Just like Xu Wei said, I have long been spoiled by Zhuoyu, under his protection I have always been willful, I only feel that everything I say and do is right, and a little disapproval from others is disobeying me.

Now, there is another person next to Zhuoyu to enjoy this pampering exclusively, obviously I personally pushed Zhuoyu to others, but I began to feel heartache and began to regret and began to be jealous.

"Zhuoyu, she's a good girl, isn't she?" When I had dinner with them in the evening, I took advantage of the time when the girl named Jiang Xin went to the bathroom before I dared to talk to Zhuo Yu alone.

"Well, it's good, it's gentle." Zhuo Yu didn't look up, eating food silently, and his voice didn't have any emotion.

"That's good," I said silently, actually trying to persuade myself that everything was okay. Now that I have someone to replace me by his side, I should live my life with complete peace of mind. "Zhuoyu, you have to live a good life."

"You are the same, you must live well." Juanyu looked into my eyes, his eyes were clean and clear, as always, making me feel quiet, warm and safe.

I looked at Juanyu's face carefully, and I didn't know when it started, Juanyu's face had begun to have fine wrinkles, and the corners of his eyes began to have heavy exhaustion.

Over the past few days, we have all experienced a dark life like death. I really thought that I might not be able to live in the period after the child died, but I didn't expect that I still didn't have the courage to die. And Zhuoyu, in addition to facing my indifference and blame for him, has to suffer much more pain than me like me.

Juanyu is probably so tired because of me.

"Zhuoyu, I'm really sorry!"

I'm sorry that you have always been so good to me, but I ruined our lives, I'm sorry, you should have been standing in the clouds all along, and it was I who dragged you into the quagmire and was full of injuries, and I am sorry that you have never hurt and complained all the time, I have involved you again and again, and even in the end, I no longer want you.

I held back my tears, desperately trying to think of something happy to distract me from the moment. But Juanyu's eyes, which have always been melancholy and hurt, make me unable to do anything about the project.

"Zhuoyu, I'll go first, Jiang Xin still has to trouble you to explain it to me." I barely waited for myself to finish standing up and running away, and Juanyu hurriedly got up and chased after me.

I ran away, and I never saw Zhuoyu's eyes looking at me so tenderly, I was afraid that I would be soft-hearted and couldn't help but throw myself into his arms. I knew he was right after me, but I ordered myself not to look back, because if I did, it wasn't just the two of us who would be hurt again.

Ouyang Jin called me on time every day, even if he knew what I had eaten at night. And Jiang Xin would rather fall out with her father than fall in love with the new employees in her father's company.

The taxi stopped abruptly in front of me, and I opened the door and went in, aimlessly.

He was standing two steps away from me, watching me get into the car, wiping my tears, and leaving him without looking back.

I walked up and down the streets of Los Angeles alone, and the driver looked at me in the rearview mirror more than once. Maybe for him, who reads countless people every day, it is not strange for a woman like me to be alone aimlessly and sobbing all the time on a big night, it is nothing more than a broken love.

"Just stop in front of you." I finally stabilized myself and chose a quiet alleyway to get off the bus.

"Hey, there's a nice bar around the corner in front, have fun!" When I closed the door and was leaving, the driver poked his head out and kindly reminded me.

I smiled and thanked, do I really need a drink?

I followed the driver's instructions to the bar on the corner, with a slightly dilapidated wooden door and a simple sign hanging above the door, sunset. The bar is not big and not noisy inside, but as soon as I entered, I felt the intimate atmosphere inside.

Probably everyone who came here just wanted to have a drink, so everyone quietly occupied a corner and did not affect each other.

I walked over to the bar and sat down, next to an older man with long hair and drowsy.

"Good evening, Oriental beauty, what do you want?" The bartender was not a young man, and he asked me very gently and casually, and his hair was very short, like a bare hair, and the first thing I felt was that he looked like a bad person.

But think about it, is there a bad guy who would greet you so humorously and gently?

"What's the best and most popular here?" I took the small plate of popcorn he handed me and half-played and half-ate.

"So what are your moods now, and how about a drink according to your mood?" The bartender was still smiling, and I felt more and more that the image of American bars in the TV movies was slowly disappearing in my mind, how good this bartender was, and how good he could make drinks according to his mood.

I thought about it for a moment and felt like I couldn't put into words what I felt.

"Then what do you think I'm in right now, you can make me a cup of what kind of drink."

He nodded, and went to get busy without saying anything.

I watched him perform while I waited.

A tall glass, two ice cubes, double vodka, one apple juice, and a little more blue I don't know what it was, and a slice of green apple on the side of the glass, and he came to me.

"Try it!" He motioned to me, and I looked at him suspiciously, and took a sip.

It's spicy!

The first sensation is that it is both spicy and strong, and the complete alcohol is attacking the taste buds. Then it was slowly spicy, but it was sweet, sour, and then sweet, and I couldn't help but take another sip.

"What is it and how is it done?" I asked him, and he seemed to think my strangeness was expected.

He didn't speak, just smiled and wiped the bar, preparing coasters and popcorn for the new guests.

I slowly sipped the wine. It's like first love, violently attacking people's nerves, slowly making people feel sweet and sour, but after everything is satisfied.

"How's it going, does it fit your mood?" He finally finished his work and came to talk to me.

"It's good, but how. Is there anything magical in this? "I had drunk most of the blue, bewitching liquid, and my cheeks began to heat as I bit into the green apple.

"It's called forget-me-not, and it's as impressive as first love." The bartender explained.

This is really more relevant to the content. First love is always impressive, just like the strong impact that this wine begins to bring to people, it hits the heart and nerves, and then slowly dissolves into an inexhaustible sweetness.

I nodded, "You're great!" ”

Then I drank only one drink that night, a drink called forget-me-not, which seemed gentle but was actually very naughty.

I was asleep on my table when the bar closed, and the bald bartender came over and patted me kindly, reminding me that they were closing.

I stood up and staggered out.

"Thank you, you're great, I had a very peculiar experience today." I probably drank too much, and I felt like my tongue was stiffening when I spoke.

It was a little cold to come out and stand on a quiet street with no people. When a cold wind blew, I shuddered, wrapped my coat tightly and walked slowly.

Why didn't Ouyang Jin call me, why didn't he call now that it's so late, I don't know if I am alone outside now and haven't gone back?

There were also one or two people passing by occasionally on the street, with fast steps, and everyone wanted to get home quickly, and so did I. But why didn't anyone go back with me anymore?

I couldn't stop the car alone, and I didn't know where to go, and the hot flashes from the alcohol I had just drunk had been completely blown away by the night wind. Sitting on a bench on the side of the road for a while, I slowly couldn't help but want to sleep.

A couple of young men came out of nowhere, and ran up to me to shush and ask to warm up.

"Hey, good evening, let's go have some fun, shall we?" One of them sat down next to me and put his hand on my shoulder.

"yes, it's fun, let's go together."

"Yes, yes, how boring it is to be alone here, everyone is fun together."

These people are as noisy as bugs, affecting my mood and sleep.

"Stay away from me." I pushed one of them away and got up to leave, but was held back by my fat hand, unable to move.

"Hey, don't be so boring, what's wrong with playing together."

"I'm not interested, let me go!" Ouyang Jin, you are a bastard, what are you doing here alone, you said that you would call me at night, but you haven't called until now. And these people are so annoying, but a group of children who have not yet grown up are extremely difficult. Before I could say anything else, I already felt like I was hanging in the air, and by the time I could react, I was already being carried.

"Let go of me, you bastards, what do you want?" I was so angry that I actually spoke Chinese. It's useless to punch and kick, and I don't know where to be taken by this group of bastards.

As they walked faster and faster, I began to sober up more and more, what should I do if I was really bullied by these bastards, oh my God, why did I run out to drink, why did I suffer for myself, why did I have such a nervous path.

But what now?

However, the development of events did not make me despair for long, as a few young people soon put me down.

I was still in a daze, when I saw a black sedan stop in front of me, and then a very strong man with a black trench coat and a collar raised high to cover his face, and I couldn't see who he was for a while.

"Get out!" As soon as I opened my mouth, I knew who this man was.

Ouyang Jin's scar-faced bodyguard, the person he said has always been protecting me in the dark.

Those young people may have been frightened by his aura, stunned for a moment and then scurried.

I was so awake that Scar's bodyguard didn't move forward, looked at me and turned away.

"Alas, wait a minute, when did you appear with me, why didn't you dedicate yourself. Since you saw me fall into their hands, why didn't you save me sooner. ”

I think about the screaming for help I just now, I almost called half the street, why didn't he come earlier, didn't he follow me all the time?

He ignored me, got into the car, looked at me, and got ready to drive.

I quickly got in the car, fastened my seatbelt and went to see him again.

"Why didn't you show up sooner, my voice was hoarse."

"Then you won't dare to have a next time."

The man said sullenly, "In the long time since I knew this man, this was the first thing he said to me, and he deliberately didn't show up sooner to punish me."

"Don't tell Ouyang Jin!" It only occurred to me at this time that if Ouyang Jin knew, he would definitely scold me again.

"He's already waiting for you!" The next second, his words made me want to continue to be taken away by those little hooligans.

Why is Ouyang Jin here again? Check me out of the blue?