When the train arrived in Zhengzhou, Ma Xiaoliang, who walked off the platform, stayed on the platform alone for a long time, and then walked out of Zhengzhou Railway Station alone! Zhengzhou Railway Station is still crowded, full of Henan dialect, Ma Xiaoliang has no expression, just walked indifferently, took the bus through Erqi Square, Jin Boda, brilliance, as if everything yesterday was so illusory, it seems that there has never been such a person, but it is very real!

Back home, Ma Xiaoliang didn't say anything, only took PHS, and then went to a company in Zhengzhou for an internship, of course, the opportunity was also found by himself! Occasionally, I will go to the East District, Ruyi Lake, blowing the summer wind, looking at the Zhengzhou International Convention and Exhibition Center that is in full swing, Ma Xiaoliang feels that life may be like this, whether you want to or not, it is so, you have to live it!

Throughout the summer vacation, PHS only had the area code of 0319 sounded, it was Li Yi, Li Yi just asked if it was good, Ma Xiaoliang joked: "It's very good, I'm busy on a blind date in my hometown!" "As soon as Li heard it, he said that you should kiss your big head, but never mention Zhao Cui! Ma Xiaoliang did not change the PHS number, and was looking forward to the day when a call from the 0311 area code would come, which was the area code of Shijiazhuang, but until the day of school. It never sounded!

On the day of the start of school, Wang Xiaoqing and the female classmate of Henan Finance Institute, the three of them had dinner in a small restaurant in Xinmi, and they both had a tacit understanding not to mention the girl from Shijiazhuang, because Ma Xiaoliang didn't mention a word, just comforted: "Everyone has their own fate, it's just that they haven't met the right person!" You're only a freshman, and you're a normal university, and you're afraid you won't find a girlfriend? Ma Xiaoliang smiled, too!

Returning to Xingtai College again, it was already September, at this time it was already autumn, the autumn wind was blowing, the leaves were falling, Ma Xiaoliang was completely like ashes, and the only idea of returning to the campus was to graduate quickly, and then leave Hebei and return to Henan!

When he came to the radio station, Ma Xiaoliang was completely silent, whether it was the press corps or the External Relations Department, anyway, it was the day to recruit new people, and it was time to quit! Liu Shan said to Ma Xiaoliang: "Li Yi will become the new director of the radio station, you can be an assistant, you are also very familiar!" Ma Xiaoliang was silent for a long time and said: "I plan to take the graduate school entrance examination, prepare to read good books, and no longer participate in anything at the radio station!" Li Yi looked at Ma Xiaoliang, he didn't say a word for a long time, and the people around him also had a tacit understanding not to mention this person!

The campus is very large, but in addition to classes, Ma Xiaoliang goes to the library to read books, news communication, economic management, history and culture, only reading can make people calm! When I have time, I will go to Zhang Qiang's Xingtai Information Port, where to learn the maintenance and operation of the website and photography, and occasionally drink and chat with Xu Liang, if I really want to, I will go to the Henan braised noodle restaurant in the steel community alone to have a braised noodles, the proprietress didn't say anything, just served a braised noodles with a lot of meat and noodles, but every time I eat braised noodles, Ma Xiaoliang can't help crying!

In the summer vacation of his sophomore year, Ma Xiaoliang and his high school classmates took a train to Chengdu and embarked on the famous National Highway 318 to Lhasa! It is said that a trip to Tibet can purify people's souls, and when facing the Potala Palace, Ma Xiaoliang feels that life is still full of hope, but there will never be someone who makes him so excited!

Occasionally passing by Peiying's apartment, Ma Xiaoliang will stop for a while, and always feel that a girl in a pink dress will appear, but there is never, but Li Yi is often met on campus, and the two meet and greet each other, but that's all!

Throughout his junior year, Ma Xiaoliang frantically prepared for the exam, but in the end he couldn't do the math, so he planned to give up the graduate school entrance examination, and the family also hoped that he would work as soon as possible, so Ma Xiaoliang began to submit his resume for internship!

At the end of the first semester of his senior year, Ma Xiaoliang was admitted to Zhengzhou Sanquan and Luohe Shuanghui at the same time by submitting his resume, but Sanquan could solve the Zhengzhou household registration and was closer to home, so he chose to come to Zhengzhou Sanquan to work!

The first three months were hard workshop internships, working at least 12 hours a day, but with the encouragement of my classmates, especially Liu Shan, I survived the three-month internship and entered the human resources department.

On the eve of graduation, Ma Xiaoliang returned to school to transfer his household registration to sign a tripartite agreement, and then met Li Yi and Zhao Cui on the way to the household registration room. Seeing Zhao Cui who was wearing suspender shorts and was extremely cool, Ma Xiaoliang was stunned for a moment, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and thought to himself that this is the white moonlight I used to be? Zhao Cui saw Ma Xiaoliang, bowed his head and was silent, Li Yi saw Ma Xiaoliang, holding something in his hand, and took it and took a look: "It's okay, I got a job in Zhengzhou, congratulations, my household registration has also fallen in Zhengzhou!" Ma Xiaoliang nodded, but he could only nod! Li Yi suddenly pushed Zhao Cui at this time: "Xiaoma, Zhao Cui has been admitted to graduate school and went to Hebei Normal University in Shijiazhuang!" ”

Ma Xiaoliang said quite blandly: "Congratulations! It seems to be saying that kind of casual blessing to someone I have never met, polite and polite! Zhao Cui lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time! Li Yi asked Ma Xiaoliang: "When are you leaving?" Ma Xiaoliang said: "Tonight! Li Yi was surprised: "So anxious? Ma Xiaoliang glanced at Zhao Cui, and then said calmly: "I graduated, I don't have any nostalgia here, besides, the unit is urgent, and I am in a hurry to go back!" ”

After that, Ma Xiaoliang left quickly, because the calm just now was all pretended, and he occasionally met Zhao Cui in school, but he ignored it, and I heard people mention that the National People's Congress had a boyfriend from Shijiazhuang's hometown everywhere, who was the male classmate in the same class, and he was engaged after graduation!

When the train left Xingtai for the last time, Ma Xiaoliang burst into tears, he was alone when he came, and he was so lonely when he left, and wrote a diary after returning to Zhengzhou: "When I graduated, the platform was empty!" There is only a short sentence in it that does not mention Zhao Cui by name, but it has become the biggest difficulty in the whole log, and only Wang Qi left a message in the comment area: "It's the first time I've seen you write such a sad article!" "Yes, of course it's so sentimental, the ignorant youth and college years are over!

At this time, the Zhengzhou International Convention and Exhibition Center has been completed, and Ma Xiaoliang has walked alone many times through Ruyi Lake, thinking that it would be great if that person could come and see it one day!

At the beginning of 2008, Wang Xiaoqing saw that Ma Xiaoliang was still single after graduating from college, so he introduced a new girl who also graduated from experimental high school, and then the two went to Beijing and returned to Zhengzhou, and finally broke up for various reasons!

During his years in Beijing, Ma Xiaoliang went to Shijiazhuang on business trips many times, but he never ate authentic Shijiazhuang Anhui noodles again, he just didn't want to eat it!

In 2016, Ma Xiaoliang left the home appliance industry that he had been engaged in for many years, changed his career to do new media, and later entered Zhonghong Network as a reporter, which can be regarded as realizing his dream since high school, and then took his wife to the People's Daily New Media Building in Chaoyang District, Beijing to study and visit and obtained the public opinion analyst certificate of People's Daily Online, and contributed to many media to become a columnist! Occasionally, when I remembered that outside the radio station, when I expressed my desire to be the best media reporter like Capa in the future, the man said lightly with a smile in his eyes: "As long as you want to do it, do it, but if you want to do it, you can be the best version of yourself!" "I think that I want to tell the person I used to be that I have been striving to be the best version of myself all these years!

At the 10th anniversary party of the graduation of the Department of Business Administration of Xingtai University in 2017, Ma Xiaoliang, who was originally going to go, canceled his trip at the last minute, because he could see Xingtai University countless times when he passed by Xingtai by train! Every time it is too much to be calm, the heart can not be calmed, once the whole network of Henan's regional black makes many of his memories painful, never able to smooth out the erase, but now many years later began to be relieved, after all, life is an irreversible journey, no matter whether you are happy or unhappy, it will always pass, and the future is always full of expectations!

Finally on that day, Ma Xiaoliang came to Luoyang, at this moment Luoyang peony is violet and red, I have wanted to see Luoyang peony for many years, but I always missed it, and when I was shooting Luoyang peony flowers in Jiuzhou Pond, I met a Hanfu woman, quietly rowing in front of me by boat, Ma Xiaoliang was a little confused, déjà vu but never knew, until the girl took the initiative to stretch out his hand: "Hello, I am from the Department of Mathematics of Henan University of Science and Technology, are you interested in riding the Ferris wheel together?" At this moment, Ma Xiaoliang seemed to remember that sunny afternoon, in Zhengzhou People's Park, the girl who was arguing that she would agree to be her girlfriend as long as she sat in a circle, and sighed in her heart: "This life is completely planted in the hands of mathematics, maybe this is fate!" (End of full text)