Chapter 68, Siyan and Feng
With the arrival of Siyan, everyone thinks that she and Tong Quan are a natural pair. Because, putting two people together, it is more suitable in all aspects. Needless to say, even in Guan Zhong's eyes, he also thinks that the two of them are more suitable. Because, unlike in universities, there are many candidates in the same weight class.
However, others don't know, Guan Zhong is clear. Tong Quan had long decided that he didn't want to be here for a while. His life goal and plan have been determined, that is, to go to Shenzhen.
If Guan Zhong goes to Shenzhen alone, it will be easier to do it. If two people go together, there will be a lot of trouble. At this point, his buddies also reminded him. Besides, after Tong Quan arrives in Shenzhen, will there be a shortage of women for a suave young man like him?
Tong Quan didn't want to make that trouble, so when he first came to Pingguchuan, he told Guan Zhong about this opinion. Tong Quan is a very decisive person, not only does he not want to find a match now. Even the original girlfriend broke up before graduating from college.
At school, Tong Quan spent more than a year with the girl. is Tong Quan's second girlfriend in college. The girl was very beautiful, the conditions of the family were also very good, and her father was a director.
Actually, the girl said that she could leave Tong Quan to work in the provincial capital, but Tong Quan was determined to go to Shenzhen. The girl didn't want to go to Shenzhen, saying that the pace of life there was too fast, and she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to adapt to it.
The girl's family had already arranged a job for her, and she didn't want to take that risk. In the end, the direction of the two people was not consistent, and as soon as they graduated from school, the two had to separate.
When Si-yeon came to Hiratanigawa, she didn't have a formed idea of the future. I didn't think about whether it was rooted here. If you live here for the rest of your life, it's a terrible thing to think about. So, Siyan didn't dare to think about it. And I never think about it.
Si-yeon has not been in a relationship with anyone in her entire four years of college. It's not that no one likes her, and it's not that Siyan is too conservative, but Siyan had a boyfriend in high school. Until now, the two have not been separated.
The boy's name was Feng, but unfortunately he was not as lucky as Siyan to be admitted to college. After graduating from high school, I worked at the local forestry bureau. During Siyan's college years, the two also got along all the time.
During this period, Feng also went to Siyan's school and saw her. Since she didn't end her previous relationship, Siyan didn't have any more thoughts about this senior brother. She felt that she had just arrived in Hiratanigawa, so she had better adapt to the environment here first!
Feng and Siyan's love is the kind of love that is very pure. When the two of them get along, they are clean and clean, without any distractions. Even, did not think about the future. When Siyan didn't graduate from university, she didn't know where she would fall in the future, so she couldn't think about her future, so she had to think about it.
By the time Siyan graduated from college, Feng had been working for several years. Feng knew that no matter where Siyan went, she would definitely not come back. Because she is a bird that flies out, no matter which branch she lands, she will not fly back.
Because there is no place for her to land, and there is no branch for her to perch on. Therefore, in front of Siyan, Feng will never see his future. Therefore, Feng didn't think about the future of Hesiyan.
Feng clearly knew that he couldn't fly with Siyan, because he didn't have such wings. also knows that he can't do without that stable job, not how good that job is, but that he knows that he is out and it is impossible to find a better job than now.
This is Feng's life, a life that cannot be changed.
Feng was equally reluctant in his heart, and left Siyan easily. Because, I love Siyan deeply in my heart. The purity of love, the selflessness of love, the desirelessness of love. Even if I can accompany Siyan for a while, it is a kind of beauty in life.
Siyan didn't let go of Feng, nor how important Feng was to herself. Instead, I don't want to let go of the past that I can't delete in my memory when I was young. Feng's existence is his youthful existence.
Remember the whole middle school and high school, they were together. Together at school and after school. When they were in junior high school, they didn't fall in love, they just wanted good classmates. When I was in high school, my classmates who were good friends together started talking about it first and left them aside.
At this time, someone encouraged the two of them. The two of them couldn't resist the temptation of that dream. I followed the example of others, and unconsciously began to talk.
I remember that at that time, two people didn't know what love was. It's just that when it's okay, it's just that I'm willing to be with each other. Many times, Feng is still the master of Siyan's life. No matter what she does, Siyan listens to him. Because, Feng, is not only the master in his heart, but also the king of that group of friends.
When Siyan came to Hiratanigawa for less than half a year, Feng also came to see Siyan once. When he came, Guan Zhong saw Feng. He's not very tall, and he's not very talkative. Perhaps, it is a relationship that has grown up, and people seem to be very stable, and there is a faint melancholy in the stability.
If, compared with Siyan's senior brother, it is obvious that the senior brother can crush Feng back and forth. Perhaps, between them, there is no comparison at all. At least, that's in Siyan's heart.
Because, Siyan has never been a leader and has never competed with others. Even when she was in college, she chased her classmates, and it can be said that she was above the front. In Siyan's heart, Feng is an unparalleled youth, because Feng is not only Feng, but also an era.
In the face of so many temptations, Siyan has never wavered in her relationship with Feng. is because Siyan is a very determined girl. She has long known that He Feng may not be able to go to the end in this life. But those floating outside are also floating clouds. Siyan is not a girl chasing the wind and the moon, she would rather be lonely and keep the innocence of the front.
In the innocence of Hefeng, there are their beautiful green years; has good memories of his youth; has a simple story that can't be simpler, piling up Siyan's too simple youth. Guarding the front, but just to keep those young people who are unwilling to give up.
Feng came to Hiratanigawa, stayed only one day, and left. When he went to work on Monday, Guan Zhong asked Siyan: Why didn't you let Feng stay here for a few more days? It was not easy for him to come here once.
Siyan said: He is also very busy with work over there, and he can't get out of it. He came here on the weekend without asking for leave.
Later, Guan Zhong found out. After Feng's visit, the two of them were completely separated. Perhaps, this time Feng came to an end to each other's feelings. Perhaps, Siyan feels that the relationship is no longer a feeling, but has become a burden to each other in life.
An emotion that can't be placed, if it is always carried on the shoulder, is indeed too tiring. Put it down, maybe it's good for everyone. After so many years, both of them may feel that it is time to let go. Even if two people have made a promise, it is also a childish promise when they were young and did not understand the years.
Letting go of the burden in her heart, Siyan felt relaxed. It was a very happy time. Sometimes, Siyan asks Guan Zhong and Tong Quan to play. More often than not, it's playing with her girlfriends. Siyan began to learn and adapt to life here. It is also adapted to this place, which is different from the tranquility in the city.
Guan Zhong is not as easy as them, because Guan Zhong has passed that easy age. Friends of the same age have already married a family. Moreover, they all have children. Guan Zhong wanted to play with them, but they didn't have time to come out. And Guan Zhong himself can't always be the king of children in the dormitory.
Therefore, at such a time, Guan Zhongcai chatted with the good colleague and said: Otherwise, let's find Qinghong.
If you want to find Qinghong again, it's not that Guan Zhong is going to come to Qinghong. Instead, when Qinghong's flower-like smiling face flashed in front of Guan Zhong. Guan Zhong felt that Qinghong was still so beautiful, like a flower that had really bloomed. In addition, Guan Zhong also asked his heart. knows that he has always had feelings for Qinghong.
What's more, Guan Zhong also thought about it, year after year, he was single, and Qinghong was also single, is there a kind of relationship between them that can't be avoided in life? Is it fate that makes each other wait for each other? At this moment, Guan Zhong was fated. I also hope that this is a kind of fate, doomed.
If it's fate, it's that you can't hide if you want to. The fate that can't be avoided is a fate that is destined by nature. When people are together, it is about fate, but no one can see fate. Only when everything has passed will we know whether fate exists or not.
Therefore, when the good colleague said that he had talked to Qinghong's brother-in-law, Guan Zhong couldn't hesitate like this anymore. Since it is destined fate, let's go boldly to it!
At noon that day, Guan Zhong went directly to Qinghong's house. I haven't been here for a long time, and her garden, like in previous years, is green. All kinds of vegetables grow relatively vigorously. Standing with Qinghong, seeing these lush greenery and the vigorous vitality, Guan Zhong had confidence in himself.
Qinghong and Guan Zhong walked around the garden and let him into their room. Just as Qinghong turned around, Guan Zhong saw the scarlet on Qinghong's face. From Qinghong's ruddy cheeks, Guan Zhong knew that her brother-in-law must have also talked about it.
The two of them chatted tacitly, and before they knew it, they entered the role. Perhaps, because Qinghong has grown up, the two of them talk about topics very easily, and they are very engaged in chatting. Because, this time, both have a clear goal.