076 As fate would have it, you hated me
Dad was very happy with my stay, and every day he excitedly ordered the kitchen to make this and that for me, and he almost spoiled me to heaven.
Every day I was taken care of, in the morning there was a maid to bring me breakfast, and the match is very particular, I have a good appetite, see those colorful vegetables and fruits, high protein meals I am even more devouring.
Xu Wei's mother was also very enthusiastic, preparing a crib for me, decorating the baby room, and even preparing my daily clothes for me.
I watched what she was doing, and I was muttering to myself what she meant.
Could it be that I'm thinking too much? Am I being too careful? Am I really too suspicious? She's actually just a kind, innocent aunt.
Zhuo Yu is also very strange, he has been there for almost a week, and he doesn't make many phone calls, and I don't know what happened to him over there now.
"Dad, you don't have to do this every day, my physical condition is very good, I don't need to make up for this and that." Dad was studying with the nutritionist every day how to match food and how to stew tonic soup, and he went out early every day to buy ingredients and come back to stew and tonic for me.
"You have to feed two mouths when you eat alone, no matter how good your body is, how much better can it be. If Dad doesn't help you do this little thing, what else can he do for you? "Dad is still stubborn about doing this and that.
"Aunt Zeng has already arranged for the kitchen to be made for me, so don't do it yourself."
"What they do is what they do, what I do is what I do, and the meaning is different. You don't have to stand here, there is a lot of smoke here, you can go and sit on the side for a while, just wait for food. ”
I had to walk away and look back at my father, who was very serious, and he was very accurate about how much water to add and how long to boil.
I watched him busy under the steam, my eyes ached, and a few tears fell.
With such a father, everything I have experienced before is worth it.
"Xingzhu, are you free in the afternoon, go out for a walk with me, the weather is so good, it's almost moldy at home." Xu Wei's mother came to me and brought me a glass of milk.
"Aunt Zeng, I'm bothering you again." I quickly picked it up, "Where do you want to go, I'll accompany you." ”
"Let's go for a walk, I've been going out to see friends every day these days, and today is a time, I want you to go out for a walk with me, and we can talk." She always appeared in front of me very delicately, and although she was very approachable when she spoke, it gave me the impression that I couldn't make any connection with her.
"Okay then, you can tell me when you get out."
"Okay then, Xingzhu, you can take a nap first, I won't bother you." She said as she stood up and walked out. "You don't have to get up, just lie down and sleep."
I watched her disappear behind the door and couldn't sleep for a long time.
I didn't know that Xu Wei's mother, my great-aunt, was going to take me to that manor, which was designed by my father and made him famous.
Condensation.
The name of this manor is Ningju.
I walked in, inside the antique gate, I saw a modern high-rise building, which obviously did not match this style, but the more I went inside, the more ancient it became. Stone roads, white-walled ancient alleys, rockery pavilions, and a miniature version of the iconic waterwheel of the ancient city.
Dad was expressing the whole process of his encounter with my mom.
"Do you see? Your father's purpose in building this manor was for your mother. When Xu Wei's mother spoke, there was no emotion on her face, and there was no special performance, she was completely telling one thing, so she wanted to be like something that didn't matter to her.
From the metropolis, to the small mountain village with beautiful mountains and rivers, after witnessing the different scenery and mood of different races, I came to a private house, met a young girl, sighed at the strangeness of life and the shock of different regions, and at the same time, I felt that I would create such a strange place in the world. Dad used another way to silently miss and remember my mom a long time ago, and he didn't give anything less than what my mom did for him.
"It's beautiful, and I admire Xu Xiaolian for that. When he first built this manor, he was simply crazy, and he forgot to sleep and eat. At that time, he didn't need to refer to anything, he was completely moved by feeling. I sometimes really wonder if it was a wrong decision for me to drive your mother away, and if I love someone and let him go, then I really didn't do it right. She said quietly, not caring at all whether I was listening or not, not caring what I thought of her, "If I had fulfilled them, what kind of state do you think they would be in now?" I'm afraid that you have a completely different identity and life now. How could you have suffered so much that you shouldn't have suffered. Actually, you should hate me too, one of my decisions changed your life. ”
"There's nothing to hate, it's all fate. If you can bear it, you can endure it, and if you can't bear it, it will explode, what does it have to do with others. "I don't care about status, status ”
"Aren't you a girl afraid that I'll deal with you? I could have threatened your mother to leave, aren't you afraid that I can threaten you now? ”
"That's your business, can I change you if you make a decision? We are all people who only live by ourselves, and how others will deal with us, where do we expect it. ”
"You're a special girl. My daughter Tianyi has always adhered to a principle when she was in business, and that is what I taught her, to put people to death and not give him a chance to turn over. This principle, while ruthless, is very reasonable. If I don't put anyone to death, if he rolls over, I will be the first person he will take revenge, so I will put him in a desperate situation, so that he will never have a chance to come near me again. ”
"Tianyi was well educated by you, no wonder she is invincible now. If the heart is not ruthless, it will not be able to stand firmly, a very profound truth. ”
I nodded, Xu Tianyi is indeed a good material for doing business, she knows how to make herself stronger and more invincible, she has such an excellent mother, how can she not succeed.
"You are for it or against. I just want to tell you that if I am good to someone, it can be so good that it is indescribable, inexpressible. However, if I don't want to be nice to a person, and I want to deal with that person, then I will use the most unexpected way to make him feel bad. When she spoke, the smile in her eyes almost flowed, but it felt like a cold winter in June.
"To be a human being is to do this, good to the extreme, bad to the extreme. I think this is the belief that you can stick to for so many years, after all, the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, lonely and difficult, if there is nothing for you to insist on, I'm afraid you won't be able to survive. "My back was cold, but I still had to pretend to be relaxed and strong.
She meditated on Buddhism, but in fact, she was waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity to deal with our mother and daughter, and to deal with me and my mother.
And now, here's the opportunity.
"yes, my best days have been spent in that house on the edge of the city. How many days and nights have I been thinking, what do I have to do to make Xu Xiaolian miserable and Su Ning painful. I have lived until now by relying on this belief, you see my daughter Tianyi, she can now be said to be calling the wind and rain, as long as I want to do something, I can do it immediately, but I am waiting for an opportunity. Tianyi is my assistant, we are spreading a net, and slowly you will know what will happen in the future. ”
When I looked at her, she felt like a devil, dressed in the most gorgeous garments, but with the most terrifying heart.
"What the hell are you going to do, if hurting me can make you feel good in your heart, then you can deal with me as much as you want. Juanyu has nothing to do with this matter, and my child has nothing to do with it, my father and you are married, if you are resentful of my mother for snatching love, then she is no longer alive now, I just beg you not to hurt other people, just find me if you have anything. I said, and that's when I became scared. It turns out that love can make a person crazy, and hating the same can also make a person crazy.
"Don't worry, I won't deal with you, and I won't hurt you. I'm your great-aunt, isn't it, your father still entrusts me to take good care of you, once something happens to you in my hands, then your father doesn't want to resent me for the rest of my life. I've hated enough by him and don't want to be hated by him anymore. "She came over and patted me on the shoulder and kindly pulled my hand, her hand was warm, but I felt like I was being held by a piece of ice." Xingzhu, you really look like your mother, as soon as I see your face, I think of your mother's appearance, how gentle and lovely she was at that time, completely simple and girly. Xu Xiaolian was worried about such a face day and night. ”
"I'm going to get out of here, I'm going to never come back here. Don't worry, as long as you don't hurt my dad, I'll leave now, and I'll never appear in front of you again. As if under a spell, I hurriedly stood up and walked out, "I won't tell anyone about today's events, and please don't worry about it, I'll go far." ”
"Xingzhu," she quickly caught up with me and grabbed me, "What are you anxious about, I haven't done anything now, I'm just talking about my thoughts, and I don't have any plans to implement, what are you afraid of." ”
That's when I realized how powerful she was, she had planned it from the beginning, she wanted me to move in and have a superficial relationship with me, and she wanted to make a big fuss about me when others didn't know. Dad now completely thinks that she is slowly loving me, that she is taking care of me in a motherly way, and that she treats me like her own child.
"No matter what, please don't hurt Dad, come to me whatever you have."