003 Quarreled
When I went to work, I diligently washed the dirty clothes and sheets at home and hung them neatly on the balcony. Looking at the clean and lovely home, I feel a sense of accomplishment. Then I breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the couch to drink tea and take a break. After sitting for a while, I suddenly remembered that there was still something to do, and Zhuo Yu said that I wanted to drink winter melon pork rib soup today, and I promised to make it for him, but I almost forgot it. Thinking of this, I quickly got up, changed my clothes and went out to buy groceries, and I wanted to give him a big meal today.
Evening.
After an afternoon of solitary work in the kitchen, there was a colorful meal on the table. At this time, Li Lianyu had not returned, so I decided to go downstairs to the gate of the community and wait for him to come back.
The cold wind of early spring still looks a little cold on people. The entrance of the community is next to the street, and I watched the crowds of people coming and going with their own purposes, and I quietly watched them go their separate ways. After being at home for a long time, I suddenly looked at the world and felt very happy.
When I stood at the door and waited for about ten minutes, Zhuoyu came to me from not far away, and I was so happy that I hurriedly rushed over, hugged him, and then took his arm and walked home.
"Why did you come back so late today? You must be hungry, go home. I made something delicious for you. "I said happily, like a child waiting to be praised." Did you miss me today, I have a fever in my ears at noon, you must be thinking about me. I carried him up the stairs step by step, my mouth refusing to be idle.
"Thought." He talked to me with a pair of people, "What did you eat at noon?" Is it another day without going out? ”
"I, I washed the sheets and clothes at noon, ate noodles for lunch, cleaned the room in the afternoon, and then went out to buy vegetables and cook, until I just waited for you downstairs to come back. The day's work report is complete, waiting for your instructions. "I'm giggling and not serious.
When he got to the door, he took out the key and opened the door, then turned back to me and said, "The chief has ordered you to come in." "I immediately jumped in and the door closed behind me.
"Hurry up and wash your hands and get ready to eat, I'll go and bring that soup, it's the pork rib soup you've been thinking about for a long time." I leaned into his ear and ran into the kitchen.
"How did you cook so many dishes today, is it a festival?" When I brought the soup, he was already seated at the table.
"Do you have to wait until the festival to eat a hearty meal?" I put down the soup and picked up the bowl of rice, "I want to treat you on a whim today, you work so hard every day to earn money to support me, I should also make you happy." ”
When I had finished speaking, the room fell silent. I was wondering why I didn't answer, and when I looked up at him, he looked at me straightly, "Why are you looking at me like that." I laughed, tapping his bowl with my chopsticks.
He came back to his senses and smiled himself, "I'm very touched, Yellow-faced Woman," and after saying that, he laughed twice more and began to eat.
"You're a yellow-faced woman, I won't let you eat it." I filled the soup and put it in front of him and pretended to be angry.
"Isn't it a yellow-faced woman, that's a housewife."
"Okay, you, less poor, let's eat." I gave him a nudge and started eating, and the room fell silent.
"Oh, today the editor of the publishing house called and said I was asked to write something." I remembered a phone call at noon and spoke to him.
"Did you say yes?" He asked as he ate.
"I said I'll think about it. I haven't written for a long time, and I'm afraid that I won't find good material all of a sudden. Actually, I've wanted to write a long story for a long time, but I can't find good material, what do you think?"
"Very well, you're idle right now anyway, and if you're determined to write, you can use that notebook."
"yes, I screamed, why did I forget my notebook, didn't you really remind me." I said excitedly, and then gave him the dish, "Come, I'll give you a chicken leg to eat." ”
Li Lianyu smiled and didn't say anything.
"Ah yes, Zhuoyu, tonight's live broadcast on the sports channel, NBA basketball game, do you want to watch it?" I announced the news again, elated.
"Don't look at it, it's too late, I can't get up tomorrow, and I don't have the energy to go to work." He only cared about eating, and without raising his head, he said, "I'm really disappointed."
"Please, look, watch it with me, how boring it is for me to watch alone, okay, please." I begged him, poor one.
"Xingzhu, I'm tired, don't you mess with me, okay?" He suddenly looked at me helplessly, looked at me for a few seconds, and then lowered his head to eat.
"What's wrong with you?" I heard something wrong in his muffled voice. "What's wrong with you, what's wrong?" I asked softly, in a very careful tone, for fear of angering him.
He glanced up at me, then let out a long breath, "It's nothing, Xingzhu eats, there's nothing to do, don't think about it." "The more he says it's okay, the more it's okay.
"Say, what's wrong? We're a family, is there anything you shouldn't tell me? You hide everything from me like this, you just don't treat me as the closest person. "The more he does this, the more I have to ask to the end.
"Xingzhu, I'm really fine." He said helplessly.
"Then why do you want to show me your face, since you don't want to say it, then why do you have to show me your face, don't you just put it in your heart and don't show it?" I started getting angry and yelled at him.
He frowned, and then said very puzzledly: "When will I show you my face, don't you lose your temper." ”
"You just said I was messing with you." I didn't give up, and then said.
"That's when I was in a bad mood and said it at the moment." He explained in a very bad tone.
"If you don't say anything to you, if you're in a bad mood, you will be angry with me, don't you show me a look?" All of a sudden, I was unreasonable.
"You-" he stuttered, standing up, "vexatious! Then I left the dining table and went to the bedroom, slamming the door shut, and my heart skipped a beat.
I suddenly felt aggrieved, slammed my chopsticks on the table, and then propped my arms on the dining table, holding my head and crying, whimpering in a very small voice.
I was angry with him, I did a day's work, and then I cooked a table full of meals and waited for him to come back, but I didn't expect that we would have this episode, this situation.
I looked at the pot of carefully boiled soup, and my heart was extremely sad, my heart was a piece, but no one came to taste it, and I couldn't waste it. Pulling a tissue to wipe away my tears and snot, I drank the entire bowl in front of me in one go, and then filled another bowl and continued to drink. Drink and drink. My tears overflowed again, and I couldn't drink the soup, I couldn't tell whether it was tears or soup, and the bitterness overflowed my heart. Then I put down the bowl and ran into the bathroom, vomited what I had just eaten to the toilet, retched for a long time, and then collapsed and knelt on the cold floor, crying uncontrollably, not understanding how it had become like this all of a sudden, which had been fine a quarter of an hour before.
"I'm sorry, Xingzhu. It's me who is bad, it's me who is not good. "At some point, he was already behind me. With that, he stretched out his hands and picked me up from the ground.
I struggled to resist and pushed him a few times, then I didn't move, and let him carry me to the bedroom, put me on the bed, and then he sat down next to me. I was still sobbing quietly, and the whole room was filled with the sound of my monotonous sobs.
A pair of arms firmly hugged me from behind, "Xingzhu, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good." I shouldn't be angry at you, don't you cry, okay, it's me who is bad. Zhuo Yu's face was buried in my hair, and his voice was choked and said, "Xingzhu, don't cry, okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
His painful voice almost drove me crazy, and I couldn't help but turn around and clung to his neck and cried. How can I be so willful to my dearest Zhuoyu, how can I force my beloved to shed tears?
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I kept saying, "Zhuoyu, I was wrong, I shouldn't be playing tricks on you, I shouldn't be unreasonable." It's me who was wrong, I'm sorry Zhuoyu, I'm sorry. ”
He didn't speak, held my face and looked at it for a while, then sighed and kissed my eyes, "I encountered something at work, and I was not happy, and I didn't want to say it for fear of worrying you." In the future, this is not allowed, and people are so obsessed that there is no place to hide. ”
It turns out that this is the case, the matter at work, I am too ignorant, I only think about myself, and I don't understand his hard work.
"I'm not hungry, I've vomited everything I eat." His voice was extremely soft.
"Yes, hungry." I nodded in reply, wiped my nose, and stopped crying.
"Then let's go back to eating, I'm still hungry."
So, we walked out of the bedroom hand in hand and continued with the half-eaten dinner.
This small unhappiness was quickly resolved.