pierced heart always wants to pull out the thorn, and then pierce the thorn again to the one who has caused pain to himself. After being tortured day by day, Shuhan finally had his own idea and wanted to do something.