At a turn, a speeding sedan crashed into us mercilessly and viciously, and my mother was talking to me, and when she looked up, she froze in fright and instinctively pushed me to the side of the lawn. My doughnuts flew away, my little flower umbrella flew away, and even my mom flew away.

I was protected by the lawn and didn't get hurt in the slightest. But my mother, my beautiful mother, she flew into the air like a white butterfly, and then fell sharply, and bloomed into a red flower where the car slid by. Her white trench coat was scattered on the pavement, blood flowing out quickly and staining it red, but it was immediately washed away by the raging rain. I was stunned, lying there not daring to move, just staring at my mother in a daze, my eyes blurred as the rain ran down my hair, slid down my chin, and merged into a stream.

"Nannan, Nan-------Nan, come here, come to Mommy." I heard my mother stumbling with difficulty, and I didn't know where the strength came from, so I got up and ran over, threw myself on her, and cried loudly.

"Mommy, Mommy, what's wrong with you, Mommy."

Mom stretched out a hand and touched my face, "Don't be afraid, don't cry, you're a strong little girl, aren't you?" "I didn't dare touch her bruised body, I just nodded and cried. I already felt something terrible, I felt a great deal of fear surrounding us.

"Nan ------, you have to be well-behaved, you have to grow up ------- happily, your mother will watch you, okay." You go to your -----grandmother and beg her, forgive your mother, you know, ask your grandmother to forgive your mother. You know, you know? ”

Mom was already having a hard time talking at this time, I didn't know what she was talking about, I just nodded, kept nodding. Mom started vomiting blood, gulping blood. I cried so much that I couldn't figure it out.

A neighbor's uncle passed by from work and asked me what was wrong, and I pounced on him like a life-saving straw, "Uncle, save my mother, save my mother, uncle, save my mother." "I cried desperately. My uncle is my neighbor to the door, and he has always secretly liked my mother, and he is very kind to me. I liked him at first, and then I didn't like him anymore when I found out he liked my mom. Now I can only pin my hopes on him. After listening to me, he was stunned for a moment, then cried, then ran to the side of the road to make a phone call, and finally came over to protect my mother from the rain.

"Su Ning, how are you, Su Screw, wake up, Su Ning, Su Ning." He didn't know where my mom was hurting, so he didn't dare touch her, he just kicked loudly.

"Please, please, help me call my mother and entrust Xingzhu to her. The number is in my bag, please, please. Mom struggled and said, "Please, okay, you must give it to my mother." ”

"Okay, don't worry, I will, I will. You're going to hold on, it's going to be right away, it's going to be good right away. Su Ning, did you hear that, Su Ning, you have to be awake, you have to be awake, don't sleep, your daughter is here. Xingzhu, call Mom, tell her not to sleep, call Mom, tell her not to sleep. "He hugged me and came over, and I started calling her, and kept calling Mommy.

In the hospital, my mother was in the operating room, my uncle was holding me, I didn't dare to move, I just trembled all over, and kept shaking. He helped me take off my wet coat and wrap me in his own clothes, and I was still shaking.

"Xingzhu, don't be afraid, mom will be fine, mom will be fine. Good boy, don't be afraid. "He comforted me over and over again.

At dawn, my grandmother and my aunt and uncle came, and it was only then that I learned that they belonged to my grandmother, my uncle, and my aunt. At that time, my grandmother looked at me with red eyes. I was shaking all the time, shaking so much.

"Thank you so much, thank you." My grandmother was thanking my uncle, and my uncle kept saying no thanks.

My uncle wanted to hold me over at this time, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, I began to desperately hide from him. My aunt grabbed him, and then she stretched out her hand to hug me, "Xingzhu is good, don't be afraid, let's go find my mother, go find my mother." Come, I'll wrap you up and go to Mommy. Half-convinced, I reached over.

Grandma sighed softly at this time, wanting to touch me, but her hand hung down in the air and fell again.

I slowly fell asleep under my aunt's comfort.

When I woke up, it was bright and sunny. My aunt cried and came to pull me, "Xingzhu, take another look at your mother, take another look, and remember your mother forever." After saying that, I couldn't cry anymore.

I threw myself over, and my mother lay there quietly, her face as white as a piece of paper, and her long thick black hair scattered beside her, lying there so quietly, lying so quietly in that white world.

"Mom, get up, I have to go to school today, aren't you going to send me to school, Mom, hurry up, I'm going to be late, Mom." I whispered in her ear and whispered.

At this time, the adults wanted to pull me away, they covered my mother with a white cloth, and they wanted to push her away, and I didn't want me to say yes, and I had to talk to my mother for a while. I chased those people, those who were dressed in white, I hit them, kicked them, bit them, I didn't want them to take my mom away, don't. I screamed and cried, desperate. I knew I would never see my mom again, I would never see her again. My mother also said that she would make shrimp for me to eat, so that I could grow up quickly to take care of her.

"Let the child take another look at Mommy, let the child look again." My aunt hugged me and yelled, and she hugged me tightly.

I myself uncovered the cloth on my mother's face and touched her face, cold face, her mouth, her eyes, her nose, her eyebrows. Mom's eyes have cried, Mom's nose has tickled me and made me laugh, Mom's mouth has kissed me, but now, Mom suddenly ignored me, stopped smiling at me, no longer kissed me, no longer teased me. I'm so sad and sad.

"Mom, wake up, I'll never be naughty again, I'll never make you angry again, okay. Mom, wake up, do you close your eyes and play a game with me, I don't play you wake up, I don't play, Mom. ”

At this time, my grandmother pulled me away and carried me away, ignoring my howling and my struggles, ignoring my crying, and hugged me to the side. That's when I started hating her, I started hating her, I started to be afraid of her.

Later, I went to my grandmother's house, moved away from the place where I lived with my mother, left that uncle, left the school there, the children there, and left that place. It was at that time that I began to become withdrawn, introverted, and autistic. That's when I started to be indifferent to everything around me, including my grandmother, my uncle, my aunt, my cousin, my new classmates, my new teacher. It was at that time that my uncle began to do everything possible to cure my heart disease, to remove my psychological shadows, to bring me to the light, to make me happy and happy.

Looking back now, all this is so strange and familiar, I can't believe that it happened to me, I can't believe that I almost couldn't survive because of autism, and I couldn't grow up healthy.