Chapter 119: Secretly Coming Home
The two were silent for a long time.
The lights in the living room were dim, probably because of the perennial inhabitation, and the lights above the head flickered on and off.
It's like their hearts.
Zhou Qingyun looked at the shadows that were projected on the wall, and he didn't know if he was unwilling or how, he suddenly asked, "Have you ever loved me?" ”
"In all the years we were together, did you really love me?"
Su Xingwan sneered, she got up from the ground, wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, and said expressionlessly: "If I don't love you, will I live in the basement with you?" ”
"You know what? I really don't like the smell of the basement, a musty smell mixed with the smell of dead rats, even if I use perfume or air freshener, I can't hide it. ”
"It's damp and damp inside, there's no sunlight, and some of my clothes are even moldy, and they haven't dried yet."
"I worry every night if I fall asleep and cockroaches and rats crawl on my bed and crawl on my face, and it makes me feel sick just thinking about it."
"Even if I become popular later, I am famous, I am glamorous, I wear high-end dresses of the brand, wear clothes of tens of thousands of yuan, and carry bags of hundreds of thousands of yuan."
"But I still feel that there is a lingering musty smell and the smell of dead rats on my body."
Speaking of this, Su Xingwan looked disgusted, she looked at Zhou Qingyun and said, "Do you know? I'm not trying to deliberately suppress you in the industry and keep you from coming out. ”
"It's because when I see you, I think back to the days when I lived in the basement, I love you, but those days are also the last thing I want to think about."
Zhou Qingyun was a little silent, and finally said, "I'm sorry." ”
"What are you sorry to tell me?" Su Xing pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled: "I know that you have done everything you can to give me the best at that stage." ”
"But that's not what I want."
"Feelings without material support are too fragile, after all, we can't just be full of love."
"I know you're trying, but it's too slow, I can't afford to wait, and I don't want to."
"Zhou Qingyun, even if I am ending like this now, I have never regretted my original choice."
Before leaving, Zhou Qingyun put a ticket on the entrance and said lightly: "I asked someone to calculate the liquidated damages you need to pay, and I paid 60% for you." ”
"The rest, according to your habit of saving money, pay the remaining forty percent, and the extra deposit should be enough for your next life."
"Here's a ticket to Colmar tonight, if you don't want to go, tear it up, if you want to go downstairs at eight o'clock in the evening, and a driver will take you to the airport."
Su Xingwan was a little stunned and asked, "Why?" ”
Zhou Qingyun said: "I said before, when I have the ability, I will definitely let you live a good life." ”
"During the time I lived in the basement, I wronged you, these can be regarded as my compensation for you."
"Su Xingwan, live well, there will be no time in the future."
With that, he walked straight away.
The door closed lightly.
It's like that.
The real parting is always quiet.
It was a sunny day, and the person who left never came back.
They have obviously been separated for so many years, but it was not until this moment that Su Xingwan suddenly had a feeling that she had really lost Zhou Qingyun.
She curled up on the couch, her face buried in her hands, her shoulders shaking violently.
Suppressed cries gradually sounded in the living room.
Eight o'clock in the evening.
Su Xing put on a mask, pulled the suitcase, picked up the ticket that Zhou Qingyun put on the entrance, and went downstairs.
A low-key black private car was parked downstairs.
Su Xing got into the car and did not communicate with the driver.
When he arrived at the airport, Su Xingwan walked in alone with his suitcase.
Halfway through, she paused, but didn't look back.
A moment later, she entered the wicket without looking back.
It wasn't until her figure disappeared that Zhou Qingyun pressed the brim of his hat and turned around to get into the car.
When the agent saw him like this, he hated iron and steel, and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything after all.
The plane flew farther and farther in the night sky.
The car drove into the traffic, and it was not at all inconspicuous.
The two sides are going in opposite directions, going further and further.
……
Qin Shuhe received the news that the crew of "No Fog" informed her that she would join the group in a month.
The official Weibo of "No Fog" has announced the male and female protagonists, and the male protagonist is Ying Xiaosheng, a beautiful man in ancient costume recognized by netizens.
has good acting skills, good looks, and has never made a mistake in ancient costumes, and is called the chosen ancients by fans.
The controversy of the heroine is relatively big, and she is still a familiar person to Qin Shuhe, the popular little flower Lin Qiuran.
However, this popular little flower should be a black and red little flower, and netizens have mixed reviews for her playing this role.
There is no problem with her acting skills and appearance, but because of her previous arrogant speeches, there is generally more resistance to her.
And that's not all.
When it was officially announced that the role of the female No. 3 Yaoji goddess was played by Qin Shuhe, the controversy was even greater.
"Qin Shuhe? Yao Ji Goddess? She's crazy? ”
"No, this face is indeed okay, very Yao Ji Goddess, but does she know what the last actor who played the Yao Ji Goddess was scolded for?"
"Looking at the description of the goddess Yao Ji in the original script, I don't think anyone can play this role."
"What can't Qin Meiren think about?"
"Actually, I think it's okay, Qin Meiren's face is very consistent, it's pleasing to the eye when you stand there!"
"I heard that the teacher of the Jingdian Performance Department has a high opinion of Qin Shuhe, so it's not too la, right?"
"Qin Shuhe is the third female, the heroine is still Lin Qiuran, what does this mean, the sky is thundering and the earth is on fire?"
"I think the crew is going to be restless again."
Qin Shuhe calculated the time, and the time to join the group was probably after the Spring Festival, so she would probably have to leave after the New Year.
They were about half a month away from the winter vacation, so she thought about it, found an excuse to ask for leave, and slipped away early.
When she returned to H City, she talked to Su Yun.
Su Yun has been doing a lot of schoolwork recently, she is so busy that she has to work part-time, Qin Shuhe hasn't seen her for a long time.
H City is located in the south, belongs to the subtropical marine climate, rarely snows, and is not as cold as the capital.
She contacted the driver at home in advance, and also told the driver not to tell Qin Yanjing.
When she got into the car, she took off her heavy down jacket and felt extremely comfortable.
The driver, like Uncle Wang before, was an old man in the family, looked at Qin Shuhe with a kind face from the rearview mirror, and said, "Why did the eldest lady suddenly go home." ”
"I wonder how happy my sir would be to come home and see you."
Qin Shuhe smiled and said, "Isn't this just to surprise him?" Uncle Li has been in good health for the past six months? ”
Uncle Li smiled: "It's very good, I can still drive a car for the eldest lady for another ten years!" But you look at it, and you've lost a little weight. ”
The two exchanged pleasantries.
Passing through an intersection, it happened to be a red light.
Their car had just stopped.
"Bang-"