Chapter 7: Is It Worth It?
Xu Qiao was just a little out of strength, not to the point of losing consciousness.
The words of several people reached her ears clearly, but she agreed with the words of the squad leader.
In times of peace, there may be no way to appreciate the cruelty of war.
In the real battlefield, no one will take care of you, and taking care of it means that you will be distracted, and a distraction is likely to kill you.
Maybe no one here understands these things better than Xu Qiao, and the experiences in her previous life made her understand that if she is not strong enough as a warrior, then she can only exchange her life for her life on the battlefield.
After resting for a while, the strength seemed to return to the body, and finally stood up with the help of others.
Taking a deep breath, he seemed to find the strength to speak, "I'm fine, thank you." ”
After hesitating, he spoke again, "The squad leader is right, since you are a soldier when you wear this military uniform, there is no difference between male and female soldiers, so you are tired...... in order to train good soldiers. ”
Several people looked at her stupidly, and after a while, Yin Li spoke, "Squad leader, she can't be stupid, right?" ”
Xu Qiao's abnormal behavior made the atmosphere of the entire cooking class a little weird, and he didn't dare to think about it, Xu Qiao actually started to work hard.
Feeling such an atmosphere, Xu Qiao also realized that he might have said the wrong thing, and the change was too obvious, and the behavior of the two of them before made everyone suspicious.
But thinking about it again, what if she changed her core, whether it was Xu Qiao's face or body, even if she went for a DNA test, there would be no mistake.
What's more, she is still changing for the better, even if they feel surprised, it's too late to be happy, where will they doubt.
After figuring this out, I simply stopped caring about that.
The people in this cooking class only heard about her previous situation, but they didn't really know about it, whether she had changed, or what she really was in the past, they wouldn't care so much.
On the contrary, she is more concerned about her future, whether she will be like a recruit company, whether she will cause trouble to the cooking class, and whether she will even sneak out of the barracks again.
Thinking about this, you know that your worries are superfluous, and it is better to think about what to do with the next training, you can't be tired half to death every day, but you haven't completed the training yet!
As soon as the break was over, the cooking class was busy again.
Xu Qiao originally wanted to continue to help, but this body was really useless, but he had only run two kilometers, and even ran down at the same speed, he had already collapsed and his limbs were weak.
Not to mention helping, it is difficult to move normally, and if you really help, someone has to take care of her.
At this time, it can be seen that squad leader Wu is not so unkind, and when he saw her like this, he directly gave her half a day off.
Not only did I no longer have to fight with potato skins, but I also had half a day of rest.
Xu Qiao didn't want to be lazy at all, but this half-day rest time played a great role in her physical recovery.
After lying in bed for a few hours, I finally don't have to look like Sister Lin anymore.
But the cooking class gave her leave, but the people in the communication class didn't know that when the squad leader came back with someone, he saw Xu Qiao who was on bed rest, and his face suddenly changed.
They also went to the cafeteria at lunch, and they saw Xu Qiao there, although they didn't see her work, at least they were pretty well-behaved, and they didn't know how much better than her before.
I think even if she hasn't changed, it's good to pretend.
But I didn't expect that in less than a day, I saw Xu Qiao like this in the bedroom again, and his face would be so good.
Xu Qiao, who had just recovered some strength, had just sat up on the edge of the bed when he saw a few comrades-in-arms with people in the dark.
Looking at their expressions, even if she was a little slow to react now, she realized what was going on in the hearts of several people.
He looked at them with a smile, "Squad leader, I didn't sneak back, it was squad leader Wu who gave me leave." ”
Saying that, he was afraid that they would not believe it, so he hurriedly said, "If you don't believe it, you can ask them at dinner, this kind of thing can't be faked." ”
Hearing her explanation, Guan Yuqi finally believed her words, after all, this kind of thing can't be faked, just ask.
And his face softened a little, and he had already walked to her side, "Sorry, I just misunderstood you." ”
"What's wrong with you, squad leader Wu is not a person who gives people fake easily."
Xu Qiao realized that squad leader Wu is really notorious, is it really good for a squad leader of a cooking class to have such a name?
Thinking like this in his heart, he immediately replied, "It's useless myself, I trained with them today, and I was tired after only two kilometers of running, so Squad Leader Wu asked me to come back to rest." ”
"Come back and rest?" A veteran named Cheng Yifei looked over with some surprise, "Don't you have to report to the cooking class?" ”
Although these words were true, Xu Qiao was a little awkward when he heard it, and looked up at Cheng Yifei, as if he could feel her hostility.
But the memory of these people is really vague, I don't know if Xu Qiao didn't take them seriously at all, and he didn't bother to remember them or there was a lack of memory in this regard, in short, he couldn't remember where her hostility came from.
Seeing Xu Qiao look over, Cheng Yifei's expression was also a little unnatural, and he explained a little far-fetchedly, "I just asked, you were assigned to the cooking class, shouldn't you go there to live under normal circumstances?" ”
"There is only one dormitory in the cooking class, and it is full of male soldiers, how do you let her live?" Guan Yuqi nodded her head, "Can you have a little brain?" ”
Seeing that she was obviously deliberately enlivening the atmosphere, Xu Qiao also laughed, "What the squad leader said is right, there is really no place for me in the cooking class, so I will come back again, don't dislike me." ”
Why don't you dislike it, I can't wait for her to stay away.
This is definitely the voice of everyone in the class, but except for Cheng Yifei, who put hostility on his face, the others can still be regarded as face-saving.
But even so, these female soldiers, who obviously have no scheming and can't wait to write what they think on their faces, will not hide their emotions at all.
Xu Qiao couldn't see it, and sighed secretly, what did she do to make everyone betray her relatives?
Fortunately, Guan Yuqi is here to help everyone, so the atmosphere is not so awkward.
Seeing that Xu Qiao had already sat up to sort out the housekeeping, he said while going over to help her, "Since you have lost your strength, you can rest well......
But as soon as he finished speaking, he thought of something, and looked up at Xu Qiao suddenly, "You just said that you trained with the cooking class?" ”
Xu Qiao looked up and saw her with a ghostly expression, and a sense of powerlessness appeared in his heart.
I could only sigh deeply, "Squad leader, whether you believe it or not, I'm really trying to change." ”
"Perhaps...... It's impossible to become like you right now, but I'm really trying right now. ”
"After this experience, I really figured it out." Xu Qiao couldn't help but pause when he said this, "People live for a lifetime, if they only know how to enjoy and squander, even if they spend more money, what's the point?" ”
"I want to do something for myself, leave something behind, and do something for others."
When she said such a thing, it was definitely beyond everyone's cognition, at least in their hearts, Xu Qiao was a rich second generation who only knew how to squander and enjoy, motivated, that didn't exist!
But now that she had said something like this, everyone froze there, looking at her stupidly.
Xu Qiao understood that changing their views was not a problem that could be solved with a few words.
I took a deep breath and didn't pay attention to them anymore, no matter what, let's see people's hearts over time!
He didn't say anything more, and lowered his head to tidy up his housekeeping.
Xu Qiao's rest caused the cooking class to be directly short of one person than at lunch.
But the lack of a person is less chaotic than at lunch, and it saves some effort.
When dinner was ready, everyone looked at the squad leader, with a look of what kind of soldier you had gotten here.
Of course, Xu Qiao didn't know that when he explained to the people in the communication class, he was disgusted by the people in the cooking class for a while.
can be disgusted and disgusted, and I haven't forgotten her.
When Yin Li sent the small stove made by squad leader Wu to Xu Qiao's bedroom, even he felt a little mysterious.
And the female soldier, who was still a little suspicious of Xu Qiao's rest, really believed her words at this time.
It's just that in addition to feeling at her sudden change, I also feel that this Wu squad leader is really cold on the outside and hot on the inside, I never thought that the Wu squad leader who has a black face every day still knows how to take care of female soldiers.
Xu Qiao spent the first day of his life in the barracks in the suspicion and shock of others.
The military camp is completely different from her previous life, which makes her a little uncomfortable, but more of it is novelty and expectations.
It turns out that soldiers can also have such a peaceful life, and soldiers can also just boring training and work every day, without war and gunfire, it turns out that this is a military camp in peacetime.
The goal for which so many people sacrificed, shed blood, and fought for it was right in front of her eyes.
The life they dreamed of but didn't enjoy, she saw, and even really experienced.
Even though she encountered too many difficulties that she had not experienced on this day, and endured the suspicious eyes of so many people, she still felt happy.
And when I think of this, I can't help but feel sour in my heart.
She saw it with her own eyes, but those sacrificed comrades-in-arms, those who were the same age as her, but had no future friends, could no longer see everything they had fought for.
Those vivid faces are still clear in her mind, but they have long disappeared in the long river of history.
Many of them did not even have their names, but they left such a peaceful and prosperous era for future generations.
Is it worth it?
Maybe it is not worth it in the eyes of some people, just like those who only care about themselves in times of national crisis, and only know that they are wise to protect themselves, it is meaningless to sacrifice themselves.
But if you look at your current life and see these peacetime soldiers in front of you, it is so worthwhile.