It turns out that my uncle has been taking revenge on my dad in his own way, but they are a little too kind in this way.

They also didn't expect that in the dark, I would find him by myself and find out my own background.

Dad was crying, he knelt in front of Mom's tombstone, crying like a child.

This is an apology that has been more than 20 years late, and my mother's apology that she has been waiting for all her life has finally arrived.

My uncle touched me, "Go and pick your dad up, he's a little out of control." ”

I walked over and helped him up.

"Dad, Mom, she knows, don't be too sad."

At this time, I don't think anyone will have a word of complaint about this old man, he is now just an old man who sincerely admits his mistakes and sincerely asks for forgiveness, and he is no longer angry.

Grandma seems to have a good impression of his father, but he has never been better.

When I came back from the cemetery, my grandmother was always emotional.

"What is he doing here, Su Ning is no longer there, what else is he going to do. Do you want to take Xingzhu away, he doesn't want to! "Grandma thinks he's the bad guy and takes us away from her one by one. She thought he was a bastard, the biggest villain.

"Mom, don't be angry, don't make trouble, that's Su Ning's choice, it has nothing to do with him." The uncle tried his best to persuade the grandmother, but the grandmother lost her daughter, and no one could erase this.

Grandma recovered well because of her illness last time, but she didn't speak as normal after all, and the situation was even worse because she was emotional.

"Dad, you'd better go out first, grandma is not in good health. If it goes on like this, there will be problems. "I helped my dad to lead him to another room, and now he and my grandmother don't see each other much, and they are both very excited.

What is happening now is not something that can be explained in a few words. Asking my grandmother to forgive my dad seems unlikely anytime soon. It's been decades of grudges, and in this grudge, they've all hurt each other and lost a lot.

"Grandma, shall we go back to the room? I have a lot to say to you. "I sent my grandmother back to her room, and her room was always filled with pictures of my mother, incense offerings, and never stopping.

This is a remembrance and sustenance of a white-haired old man to his own child.

"Grandma, you must think that person is hateful now, why did he come to our house? Why is it still in front of you? You must be wondering how I came back with him. "My grandmother seemed to be angry with me, and she wouldn't say a word to me. One of them thought I was a traitor.

"Grandma, I'm just as angry with her as you are. But my mom kept teaching me to forgive him, and he wasn't that kind of negative person. It's just that sometimes we can't help ourselves with a lot of things. ”

Grandma looks like a child who needs to be comforted and cared for. She has to endure everything, she has to bear the sadness she shouldn't have, she has to bear seeing the person she least wants to see again, and she has to think about the things she doesn't want to think about again.

"Grandma, maybe my mother has a spirit in heaven, and I am friends with his daughter, all this is like a dream, but it seems to be arranged. We meet, talk about life and ideals, as if we should have such a beginning. When I knew he was my dad, I was also angry and aggrieved. I was still angry at the most. It's like my whole life has been joking. ”

I was missing a love, but my mother made the biggest amend for me, she made me never feel that I was less than others, the only thing I was missing was that I lost my mother. I stumbled and grew up, and I relied on myself to make myself independent all the way, but when I stood on my feet, the least extravagant thing came quietly, and I actually had a father.

It was as if I had been playing tricks on me. It's like what you want and what you don't want, and what you don't want but you come.

"Grandma, you must be disappointed in me, aren't you? Haven't I always been stubborn and proud? Why do I recognize this man? Grandma, I just think that my mother is not alone, she should be able to live well. It's just that she chose a difficult path for herself. This man actually thinks about her all the time, but she is too kind, and she would rather be alone than destroy this man's home. Mom should have regretted it, she should also regret that she was impulsive, why should she provoke the person who should not be provoked the least? ”

If my mother hadn't left the house, hadn't gone to see that man, hadn't watched a movie with him, hadn't gotten to know him, what would life be like now?

"Grandma, it's just my mother who taught me to let go of hatred and learn to forgive."

Grandma didn't say a word from beginning to end, but when I finished the last word, she cried.

How could she not know my mom, she knows my mom as much as our mom knows me.

She certainly knew my mom and she never hated anyone.

"Su Ning, you're too stupid."

My grandmother didn't see my dad again, but she stopped making noise and treated him as a stranger.

We stayed at home for three days, and my dad went to my mother's grave every day, and I accompanied him every time.

"Mom, we're leaving tomorrow, I don't know when I'm going to see you this time," I touched the marble stele, which was as clean as jade, just like my mother's pure smiling face.

"You have to rest assured that I'm gone, I won't hate anyone, really. Mom, you're right, hating is useless, it's just adding to your own troubles. ”

Maybe my uncle was the same as me at first, but they also understood later that what should come is always coming, and what should be faced is always faced. Rather than worry, forget about it.

Uncle just treats him as an ordinary person, reminiscing about the past, chatting, saying something if he has something, saying goodbye if he doesn't, and doesn't care or mind.

And I, on the other hand, have to face the rest of his life, after all, I chose this result.

Before leaving, he took a handful of loess from my mother's grave, carefully put it into the small bag he carried with him, tied the mouth of the bag tremblingly, and put it in the pocket on his chest.

I watched silently as he finished doing this, without speaking.

Perhaps, he can only do these things now to reassure himself and give him a sustenance.

"Xingzhu, I will always owe your mother, I can't pay it off in my life."

"Then let's live well, and help my mother's share survive."

Leaving the ancient city, leaving Lijiang, sitting tens of thousands of feet in the air, I looked at the clouds outside the window, and I had a lot of thoughts.

It's an end and a beginning.

My mom finally got the apology she deserved, and I finally got the care I missed a long time ago.

Now, out of here, out of this city, I'm going to start my life again in another place.

Just as many years ago, I went north alone with only my backpack, and now, I have a complete home and a complete life.

It's just that it was a gloomy beginning, and now it's a complete end.