&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "It's always hard for people like Miss Su to forget, Miss Su, I admire you very much." "Boss Shao has been praising me all night, but I can only deal with him with a smile.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Boss Shao, you praise me too much, how can I be as good as you say, but it depends on you to take care of me more." "I just want to deal with him quickly, and deal with it happily, who knows that this person doesn't eat oil and salt, and no matter how much I persuade him to drink, he won't drink it.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Brother Ouyang, this Miss Su is shrewd, are you not afraid that one day she will take your place if you let her work under you?" "Boss Shao didn't drink my toast, but just quietly changed the topic.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;" Boss Shao, you joked," Ouyang Jin was not worried, leaning on the back of the chair at will, with one hand behind my back, forming an obvious possessive posture, "Women, it's fun to pet her when it's time to spoil her, it's not good to let her be willful and domineering." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;After hearing this, Boss Shao was obviously stunned for a moment, and then quickly regained his smile.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Brother Ouyang, good method, good insight. He applauded and gave me a meaningful look, "Miss Su, it's better not to be so smart to feel better, and live a more comfortable life." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Boss Shao, what you said is that I must keep it in mind. I said with a smile, and then looked at Ouyang Jin, who didn't care and continued to drink.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I went to the bathroom, touched up my makeup, looked at the text messages on my mobile phone, called to ask Zhuo Yu to go to bed early, and called the hospital to see Shen Yan's condition. When I came out, I saw Ouyang Jin leaning against the door of the bathroom and smoking, just like when I first entertained Boss Shao and came out of the bathroom to see him halfway.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Why are you there, come out to breathe?" I walked over and leaned against the wall like him, and when I saw him smoking, I suddenly wanted to try what it tasted like, so I reached out and grabbed the cigarette from his hand.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Ouyang Jin didn't expect me to do this, so I easily took the cigarette from his hand, and he chuckled and watched me smoke my first cigarette in my life.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It was not comfortable, I choked on the strong smell of smoke and coughed suddenly, I looked at Ouyang Jin and quickly patted me on the back, and it took a long time to relieve me.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Why does it taste like this, it's not good at all." "I complained as if he was the one who caused me to suffer.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "What do you think it tastes like?" ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I've seen a lot of texts about cigarettes, what a faint tobacco fragrance, quiet and reassuring, what smoke in the misty face of the hero is in a trance and dreamy, it's all a lie!

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I'm still angry with that cigarette, and I can't understand it when I stomp on the ground a few times.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The back of the head was suddenly buckled, and then I felt that I was being pulled closer to Ouyang Jin's face, and when I reacted, Ouyang Jin's lips were already firmly imprinted on me.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Ouyang Jin, what are you doing?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Ouyang kissed very strongly, he always held my head when I resisted, and my struggle seemed to be all in vain.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He gave me the feeling that it had never been, Zhuo Yu used to kiss gently and carefully like a treasure, and he was careful not to foul even the kiss, but now Ouyang Jin, rampage, domineering and arrogant, as if he was completely wild in his own territory.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; For a moment I felt that the process was beautiful, as if everything in the plot was so quiet and dreamy.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "What are you doing Ouyang Jin!" "When I finally separated, my thoughts, my brain, and everything returned to normal, as if I only knew that I was angry now, only when I knew that I was angry, and only then did I know why I asked Ouyang Jin for this?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "It's nothing, that's what I want." He didn't even explain, and walked away with a smile.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It seems that it is not me who has been taken advantage of.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Ouyang Jin, you stop! ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; When we came back that night, Boss Shao had already left, and his subordinates said that there was something temporary, so they left first, and I was happy, and finally sent this fairy away, and I no longer had to greet politely.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; But Ouyang Jin never intended to explain why he did that.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Xingzhu, do you have something on your mind?" "Zhuo Yu's current situation is very good, and now he can get through the onset of drug addiction through self-control, and he didn't go to work on Saturday afternoon, so I came to talk to him.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Nothing, I'm thinking about something that's been going on lately. "I said that I was here to accompany Zhuoyu, it seems that I have been alone in a daze since I came here, and I have never paid attention to anyone again.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "What are you thinking, you are so fascinated by it, you can't think of me." "Juanyu joked. It's strange that there seems to be an invisible ditch between the two of us now, and although we both want to ignore it and not care about it, and try to laugh back to the way we used to be, we can't seem to get around that ditch no matter what we do.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"I'm thinking about something inconsequential," I quickly changed the subject, as if we couldn't stand such a joke between us now, "I'm relieved to see that you're getting better day by day, if you really have something, then I'll blame myself for the rest of my life." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Fool, what are you talking about, it's me who caused myself trouble, not you." "Juanyu came and sat next to me, hugged my shoulders and rubbed them up and down twice, we used to like this when we comforted each other, and I felt even more sad to see him treat me the same as before.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Juanyu, actually, I don't deserve you to be so nice to me," I looked at him, he was still very thin, after all, he had been tortured for so long, "I am the embodiment of trouble, anyone who treats me well will be dragged down by me, really." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "But I'd rather be so tired by you, it's my personal affair and it has nothing to do with you, I just want to do this." Juanyu replied sincerely, I didn't dare to look him in the eyes.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Zhuoyu, you don't have to be like this anymore, the more you are like this, the more uncomfortable I become, as if I have never brought any benefit to others, and always pull one person after another into the quagmire." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;The more people who are good to me, the less good they will end, don't Tianyi mother and daughter always warn me like this?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"The more you do this, the more you need someone to be by your side to give you courage, what I'm afraid of is not someone else's scheme, what I'm afraid of is that I can no longer hold you, and I can't get you back." "Juanyu is still persistent, and he is still so kind and gentle to me.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; And I, I'm not the same person I used to be.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Juanyu, we used to have a very pleasant life," I looked into his eyes, trying to make my words more serious, "but, looking at now, after so many things, it seems that everything is starting to get suspicious." Even when I talk to you, I feel like I'm going to feel a lot of guilt, and it's like we'll never go back to the past. ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Xingzhu, as long as you let go of the burden in your heart, we can still be the same as before, right?" Juanyu was anxious to stop me from saying more, "We can still live happily as before, and we will definitely have a lot of children and many happy things happening." Xingzhu, don't give up, okay, we can go back to the past, right? ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; How can I bear to say another word against him, another word that we can't go back to.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Juanyu," I called him and couldn't say anything else, hugging him gently, as if anything else at this time would hurt his heart.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; At night, I slept with Juanyu, but nothing happened.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It's really been a long time, not only has our relationship become rusty, but even our respective bodies have begun to grow rusty.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Chuan Yu just wanted to be close to me, he tentatively reached out and took my neck from the pillow and leaned me on his arm to sleep, I didn't resist, he saw that I didn't move and further wrapped his other hand around me.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I haven't moved, neither cooperating nor resisting, I don't know if we can do this again, if we can be so intimate again.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Seeing that I didn't resist, I became bold and began to kiss my face and neck. He kissed my neck, collarbone, cheek, and then began to kiss my lips. He kissed me gently, gently touching me and entering my mouth shallowly, and then began to trace my lips and teeth thinly. I suddenly remembered that when Ouyang Jin kissed me, Ouyang Jin's kiss was domineering and passionate, as if he was inviting me to a warm and passionate performance, he was completely in charge of himself, taking himself as a guide, and leading me step by step into a realm that I had never experienced.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It seems to be too much, when I was kissed by my former dearest person, I was thinking of another man, and I hated it and enjoyed it.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Zhuo Yu also felt my hesitation and hesitation, he let go of me, his eyes were still soft like a pool of water.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Sleep, I'm going to wake up early tomorrow." "He lay down again and helped me set the pillow in place.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Juanyu, it's my reason that has nothing to do with you, I just need some time." "I touched his face and said something that I thought would hurt him and make him feel like he couldn't get off the stage.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I know, it's nothing, fool, go to sleep!" He patted me on the head as before, and even his tone was doting, "Don't think too much, I'm fine." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Actually, what I was thinking about was another person, why did Ouyang Jin hug and kiss me without explaining the reason, and Zhuo Yu, the person closest to me had to please me in every possible way.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;In the end, is the person who has changed Juanyu, Xu Wei, or myself?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Maybe I'm my real self now, restless, strong, unwilling to be quiet and ordinary, trying to take revenge, maybe this me now is the most true self that has been hidden by myself all along, and the previous Su Xingzhu may just be an insignificant coward.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It's just that I don't know, is it a good thing or a bad thing for me to wake up my original self like this?