"Zhuoyu, I miss you so much."

I didn't speak again, feeling so tired as if I was going to never open my eyes again.

Zhuo Yu knew better than anyone that I understood me, and he just hugged me without moving, and the two of us kept hugging and not talking.

Perhaps, I am the only one who can let me get comfort and comfort at any time.

That day, Zhuoyu made noodles for me, and I sat quietly with him for an afternoon, just like before, on the days when Zhuoyu was not at work, we stayed at home, watched TV, played small games, and ate snacks, and an afternoon passed quickly.

"Xingzhu, what do you think I should do to redecorate this place?" In the evening, when I was drowsy watching TV, Zhuoyu showed me a few pictures of the finished decoration.

"Renovation?" I got up and sat down, took it and looked at it, "Why do you want to decorate?" ”

"I think it's time for a change of scenery, this house always reminds me of too many things, it's better to change the style. What do you think? "Juanyu and I looked at a few albums with great interest.

In the past, this house was shared by us, and there are even wedding photos of us hanging in it, and I have long been familiar with everything in it, but now I say that I want to change the style.

"I just want to start over." Seeing my hesitation, he touched my face and looked at me affectionately. I really want to start over with you and forget all the bad things in the past. There may be a lot of good memories in a good house, but I want to start again with you and start a new experience. ”

It's not that he doesn't want to ignore the past, he just wants to leave behind the past and start over.

It's just that I'm not a free person anymore.

"Zhuoyu, maybe you will find a new person who is good to you, and can start your life with you well." It's just that this person is no longer me.

Juanyu's expression was as I expected, stunned, questioning, incredible.

"Xingzhu, you know that I only want you alone."

"But we can't go back to the old days, you know, I'm not who I used to be." I really want to shout out loud and scold loudly, but I know that Zhuoyu shouldn't, he shouldn't be angry with me for no reason.

"I'm not who I used to be, so all we have to do is forget the past and start over, nothing, right?" It was hard for me to be ruthless because of his persistent appearance, and I had to turn my face away from him to make me make up my mind not to agree to him.

"But I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want that dull life anymore." Maybe I used to hate the ordinary life, but I definitely don't really hate it now, if I can really go back to the quiet and stable before, I am willing to change everything, but I can't hope for a dull life now.

Juanyu didn't speak, maybe what I said had hurt him deeply, I blamed the blandness of my life before, and the simplicity and boredom of my life before.

"Zhuoyu, I want to go back." I stood up and packed my own things.

Zhuo Yu didn't move, staring blankly at the ground and not speaking.

I straightened my clothes and carried my bag on my body. Look at Zhuoyu again, he still doesn't move.

Then I walked straight in front of him, and I wanted to hurt him so that he could understand that I was not worth his distress and nostalgia at all.

"Xingzhu, don't be so cruel to me, okay?" Juanyu took my hand and stopped me from moving forward. I was dragged by him and couldn't move forward.

I looked back, and his eyes were filled with endless sorrow and pleading.

"Zhuoyu, I have to go, you can only keep me for a moment," I looked at his hand holding my arm, he tried very hard to express all his resentment and sadness, but I can't, I can't be soft-hearted at all.

I ruthlessly broke his hand a little bit, then looked at him and walked out of the house without looking back.

When I walked into the elevator, I looked at myself reflected in the elevator, and suddenly I burst into tears, and everyone in the elevator looked at me like a monster. I've ridden this elevator countless times before with Juanyu, and I even know where it has lost a piece of patent leather. Everything here reminds me of all the little things in the past, and every plant and tree here can easily remind me of the past.

When I walked out of the door, my phone rang, and when I took it out to look, Ouyang Jinsan's words appeared in front of me like a talisman.

"Where are you going, there's a party in the evening, you clean up, I'll pick you up later." Ouyang Jin always talks to me like this now, assertive, zhuanzhi, domineering.

"I don't want to go, I'm going to spend the night with my dad." I refused, I didn't want to see him for a quarter of an hour now.

"If you don't go, I'll go see your dad, and I'll tell him about your contract with me today." Ouyang Jin chuckled, and when I heard him speak, I felt a chill rise from the bottom of my heart.

When I went back to my accommodation, my dad was about to cook dinner, and when he saw me come back, he happily pulled me to look at things.

"I saw a puppy seller today, and I thought it was cute, and I thought you might like it, so I bought one, how about you take a look?"

A tiny teddy, who should have just been full moon, curled up in a rattan nest, looked so cute that I immediately liked it.

"Dad, where did you buy it, it's so cute!" I took the puppy out of the cotton pad, and it was sleeping soundly, whimpering and screaming at my gentle hug.

"I went out for a walk in the afternoon, and I saw a pet store near the mall, so I went in without thinking about it, and I just saw that this little guy was very cute and bought it." Dad came over to pet the puppy, too.

I remembered that Zhuoyu also bought one for me before, but because I was pregnant later, I entrusted it to Xu Weiyang, but then I slowly didn't know what happened.

"Dad, I used to have a dog, and then I raised it for Xu Wei, I don't know what happened later?"

Thinking about the dog I raised for Xu Wei, I felt that I must be a person who didn't cherish it, because I liked that dog so much at the beginning, but then I completely forgot that it existed. I must be an unloving person who doesn't know how to cherish.

"That dog, Xu Wei said," Dad recalled, I took him to the sofa and sat down, "Xu Wei was very attentive to it, took good care of it, and then one day it ran outside, should it be lost or picked up by others, anyway, it never came back." ”

I didn't speak, just lowered my head and gently touched the puppy in my arms.

"Dad, I'm going out to socialize with a friend later, don't wait for me to come back at night, eat by yourself first."

When I said this, I suddenly felt that I was really a very irresponsible person, and I asked to bring my father to live with me, the purpose was to accompany him well, but look at the present, I still let him live alone every day.

"If you have something to do, go and get busy first, Dad is home alone, let's get busy first, work is important." Dad said urging me to go to the room and clean up.

I looked at him, shook his hand, and then let go back to the room without saying anything, Ouyang Jin will wait for me downstairs in half an hour.

"If there is any event next time, please tell me as soon as possible so that I can prepare." As soon as I got in the car, I complained to Ouyang Jin that my father was going to have dinner alone again.

"Today's performance is okay," Ouyang Jin didn't answer me, and directly took me over to take a closer look, "It's still so beautiful and charming, I myself wonder why I'm always confused by you." ”

I struggled for a while, but it was useless, and I gave up and stopped moving, and looked ahead, and the driver was sitting in a precarious position, not paying attention to this side at all.

"Ouyang Jin, let me state first, I live with my father now, sometimes it's not so convenient for me to be on call, I want you to respect me and don't always attack me suddenly. At the very least, you can tell me in advance about any activities and ask for my opinion, I just agreed to your request, but you can't take up all the time. ”

"Okay, I remember, I'll pay attention next time, but today's event is really unexpected, you remember the boss Shao I saw last time, he heard that I won the cruise cooperation project, and said that he was specially celebrating for me, and I can't shirk it, so I brought you." Ouyang Jin stopped harassing me and began to sit down.

I didn't speak. It's that Boss Shao again, this person is too insidious, always flattering me, I don't think the impression is very good.

"What's wrong, why don't you speak." Ouyang Jin came over to annoy me again, took out a red velvet brocade box from his pocket and gave it to me, I opened it for me without answering him, "You see how attentive I am to you, Tiffany's new earrings, can you try it when you wear it." ”

He restrained me arbitrarily and directly, then put the sparkling diamond earrings on me, and I looked at me as if he were a work of art.

"Sure enough, it's a good match for you, I'm still worried about whether it's too shiny, but now it seems that it's just right for you, you are shinier than these earrings."

"Thank you Boss Ouyang for the reward, I can't repay it." I smiled lightly, and then put my arms around his neck and flattered, "Boss Ouyang, I will have to bother you to take care of it in the future, I'm afraid you won't get tired of me so early." ”

Ouyang Jin laughed, and then pushed me into the corner, "You give me a little serious, I don't need your false flattery." If you really want to please me, pay more attention to me, and don't run to your ex-husband if you have nothing to do in the future, I will be angry and jealous. ”

After saying that, he let go of me, and straightened his clothes and ignored me. I sat down with a chill in my heart, he was actually spying on me.

Boss Shao had been waiting for us to come for a long time, and as soon as I entered, I heard him boasting and praising again.

"Miss Su is really getting more and more outstanding day by day, Brother Ouyang, you are really blessed."

I didn't speak, let go of Ouyang Jin's arm and found an inconspicuous seat to sit down.

"Boss Shao, don't praise her so much, she lost her temper with me just now, look at it, I'm still angry at this time." Ouyang Jin's voice sounded like torture to me.

"Then Brother Ouyang has to work hard to coax her, after all, Miss Su is now highly powerful, and your cruise project is not all thanks to her." Boss Shao stood up and wanted to salute me again, and I had no choice but to put on a smiling face.

"Boss Shao, I'm really embarrassed to let you be so polite every time." I just want to get drunk now, and when I'm drunk, I don't have to think about these upset things, so I took this opportunity to drink a big glass of wine.

"Miss Su is not only becoming more and more outstanding now, but also has a lot of alcohol, Brother Ouyang, you have to coax more, wait for her to get drunk in anger, and then be drunk at night, I don't know if you can handle it."

I listened to the people at the table laughing, and I thought it was annoying. Look at Ouyang Jin, he sat firmly on the Diaoyutai and didn't look at me and chuckled.

"Women, it's cute to make her lose her temper at the right time, Boss Shao, since you are specially holding this celebration banquet for me today, then I will thank you for your kindness in advance, and I will have a toast first."

I just took the opportunity to have another drink, I looked at Ouyang Jin's appearance and felt that he was really a big beast, he said a set of things, but he was so insidious and cunning.

"Boss Shao, you are really a good person, Boss Ouyang is your opponent, you are happy for him when his business is done, I really admire your measurements." I think Ouyang Jin will definitely be angry with me, he is such a stingy person, I praise and brag to Boss Shao like this, he must be very angry, "Boss Shao, I salute you." ”

"Of course I have to agree to Miss Su being so polite, and it is a great blessing for me to be able to make the beauty respect me." Boss Shao and I drank the wine in the cup at the same time, and the people below immediately applauded.

I sat down and poured myself full.

"Ladies and gentlemen, although we are not familiar with it now, it doesn't matter, we have a fate, since we have the opportunity to sit at a table, it means that our fate is not shallow, how about I toast you for fate?"

The people below agreed and said yes, and I drank it all again.

At the end of the first game, I felt that I couldn't do it, and I was dizzy and wanted to go to the toilet.

I thanked everyone and apologized for going to the bathroom, and I almost threw up in the bathroom. I started drinking as soon as I came, I didn't eat anything, and now I don't even vomit.

I came out of it after a period of tossing and turning, and as soon as I came out, I saw that Boss Shao was also here.

"Boss Shao, you are also here, it seems that we are really fated, we can meet anywhere." I think I must have been drunk at this point, and I was walking in a spin.

"Miss Su, you are really good at talking," Boss Shao came over to help me, but his hand was on my waist and did not move, "Miss Su, don't you feel very sad, it's easy to get drunk when you drink alone, right?" ”

I became alert, his hands groped up and down on my back, and I suddenly felt nauseous.

"Boss Shao, it's time for me to go back, Boss Ouyang should be in a hurry." I was half awake from my drinking, but he was unmoved, and seemed to be more presumptuous about leaning into my face.

"Boss Shao, what are you going to do, let me go." I screamed and pushed his hand hard, but I couldn't push him.