I haven't seen him since the last time I met him, and I haven't heard from him. I went to Xu Wei, I know the whole thing, I want to ask her why the two of them hid it from me when such a big thing happened, why did they choose to avoid it together, I didn't let me know, I have always misunderstood them, I have always only thought of myself and never considered why they were, what happened? When I went to look for Xu Wei, I never saw her, my father said that she went abroad, and my father was still wondering why Xu Wei still had the leisure to go abroad to relax?

It seems that his father is still the only one who doesn't know about this matter, and he still simply thinks that Xu Wei is just in a bad mood, and he simply thinks that things in the company are too hard, so Xu Wei wants to rest for a while.

Xu Wei, in fact, you have been protecting me all the time, thinking about me, we didn't expect everything to happen, in the shortest moment, you still chose not to hurt me, but this kind of sacrifice is too big, I'm afraid I will never be able to pay you back.

Xu Tianyi is back in control of everything, Xu's Group is still thriving under her leadership, I have to say that she is really business-minded, coupled with her mother's guidance, their mother and daughter are vigorous and resolute, and their style of life is completely invincible, so I said, I am almost not their opponent now, so Ouyang Jin's advice to me now is to completely abandon my kindness, to treat people with an indifferent mentality, only by taking care of everything can we achieve great things, in order to be unfettered.

I am now trying to be ruthless, and when I see a crying child on the side of the street, I no longer worry about whether it is sick, I no longer think about whether there is anyone to help him when I see an elderly person who has difficulty moving, and I no longer feel sorry for a person in rags. I learned boxing in the martial arts hall and used all my strength to attack the other party, Shen Yan blamed me for being too aggressive, and asked me to control my temper, and even the teachers in the martial arts hall had opinions. I tried my best to rebuild myself, and completely abandon the weak, kind, and weak Su Xingzhu before.

Shen Yan is still busy with the company's affairs, I am busy with him during the day, and I have to follow Ouyang Jin to learn this and that at night, and it is already after twelve o'clock when I lie in bed every day.

"Ouyang Jin, why did you help me like this, I have nothing to repay you." I have never understood why Shen Yan and Ouyang Jin are so keen to help me and help me, I am not outstanding and have nothing to use and try, "Are you lacking maternal love, or I will recognize you as my godson." ”

"Are you willing or not, whose son's mother is younger than his son, don't you suffer a loss by recognizing you as a mother, others who don't know the situation still think you are my father's Xiaomi." Ouyang Jin has always been able to make jokes, but he is not angry with me.

"Oh, my son is so good, your father must not be bad, even if he is misunderstood for Xiaomi, he is willing."

"That's still not necessary, my father and mother have a very good relationship, I don't want to be an unfilial son and ruin their feelings, or you can be my little honey, I don't dislike it." My dad is an old man, I'm not younger and more handsome than him. ”

"No, you linger among the flowers all day long, I'm afraid of getting contaminated with unclean things." Shen Yan and Ouyang Jin told me more than once that if a person can't afford to joke, then it's best not to be with someone who likes to joke.

"I'm very clean, I can dedicate it to you to eat, really, don't look at me lingering among the flowers all day long, it's all entertainment, in fact, I'm the purest person, don't believe you ask Shen Yan, the two of us are the only remaining specimens of good men."

"I really dare to say," I laughed, and reached out to hit him, "I only know that Shen Yan is a standard good man in the company's apartment every day, you don't think so." ”

"Another pure woman who has been deceived by appearances," Ouyang Jin looked distressed, "Let me tell you, all of us learned it from Shen Yan, who is he, Young Master Shen, he will have a lot of ridiculous things when he is young, do you know how his girlfriend chased him?" drove a helicopter to sprinkle flowers, and the whole school was a sensation, and Shen Yan at that time was the prince charming of the girls in the school, a man of the hour. His girlfriend has been chased by him for three years, and he has tried everything to catch up, Shen Yan is a veteran in picking up girls, don't be fooled by his appearance. ”

It turns out that Shen Yan has such a story, I really didn't expect it.

"How romantic it is, flying a plane to send flowers, a girl will be moved." I couldn't help but be moved, I had heard the story of Shen Yan and his girlfriend, but I didn't know that they started like this, if his girlfriend hadn't had an accident, the two of them should have been a happy couple, but unfortunately accidents are always ruthless, Shen Yan is now completely focused on work, and no longer thinks about personal matters at all.

"What about Ouyang Jin, why don't you find a girl to become a family and find a hostess, I think you are not too young."

"Who am I looking for, I'm busy every day and can't go home, which girl is willing to follow me. Why, I'm worried about my life's events, or if you marry me, I'll be wronged and accompany you for the rest of your life. What do you say? Ouyang Jin said as he spoke, and began to lean over my side again.

"you, I still don't bother you, there are hundreds of sisters under Boss Ouyang, I'm afraid that I can't stand it when the time comes, I want to live two more years." I said this, but what I thought in my heart was completely sloppy.

I still remember my vow with Zhuoyu at the beginning, Zhuoyu said in front of so many people that he would take care of me and love me for the rest of his life, whether it was before or after marriage, he doted on me as always, he did everything I said, never complained, and even after the accident, he didn't explain half a sentence and I said let him leave immediately, just like now, never appear in front of me again.

In fact, Juanyu has always doted on me, this doting is almost to the point of obedience, he does not explain at all whether it is right or wrong, the same unconditional obedience, it is he who forges my domineering attitude towards him, and develops the habit of not allowing him to make a little mistake in front of me, once a mistake occurs, I will be permanently tired of him.

But now, I'm really wrong, I'm really wrong, where are you, if you know I'm looking for you, come and listen to me and say I'm sorry, I'm really wrong to blame you.

"Are you thinking about your ex-husband?" Ouyang Jin sometimes spoke very cruelly and politely, he completely hit my heartache, and poked at my sore spot, "Do you think you are wrong to blame him, and you want to find him to say goodbye or something?" ”

"Yes, I miss him," I met his resolute face, and he was really cruel at times, "your heart is so cruel, won't you be tactful, don't you think what you say is cruel?" What I didn't know was the thing that caused me to lose my husband and children. I deserve comfort rather than pain. ”

"If I don't tell you the truth of the matter, it will hurt you the most, you shouldn't hate me, it's not that I'm the human heart, it's not that I'm cruel, you have to be on guard at all times in this world, otherwise the most hurt is yourself, no one will comfort you, you feel sorry for yourself, and comforting yourself is the most practical." Ouyang Jin was really ruthless, he destroyed the luck in my heart little by little, "Do you think that some things have passed, the slow wound has scabbed over and you won't hurt anymore, do you think that some things can go back to the past as long as you apologize and tell the previous story, and you can continue to live with your friends and your ex-husband, but have you ever thought that what you have repaired is only the surface, and the wound is still dripping with blood underneath, and the pain is unbearable." ”

I have always hoped that after this incident passes, I can still be good friends with Xu Wei, even if we are not good friends, we can still be sisters, I can still return to the previous happy and respectful with Lianyu, but I know that if I miss it, I will miss it, and if I am injured, I will never go back to the past. I can't go back to that kind of life with Zhuoyu, not only because the child is gone, but also because the atmosphere between us is gone, I am completely disgusted with that kind of obedience, and I am not used to that kind of completely obedient life. Xu Wei has lost so much for my life with Zhuoyu, and has been so seriously injured, how can I bear to appear in front of her again and let her think about it over and over again.

"Ouyang Jin, you send me away, I don't want to stay in this city for another second. You can send me wherever you want, or you can lend me a sum of money, and I'll start over, and I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me. "It's been because of me all along, and if I don't show up here anymore, will they still want to hurt the people around me? If I leave and never come back, then don't they have one less threat and one less burden, even Xu Wei and they are willing to hurt and use, so what else do they care about? "Ouyang Jin, is it good for you to lend me money, I will hide far away and never come back, so that all the people will not be hurt."

"Have you really decided? So where do you want to go, is it another city or another country, the United States or the United Kingdom? Ouyang Jin was very angry, "Is it useful to think about everything to escape?" If you don't want to hurt others, will others be kind to you and reassuring you? I'm telling you, running away won't do you any good, you'll only make those who are eyeing you even more rampant and even more aggressive. ”

"But what can I do, how can I deal with them alone, how can I resist their every possible means if I am weak?" The road ahead is too bumpy, I am alone, how to face it? "I can't think of anything but escape right now."

"Then what I taught you was all in vain?" Ouyang Jin is the kind of anger I've never seen before, "I'm telling you, you can't leave anywhere, your ex-husband is in the hands of your great-aunt, he is now on drugs and completely controlled by others, are you still thinking about escaping now?" ”

Juanyu is now in the hands of Aunt Zeng, he is on drugs, and he is being controlled.