Chapter 83, the love that can't go on

The boy over there has nothing to find fault with Siyan. If it weren't for the fact that he had a doctoral diploma, he really wouldn't have had the opportunity to sit with Siyan. What's more, although he has a doctoral diploma, he also needs Uncle Siyan's help.

Although Siyan didn't have a deep impression of this doctoral boy, she didn't have any bad feelings, and she couldn't find anything wrong. What's wrong with ordinary? The uncommon behind the ordinary is where the hardest lies. Under the strong push of her uncle, Siyan couldn't say anything, and the next thing was to watch everywhere!

In this way, Siyan stayed in Shanghai for more than half a month. After spending a long time together, we have also gained some understanding between each other. People are afraid to understand, but also afraid to get along, people have been together for a long time, there will be a kind of feelings.

Staying at her uncle's house every day, Siyan feels that there is a big difference between Pingtanigawa. This is not a difference in size, nor is it a difference between people and me, but a difference between heaven and earth. Siyan always felt that Shanghai and Pingtanigawa didn't seem to be in the same world, and they couldn't be in the same world.

Not to mention the difference in life, but also the topics that everyone chats about every day. When my uncle's friends got together, they often talked about who was going abroad, who was preparing to leave, and who had just returned. And, of course, those things in the field of science that you don't understand.

Siyan felt that standing in front of them, suddenly, she had become an ugly duckling, an out-and-out ignorant, and those four years of college seemed to be in vain. When I was in Pingguchuan, when I talked about Shanghai, I thought it was a very distant place. When I arrived in Shanghai, it was as if the United States, on the other side of the world, was also by my side.

In a claustrophobic town in Hiratanigawa, which few people know, it seems that the outside world is very big, and the big self can never reach it, just like heaven. And in Shanghai, China's largest metropolis, the whole world seems to have become very small, and with just one ticket, you can see wherever you want, like a neighboring village.

When I was in Pingguchuan, the superiority of a graduate of a key university disappeared in an instant when I arrived in Shanghai. Even, the kind of self-confidence in life doesn't know where to go. At this moment, Siyan not only couldn't see them clearly, but also couldn't see herself clearly.

They think, say, and do. Everything shocked Siyan. The future that people talk about every day is the real future, and the life they talk about every day is the life with taste. So, does Hiratanigawa have a future? This is the first time she has asked herself such a question.

Whether Hiratanigawa has a future or not, Siyan does not dare to assert. However, even if Hiratanigawa has a future, what kind of future can it be? Compared to the outside world, can it still be called the future? At this time, Siyan understood why Tong Quan went to Shenzhen without hesitation.

The boy who gets along with Siyan is called Anbang. When Siyan and Anbang walked on the Bund for the first time. Siyan took it seriously to feel the true charm of this metropolis, and also experienced the modern atmosphere and the power of science. When Siyan has not recognized Anbang from the heart, she has already recognized this beautiful city.

Standing on Nanjing Road, watching the bustling flow of people. Suddenly, Siyan had an idea in her heart that she should belong to such a city. Because, in such a city, she can see hope, see the future, and show the tension of life.

When Siyan thought like this, she also began to listen carefully to what Anbang told her. When Anbang talked about his goals and his future, he felt that when Anbang said these words to himself, it seemed that he had something to do with himself.

After spending more than ten days in Shanghai, Siyan is going back to Pingguchuan. Although, I haven't really fallen in love with Anbang from the heart. However, there has been a strong interest in this boy. Siyan knew that if she wanted to, this boy who had just graduated would become the most important part of her life in the future.

Siyan has such a good impression of Anbang because Anbang is different from Siyan's classmates. Although Anbang has such a high level of knowledge, it does not have any arrogance because of knowledge.

Anbang is humble and respectful. He didn't have the selfishness of his classmates, nor did he have the kind of incompatibility in his bones. At this time, Siyan knew that in the same accent, there were different life elements.

When Siyan returned to Hiratanigawa, had a good night's sleep, and woke up. It felt as if I had just had a dream. But if you think about it, it really wasn't a dream. When she was leaving, her uncle said to Siyan: You go back and take a look, if you can't do it, quit your job over there! If you want to find a job, it's easy.

After Siyan returned, she did not quit her job immediately. Siyan always felt that, no matter how she said it, this was also a formal job, the first job in her life. In addition, Siyan felt that she and Anbang had just been together for a few days, and they had not really stabilized emotionally.

When Guan Zhong saw Siyan for the first time, he was very surprised and very happy. Although Siyan has only been gone for more than ten days, Guan Zhong feels as if Siyan has been gone for a long, long time. Because, with Siyan's days, I still feel very fulfilling.

When Siyan and Guan Zhong get together again, they can't help but talk about Anbang. And when talking about Anbang, it's like talking about an outsider, chatting is very relaxed and comfortable. Siyan went to Shanghai once, just like a business trip, and told Guan Zhong everything she saw and the stories she encountered.

After Siyan and Guan Zhong finished talking about Anbang, they talked to him about Shanghai and the colorful life in the city. Although, Guan Zhong felt that those things were like a fairy tale. However, Guan Zhong believes that a girl like Siyan should belong to such a metropolis.

When Guan Zhong and Siyan were fine, they were still together. It's just that there are more things to talk about and what to talk about. Siyan's life has undergone a new change. These changes doomed her future and no longer belonged to Hiratanigawa.

A small town like Pingguchuan will surely become a post station in Siyan's life. When this town can't put her soul in place. Well, this town can only be placed in the depths of her heart.

Guan Zhong clearly knew that Siyan's time here would not be too long. Although Siyan has not fallen in love with Anbang deeply, in the conversation, she already has a feeling of belonging. If it is said that after a few days of contact, there is a deep feeling, it is also unrealistic.

After all, they will have a lot of time together in the years to come. When people are together for a long time, everything they should have is there. Sometimes, it is love at first sight. Sometimes, it's a two-way effort.

Guan Zhong is determined to accompany Siyan through every day in this town, so that every day she is here will not feel lonely. Of course, I also want Pingguchuan to leave a more beautiful impression and the most precious memory for Siyan.

At that time, the telephone was not yet widespread. The correspondence between Anbang and Siyan still depends on the most primitive way of letters. So far away, it's a remote town. Every letter has to go for many days. Every month, I can write one or two letters.

Therefore, at that time, the relationship between the two people did not develop by leaps and bounds. Siyan also joked with Guan Zhong, saying: If my life is not happy in the future, I will blame you and Tong Quan.

The meaning of her words, Guan Zhong understood as soon as he heard it, and there was no need to interpret it. Guan Zhong also knew that it was just a joke. Siyan's future life will be many times better than this Pingguchuan.

However, Guan Zhong still complained about Tong Quan in his heart. If Siyan gets along with Tong Quan, she will definitely not abandon Tong Quan to go to Shanghai. A young man like Tong Quan, who is both talented and good-looking, her mother will not say anything.

Even if the two of them go to Shenzhen in the future. Guan Zhong will also have a lot of opportunities to meet them, which is much better than that Anbang taking her abroad. But reality is reality, and the reality is that Tong Quan has made his life very bad.

Tong Quan felt more and more that Dong Hui had become a trouble in his daily life. Donghui has to stick to Tong Quan every day, and she can't let Tong Quan live and study quietly. When Tong Quan used men and women to pass Dong Hui every day, he also felt very tired.

When Tong Quan thought of ending the relationship between the two of them, he felt very distressed. In the eyes of others, Tong Quan has already become the uncle of the mine manager. Even the way others look at Tong Quan is different from before.

But Tong Quan himself has never regarded his relationship with Dong Hui as a kind of capital. Because, Tong Quan's former girlfriend was the daughter of the director, and he could say that he would put it down. But Tong Quan also knew that Pingguchuan was too small, and any of his actions would become a piece of news in the town.

Therefore, when Tong Quan thought of breaking up with Dong Hui, he still had a lot of thoughts in his heart. Both at work and in relationships, I also felt some pressure. The small town is small, but it is no less troublesome than in the big city.

After Tong Quan hesitated for a while, he still made up his mind to break up with Dong Hui. When Tong Quan and Dong Hui said it, Dong Hui was blinded all of a sudden, this is something that Dong Hui never expected, how could it happen?

Dong Hui resolutely disagreed with the breakup, and Tong Quan reasoned with her. But at this time, reason with a woman. You can't make sense of what kind of reasoning. Dong Hui said: No, the two of us can't break up, you said you love me, and I love you so much, why break up?

Tong Quan said: I'm tired, I'm too tired, if this continues, the two of us will become wasters.

Dong Hui said: No, aren't you going to Shenzhen? Can't I accompany you to Shenzhen?

Tong Quan smiled bitterly and said: What can you do when you go to Shenzhen? Your English is so poor that you haven't learned yet.