016 First marriage
While I was writing my novel, the doorbell rang, still ringing, and I thought to myself, who is so noisy, so rude, and I was still grunting when I got up to open the door.
"Hi, Ms. Su Xingzhu, how are you, I didn't expect it to be me." The door opened, Xu Wei's face was placed in front of me, and she also held a large bouquet of lilies to me, and the fragrant and astringent smell suddenly overflowed my nostrils.
"You damn thing, let me in!" I grabbed her in.
"Don't be angry yet, look at what I've brought you." She smiled before I lost my temper and said, "Look, I bought lychees and star fruit for you, look at it, it's like a pentagram, how beautiful it is." She said and took a star fruit and dangled it in front of my eyes.
"Alright, don't please me. You say you're not interesting enough, I've been back for a month, and this is the first time you've come to my house to see me, and I'm begging you, can't you come to my house with compassion? My home is the Hall of Hades? "I hit her, sat her down, and went to arrange flowers.
"I'm not sorry, I really can't get out of the way, I also have a lot of things to deal with, it's true." She was depressed.
"Yes, I quietly disappeared for several years, and then I appeared out of nowhere, and I don't explain why, and now I am haunted by a lot of so-called trivialities. Xu Wei, I really don't understand you. I sat down in front of her and said quietly, "Yes, you have your own business, your own world, and there are some things that I don't want to ask about, but we are friends, shouldn't friends understand each other and help each other?" ”
After listening to my words, Xu Wei didn't make a sound for a long time, so he looked at me quietly and didn't speak.
"Xingzhu," he finally spoke, "Although we are friends, our best friends, but you know that some things cannot be easily solved because of these, but I still have to say sorry for the confusion or hurt I caused you without saying goodbye, I have let you down with only one friend." ”
She spoke like that suddenly, and to be honest, I was a little overwhelmed.
"Which one are you playing, why are you talking about this?" I glared at her, and then handed her the fruit to eat, "I like lychee star fruit so much, I really know me, Xu Weiye." ”
Xu Wei nodded, "I bought this fruit when I saw it cute." I agree with saying that you like lychees, but star fruit, I don't see anything delicious about it, it's just good to look good and fun. ”
I laughed when I heard it, and then took a star fruit and played with it in my hand, "I like to eat it because of my mother, when I was young, my mother often bought me this to eat, and every time she would give it to me cleanly, I miss my childhood, I miss every drop and every bit at that time." "I couldn't go on, my mother, who lost her life in a car accident when I was seven years old, will never make star fruit for me again.
"Terrible car crash, terrible rainy night." I stopped at this point, "Heh, Xu Wei, do you know how difficult it is for a child to grow up without a mother by his side? I was so touched that tears uninvited my eyes filled my eyes.
"Xingzhu, don't do this, I know you're very hard and uncomfortable." Xu Wei came over to comfort me, "Don't you still have a grandmother, an uncle and an aunt, and a cousin and a cousin." She patted me gently.
I stroked my eyes, touched the messy hair on my forehead, and smiled, "What's wrong with me, why did I get sad all of a sudden, it's really, it's not seen in a hundred years." I was very embarrassed to say. I can cry and scream in a corner where no one is around, but I can't stand the tears of those closest to me, the helplessness of me, the weakness of me.
"Is this it, be strong at all times, tears cannot flow easily, and even if they do, they must flow secretly in a place where no one sees." Xu Wei sighed and said quietly.
I nodded and didn't say anything more.
"Wow, what a cute puppy, you steal someone else's." Kaka ran over, wagging his tail, and Xu Wei screamed and picked it up, full of nonsense.
"What nonsense, it was bought and given to me by Zhuoyu, it's so cute." I said happily.
"Why do you want to buy a puppy for you, what holiday is it, the anniversary of your acquaintance? Or did he get a raise, or something. ”
"Neither, don't talk nonsense." I pushed her, "I'm alone at home every day, and I'm afraid I'll be lonely, so I bought it to accompany me." ”
"Oh, so that's the case, it's really considerate," Xu Wei sighed infinitely, "Su Xingzhu, you are so blessed, when can I have this treatment, I am so envious." ”
"Wait, there will be a day." I looked at her for a moment and said with a smile.
"I don't think there's hope, or," she said, leaning in front of me, "Lend me your Li Lianyu for two days?" ”
"you!" I kicked her, "You're such a madman, I still don't agree if he agrees." ”
"You're reluctant, stingy!"
While I was writing my novel, the doorbell rang, still ringing, and I thought to myself, who is so noisy, so rude, and I was still grunting when I got up to open the door.
"Hi, Ms. Su Xingzhu, how are you, I didn't expect it to be me." The door opened, Xu Wei's face was placed in front of me, and she also held a large bouquet of lilies to me, and the fragrant and astringent smell suddenly overflowed my nostrils.
"You damn thing, let me in!" I grabbed her in.
"Don't be angry yet, look at what I've brought you." She smiled before I lost my temper and said, "Look, I bought lychees and star fruit for you, look at it, it's like a pentagram, how beautiful it is." She said and took a star fruit and dangled it in front of my eyes.
"Alright, don't please me. You say you're not interesting enough, I've been back for a month, and this is the first time you've come to my house to see me, and I'm begging you, can't you come to my house with compassion? My home is the Hall of Hades? "I hit her, sat her down, and went to arrange flowers.
"I'm not sorry, I really can't get out of the way, I also have a lot of things to deal with, it's true." She was depressed.
"Yes, I quietly disappeared for several years, and then I appeared out of nowhere, and I don't explain why, and now I am haunted by a lot of so-called trivialities. Xu Wei, I really don't understand you. I sat down in front of her and said quietly, "Yes, you have your own business, your own world, and there are some things that I don't want to ask about, but we are friends, shouldn't friends understand each other and help each other?" ”
After listening to my words, Xu Wei didn't make a sound for a long time, so he looked at me quietly and didn't speak.
"Xingzhu," he finally spoke, "Although we are friends, our best friends, but you know that some things cannot be easily solved because of these, but I still have to say sorry for the confusion or hurt I caused you without saying goodbye, I have let you down with only one friend." ”
She spoke like that suddenly, and to be honest, I was a little overwhelmed.
"Which one are you playing, why are you talking about this?" I glared at her, and then handed her the fruit to eat, "I like lychee star fruit so much, I really know me, Xu Weiye." ”
Xu Wei nodded, "I bought this fruit when I saw it cute." I agree with saying that you like lychees, but star fruit, I don't see anything delicious about it, it's just good to look good and fun. ”
I laughed when I heard it, and then took a star fruit and played with it in my hand, "I like to eat it because of my mother, when I was young, my mother often bought me this to eat, and every time she would give it to me cleanly, I miss my childhood, I miss every drop and every bit at that time." "I couldn't go on, my mother, who lost her life in a car accident when I was seven years old, will never make star fruit for me again.
"Terrible car crash, terrible rainy night." I stopped at this point, "Heh, Xu Wei, do you know how difficult it is for a child to grow up without a mother by his side? I was so touched that tears uninvited my eyes filled my eyes.
"Xingzhu, don't do this, I know you're very hard and uncomfortable." Xu Wei came over to comfort me, "Don't you still have a grandmother, an uncle and an aunt, and a cousin and a cousin." She patted me gently.
I stroked my eyes, touched the messy hair on my forehead, and smiled, "What's wrong with me, why did I get sad all of a sudden, it's really, it's not seen in a hundred years." I was very embarrassed to say. I can cry and scream in a corner where no one is around, but I can't stand the tears of those closest to me, the helplessness of me, the weakness of me.
"Is this it, be strong at all times, tears cannot flow easily, and even if they do, they must flow secretly in a place where no one sees." Xu Wei sighed and said quietly.
I nodded and didn't say anything more.
"Wow, what a cute puppy, you steal someone else's." Kaka ran over, wagging his tail, and Xu Wei screamed and picked it up, full of nonsense.
"What nonsense, it was bought and given to me by Zhuoyu, it's so cute." I said happily.
"Why do you want to buy a puppy for you, what holiday is it, the anniversary of your acquaintance? Or did he get a raise, or something. ”
"Neither, don't talk nonsense." I pushed her, "I'm alone at home every day, and I'm afraid I'll be lonely, so I bought it to accompany me." ”
"Oh, so that's the case, it's really considerate," Xu Wei sighed infinitely, "Su Xingzhu, you are so blessed, when can I have this treatment, I am so envious." ”
"Wait, there will be a day." I looked at her for a moment and said with a smile.
"I don't think there's hope, or," she said, leaning in front of me, "Lend me your Li Lianyu for two days?" ”
"you!" I kicked her, "You're such a madman, I still don't agree if he agrees." ”
"You're reluctant, stingy!"
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"Li Lianyu is blessed today, the two big ** cook for him, he should really kneel down and thank him, Guanyin Bodhisattva bless," Xu Wei said while washing vegetables.
I smiled, didn't speak, and let her go.
"Hey Su Xingzhu, I always have a question I want to ask you, but I'm embarrassed to ask." She looked like she wanted to say something and stopped.
"What a question, ask it boldly, you will be embarrassed." I sliced the ginger finely and said idly.
"Why don't you and Li Lianyu get married?" She seemed to hold back for a long time, and finally released herself, "You are all so good, why don't you get a certificate?" ”
"Isn't this good, how free, and it's easy to break up if someone wants to change their mind." I'm talking about it casually.
"Saying that, it's the same thing again, and you may not want to live if you really break up. I don't talk to you anymore, it's dishonest! Xu Wei said viciously.
"Actually, we don't have any plans to do that yet. I think it's too early, like you said, we're all so good and what's the concern. I stopped what I was doing, thought for a while and said, "I discussed with Juanyu, when we get pregnant, we will get married, in fact, to be honest, I don't really want to get married, I think it's a bit early, I'm not yet 23 years old, and Juanyu is only a little over 27 years old." I always felt that I would feel bound when I got married too early, and I said that I hadn't grown up yet, and he listened to me for everything. I finished and got back to work.
"What kind of logic are you?" Xu Wei shouted, "It's okay not to get married, but you have to wait until you have a child to get married, is it glorious to get pregnant before marriage?" Say that you are immature now and don't want to get married, but are you mature after you are pregnant with a child? You really are. Xu Wei said disapprovingly.
"I don't know," I said, bowing my head, "don't ask me such a question, I can't answer it." I suddenly became annoyed and said angrily.
Xu Wei didn't speak again, and there was only the sound of stir-frying in the room.
"Actually, part of the reason I am because of my mother," I said softly after a while, "I am afraid that I will follow in the footsteps of my mother, whose whole life has been ruined at the hands of a man, a selfish and cowardly man, whose greatest ability is to let my mother give birth to me, and the greatest mistake is to let my mother give birth to me." I don't casually entrust myself to Juanyu because I'm afraid, because I don't have the strength to support me behind me, and I'm not sure if he is my last support. My mother stubbornly gave up everything for a man, and in the end I was left alone to go alone, see, I have the most intimate lesson, and my mother gave me the best and most realistic example. I thought that maybe one day I would marry Juanyu without hesitation, but, right now, I was really not ready, not a little mentally prepared. I said slowly, in a calm tone.
Xu Wei didn't speak, looked at me quietly for a while, and sighed.
I looked at my watch, "Hurry up, Zhuoyu is coming back soon, hurry up and get the meal ready." After finishing speaking, he hurriedly washed and chopped vegetables, and was in a hurry.
"You, you're really becoming more and more like a housewife, you know how to wash clothes and cook, fortunately you don't have children, and when you have children, you become a full-time woman." Xu Wei shook his head and said.
"I can't help it, I don't work, I really don't know what to do except cook a meal." I buried my head in the hard work, and I didn't look at her.
"Vulgar!" She said disdainfully, "Just live like this for the rest of your life, woman." ”
"you," I hit her, "I'm willing, can I handle it?" ”
Xu smiled, not going to argue with me.
While we were talking, there was a knock on the door, and then there was a voice from Zhuoyu, "Xingzhu, I'm back." ”
"Hello Li Lianyu." Xu Wei poked his head out to greet him.
"Xu Wei?" Juanyu was very surprised, "How do you have time to come to our house, rare guest!" Xingzhu can't sleep at night when you think about it. ”
"yes, I think you made her sleep," Xu smiled so badly that I wanted to slap her big mouth.
"Ignore you crazy woman." Zhuo Yu said and entered the kitchen, "How is it, do you want to help?" ”
"No, it's right away," I smiled at him, "you bring this dish to the table, wash your hands and wait for dinner." ”
"Li Lianyu, you are really lucky, you can eat what our two beauties made for you when you get home from work, you are so beautiful."
"Two, why are there two, Xingzhu, is there anyone else in our family besides you being a recognized beauty?" Zhuo Yu ran up to me and asked, smiling happily.
I smiled and didn't say anything, listening to the two of them play poor.