I visited it all by myself, and I didn't see Ouyang Jin, so I went up to find him. But as soon as I got on the deck, I froze.

Ouyang Jin's suit was taken off, the cuffs of his shirt were rolled up high, and he was writing on the hull with a bucket of paint in his hand.

The English writing of the three characters of Su Xingzhu, suxingzhu.

This ship really belongs to me.

"Ouyang Jin, you're really crazy!" I watched him write my name on it with serious strokes, and the emotion in my heart spread like water, drowning myself in an instant.

"Don't be moved, if you cry with emotion, it won't mean that you have compromised with me," Ouyang Jin didn't even look back, and continued to brush the words on it, "You are such a proud person, but don't let me be overwhelmed at this time." ”

He should be really good to me, otherwise how could he be so well-intentioned and so dedicated.

"Ouyang Jin, you said you wanted to be good to me, right, does it still count now?"

"What Ouyang Jin has said will always be counted."

Ouyang Jin and I danced on that yacht for one night that night, we blew the sea breeze, looked at each other, and never said a word for a night.

It turned out that the dance party that night belonged only to the two of us.

We hugged and danced, kissed, the sea outside ~ one ~ this ~ read ~ small ~ said ~ the wind blew gently, scattered around, the whole sea is quiet and lovely. I guess it's going to be the best night of my life.

We didn't go to sleep until dawn. I lay in Ouyang Jin's arms, and we hugged each other tightly on the soft bed of this luxury yacht called Suxingzhu, as if it was going to last forever.

The following day we spent the day walking the streets hand in hand. With no driver, no bodyguards, no one else to bother, we were like a pair of ordinary lovers who were keen on every little surprise.

"Ouyang Jin, I want that." I saw a stall on the street shooting to win toys, and I suddenly remembered the scene when I watched the Smiths when Angelina and Pete won a big bear doll, and I decided that if I met such a stall on the street one day, I must ask someone around me to win a toy for me.

"Okay, look at me!" Ouyang Jin was eager to try, and he confidently raised the toy gun.

Ouyang Jin's marksmanship is very accurate, almost all of them, and I easily got a plush toy.

"Would you like to try it too?" Ouyang Jin instigated me, he looked like a hairy boy seducing a good girl to skip class for the first time.

"Okay, I think I'll have the luck of a beginner too." I took the toy gun from his hand and posed for a beautiful performance, but it didn't end as expected.

I just hit a shot.

I stomped my feet angrily, what beginners would have luck, the whole body lied.

Ouyang Jin looked up to the sky and laughed, holding the big doll for me with one hand, and striding away with the other.

"It's just a little game, it's not worth so much fun," Ouyang kissed me on the cheek, and I guess he was comforting me.

"Have you practiced, otherwise how could you be so accurate?" I think Ouyang Jin's bodyguard is definitely not a simple person, since Ouyang Jin can make a person who is not simple follow him so desperately, it shows that Ouyang Jin must also be a not simple person.

"Don't worry, I'm definitely not what you think, I'm just an ordinary businessman." Ouyang Jin's words were direct and subtle, he looked into my eyes, and smiled charmingly and ruffianly.

I looked at him and didn't know what to say.

"It's very different when I see your serious face and think of you in bed." Ouyang Jin leaned over and laughed, and I twisted his waist hard.

"What nonsense are you talking about, hate!"

"But I love it."

Finally, a week after we arrived here, we decided to go back.

"Follow me obediently, don't think about crooked ways, I will bring you back completely." Ouyang Jin said to me half-seriously, half-jokingly and teasingly before getting on the plane.

"Got it, I'm looking forward to going back before you." I really wanted to go back for a long time, but I couldn't figure it out in my heart, and I didn't expect that in just a few days, I had completely changed as a person.

In the past, I would never easily sleep with people, I would never go pole dancing easily, and I would never easily go shopping on the streets like a person in love with a man who has always been close to me like a buddy.

I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe I'm trying to turn the past and live again.

Or maybe I want to completely unleash the evil nature of another evil hidden deep inside of me.

"Ouyang Jin, I want to be one of the shareholders of your company!" This is what Ouyang Jin and I said before leaving.

It's like the exchange I have made with my body in the past few days, as if it is the deserve of me to accompany you in the past few days, and as the difficult decision I have made after struggling between contradiction and justice.

"I want half of your shares in the Hibiscus Group."

There was obvious pain and disappointment on Ouyang Jin's face, and Ouyang Jin's eyes were once again as lonely and sad as a down-and-out rich child.

Ouyang Jin, you must stop loving me, I have no heart, I can't pretend to be anyone, and I can't repay anyone's sincerity to me.

"Ouyang Jin, you've been playing with me for a few days, since you love me, you should give me what I want, right?" I still think that my words are not cruel enough and not cruel enough, so I deliberately use the word "play", I just dedicate myself to you like a plaything, and then ask for something in return.

Ouyang Jin lowered his head and smiled lightly, "You are really not cheap." ”

The smile he pretended to be so weak, so distressed, so reluctant to me.

When I heard this, my heart felt like I was being cut with a knife in life, the knife saw blood, and the knife was deadly.

"Yes, you gave me a yacht, it's a good thing for me to meet a good person like you." The words on my lips were as if they were spoken through someone else's mouth.

I recall how Ouyang Jin has taken care of me in the past few days, he will cover the quilt for me in the middle of the night, he will prepare breakfast for me in the morning, he will help me close the zipper when I get dressed, and even when I am in zuo-ai, he will try his best to endure and restrain my feelings.

And I, I really don't deserve Ouyang Jin's treatment, such a cherishment, and such a heart.

Because I really don't want any of you to be hurt for any reason.

On the plane back, neither of us said a word. It's like a stranger you don't know at all. There have been so many things that have happened between us in just a few days compared to when we came, and the changes have been too fast.

Farewell Su Xingzhu, you are another terrible person now, farewell to Los Angeles, it was you who made me cruel step by step, farewell to all the past before, I just want to start independent and strong again.

I've been in a coma, I've been sleeping. In my dreams I remember everything. Me, Zhuo Yu, Xu Wei, Dad, Zeng Jin, Xu Tianyi, Shen Yan, and Ouyang Jin.

I thought I wouldn't survive the night I lost the child with Juanyu, but then I still lived well; My dad has been sick several times and no one is around, and I want to take him to take care of him as soon as possible, but it has been delayed and not implemented; Zeng Jin has always offended me and even took advantage of Xu Wei, but I am still weak and incompetent to let it go; Shen Yan almost put his own life on the line to save me, but he went abroad to enjoy himself; Ouyang Jin had good intentions in order to show his love to me, and I cut his heart with the most hurtful words.

A lot of things broke my mind and my mind went blank.

I must have been restless in my sleep, because I owe so much for my sins.

Suddenly, the weight of the mountain weighed on me, and I woke up suddenly. Ouyang Jin pressed against me, his eyes blood-red, his hands propped on both sides of my head, watching me panting.

"You are such a wicked woman, take whatever you want from me, and see how you flatter me when you think I have nothing to offer."

After he finished speaking, he kissed my collarbone around my neck like a punishment, which was more appropriate for its practical gnawing.

Maybe I'm really a vicious woman like he says, and everyone is wholeheartedly helping me, while I'm just taking advantage of them.

His skin hurt from his bite, but my teeth were closed tightly without making any sound or moaning.

"I've always treated you like a princess, but you've always been a prostitute, a very scheming and intelligent prostitute." Ouyang Jing reciprocated me with the most vicious words, language is really the most powerful weapon to hurt people, it can quietly hurt people to the ground.

"You are now half the owner of the Hibiscus Group, just don't let me see you again when I go back."

Ouyang Jin's voice was choked when he said the last, and he slowly raised himself to leave me, and the injury in his eyes made me unbearable to look at it.

"Okay, as long as you do what you promised me when you go back, and announce my identity and position in front of everyone, I promise never to appear in front of you again."

I utter the last word, the last word that destroys the feelings between us.

I think I know everything about myself with my own hands. I am already guilty of the people I have hurt so much, but the person I am now is deeply hurt by my own hands and in the most vicious language.

I don't know what I have to do to repay the direct and indirect damage I have done to all of them.

"Ouyang Jin, I'm sorry."

Outside the window, there were still big marshmallow-like clouds, but my heart was no longer relaxed and cheerful, like a sponge that had soaked up water, and even every step was difficult and wet.

"Don't say I'm sorry, it's just a deal between us like you said, it doesn't matter if the deal is over, there is neither gratitude nor apology, I'm just feeling sorry for myself," Ouyang Jin laughed at himself, "Why would I be so stupid to find such a heartless person as you, and I once wanted to dedicate my heart to you." I'm really stupid to get home. ”

I remembered again that when Ouyang Jin painted the yacht, the sleeves of his clean shirt were rolled up high, and he looked serious like a child who had just learned to write, afraid of making every stroke and every stroke wrong. At that time, I was really moved and really wanted to marry him immediately, but now I hurt him deeply, and I personally tore up that feeling as beautiful as my first love.

Ouyang Jin, you hate me fiercely!

The more you hate me, the better it will be in my heart, and the less guilty I will feel in my heart.

If you all hate me, I will be less guilty and less guilty.