175 Is this the beginning?

"I've been in jail before."

When Ouyang Jin said this, I was stunned for a moment, and then I felt that it was nothing.

People like him definitely have their own stories, I just don't know how his story developed and how it ended.

"Oh, life is always exciting." I avoided his gaze and avoided looking at him, answering as little as possible.

"Do you want to make your life a little more exciting?"

"Isn't my life exciting enough now," I asked rhetorically, taking off my head with one hand, and looking at Ouyang Jin fixedly, "Ouyang Jin, in fact, the two of us have a lot of things in common." ”

"How is it the same, for example?" Ouyang Jin is also more interested, anyway, the two of us are too lazy to work now, so it's better to talk.

"For example, they are all the same people who are going through difficulties, they are all the same people who have lost their children, they are all the same people who are being squeezed by the same people, and they are all the same thousands of troops in front of one person." I summarized these points, in fact, I also said nonsense, but I just felt that since I was bored, I just had fun with myself, I was troubled, and I was happy, so it was better to make myself happy, "Ouyang Jin, what do you think, we just got married because of misfortune." ”

"Well, it seems to make some sense." Ouyang Jin nodded and commented, "Su Xingzhu, don't you want to know my story and my story, seeing that you have known me for so long, it seems that you have never taken the initiative to ask me about Guan = one = this = read = everything about me, do you not love me at all, why don't I seem to feel your love for me?" ”

"Do you still need me to ask what you want to say, and besides, if I ask, you may not answer me. I think that's pretty good, but if you're trying to hide something from me on purpose, and I don't know if you're going to ask me more and more? ”

"I really don't know if you are tired of thinking about so many things every day, thinking about things so complicated?" Ouyang Jinshen stretched out his hand and slapped me on the head, I looked at him in pain, "Think about it, it's not good if you're too sensible, it doesn't look cute, men still want women to be stupid, always so smart and self-assertive, where to put men's face." ”

"Then you're quite calculating, right," I thought it was surprising, how could Ouyang Jin be such a cheesy person, shouldn't he be high and always have an inconsequential expression, "Then if I ask you, will you answer me all?" ”

"You ask, I'll look at the situation, it depends."

"Then let me ask you, what about your mother, what about your father, and your family, it seems that I have never heard you talk about your family."

In fact, I have known Ouyang Jin for so long, and I also want to ask him about his situation, his family, and everything about him, but it seems that I have never had the initiative in this regard, maybe I am really not suitable to be a lover.

Ouyang Jin didn't speak, I paused and continued.

"Ouyang Jin, do you think I'm not gentle and ignorant?"

"No, I think you're sometimes lacking in heart, I just like people who lack heart, so I don't think there's anything wrong with you."

Ouyang Jin said leisurely, I thought about it for a while before I felt that he scolded me, it seems that I am really stupid and stupid, and my reaction is still very slow.

"Then don't you still think I'm stupid," I was suddenly deflated, and lowered my head to think about how to deal with it, "You answer me, didn't you answer when I asked, I want to know about your family." ”

"Well, my family's affairs, I have a mother and a father." Ouyang was cautious, leaned back on the sofa, and thought about it seriously.

Isn't this all nonsense, who has two mothers or several dads?

"And then, are there no brothers and sisters?"

"Yes, I had a sister who was adopted by my parents, but then I died in an accident when I was in college, and I was very sad at that time. I have had a good relationship with my sister since I was a child, and then she left me alone, and the family focused on spoiling me, but I have always felt guilty, as if I had taken away her share of love, both sad and guilty. ”

I didn't expect that Ouyang Jin, like me, had experienced the death of a loved one a long time ago, and it seemed that we had one more thing in common.

"I'm sorry I didn't think to remind you of something sad." I suddenly felt guilty, Ouyang Jin is such a person, his sadness will definitely not be revealed to outsiders so easily, so I feel that I am forcing him to be sad again.

"What's the matter with you, my sister has passed away a long time ago, and I didn't even know you at that time," Ouyang Jin chuckled, but there was no smile in his eyes at all, "Then ask, I want to express my heart now, don't miss the opportunity." ”

"How are your parents now, and where do they live?"

"What, do you want to visit, you are in such a hurry to see your in-laws?" Ouyang Jin was not serious again, and he smiled.

"Yes, I want to see what kind of couple it is, and the son born is so wonderful, I admire what kind of environment you grew up in. Ouyang Jin, you really make me admire sometimes, but I just wanted to save up a little confidence and want to encourage you, but your pride came out again and made me feel upset. ”

"It's so contradictory, then you just ignore my bad side." Ouyang Jin said coldly and hugged me, I was frightened and couldn't help pinching him.

"It's annoying, you're serious," I scolded as I hit him, "Answer the question quickly, don't try to fool around." ”

"Well, my mom is now in a nursing home with Alzheimer's, and my dad died of lung cancer a few years ago."

Now I started to have nothing to say again, why are things about Ouyang Jin always bad and sad?

"I'm sorry, I didn't expect that."

"It's okay, don't I still have you now, my mother needs me to take care of it regularly every month, wouldn't it be better to have you with me in the coming year." Ouyang pretended to laugh, only I could see that he was now facing his difficulties alone, with no one to talk to, and he didn't know how to make himself laugh.

"Ouyang Jin, it's okay, I will always be by your side," I said and got up and hugged him, the first time I took the initiative to hug the man in front of me so directly, his hair was very clean and neat, like a child who couldn't help but want to love, "Ouyang Jin, you still have me." ”

Ouyang Jin stretched out his hand to hug me and sighed softly.

"Fool, it's so silly and cute."

That night, Ouyang Jin and I hugged each other and slept together, the first time we fell asleep so close without any affection and **. I listened to the steady breathing of Ouyang Jin in my sleep, and sighed in my heart.

Men really have to take on a lot more than women, Ouyang Jing quietly hides his sad and soft side, but he still has to be glamorous in front of everyone, and he doesn't care. When my mother died, even if I was still young, even crying should be forgivable and understandable, but I have always been now, as long as I think about it, I still can't help but shed tears, people say that sadness will slowly fade and fade slowly, but I seem to be getting more and more serious.

I now understand why Ouyang Jin never told me about him, his relatives, and he has been experiencing the sadness that he is most unwilling and least willing to say.

I rolled over and touched his face, it was smooth, and I couldn't see any sadness, but I knew that there was a deep hidden side of myself beneath the surface. When his daughter died, he didn't say too much, maybe he felt that even if he expressed it, there might not be anyone to help him share it.

People are like this, they always endure and endure, they lie to themselves and say that it is good to endure it again, and if they endure it again, everything will pass, and everything will be sunny, but in fact, they know very well that sunny days are always just things to look forward to.

I quietly held Ouyang Jin's hand, I will always be by your side, no matter what happens in the future, I will spare no effort to help you, support you, and never give up.

Because of the edible oil incident, the Hibiscus Group was closed down by the relevant departments for education and rectification, seeing that the days are passing day by day, not to mention the losses, the relevant departments and the Hibiscus Group itself have not explained too much, and gradually this matter seems to have faded out of people's sight.

The power of public opinion can not be underestimated, at the beginning of the recent frequent outbreak of edible oil incidents, around the repeated prohibition of gutter oil incidents are very worried and worried, now slowly seem to be used to it, food safety has always been a concern of everyone, but only the superficial prohibition is difficult to solve the actual problem.

Ouyang Jin is now very nervous to work every day, he said that it is a big deal to close the restaurant, the people take food as the sky, and food is always easy for people to make a fuss, so since this is the case, it is better to worry less. Although the benefits of diet are fast, there are many problems to face, so it is better not to do it.

I scolded him for not being angry, could it be that if someone else gives you a random dismount, you will disarm and surrender yourself?

On this day, we had dinner together after work, but temporarily he had something to do, so I had to go home by myself, but when I got home, I saw someone I hadn't seen for a long time, Aunt Zeng Jin.

"It seems like we haven't seen each other for a long time, and I didn't expect Xingzhu to be more and more beautiful now." Zeng Jin was a little less shy than before, but it could be seen that she was still maintaining her hypocritical politeness. "I really hope Xingzhu can make great achievements, but I heard that everyone in the Hibiscus Group is now in danger, I don't know what your plans are?"

"What can you do, the water will come to cover the earth, and the soldiers will come to block it, it seems that Aunt Zeng is now more and more concerned about business matters, and Tianyi may not have the courage and ability of you."

"If you have nothing to do, it's better to find something for yourself, save yourself from having nothing to do every day, being boring and annoying, Tianyi is also very capable, but sometimes it depends on luck."

"Aunt Zeng, you are so respectable, how can anyone dislike you, I am afraid that you will think that we people have too little to do every day, and we have nothing to do, so I specially arranged some episodes for us." I really don't want to fool myself. In fact, I couldn't hold back long after I knew about Zhuo Yu and Xu Wei, but it was not the right time for Ouyang Jin to persuade me at that time, but now I regret that it was not worth it to endure so much at that time.

"Aunt Zeng, isn't Xu Wei your own daughter, didn't you think about the ending when you used her?"

She smiled, and it was the first time I had seen her smile so insolently, and the impression of her delicate elegance that had always been on me was suddenly shattered.

"What do I regret, I have never had such a daughter, you ask her, she has never treated me as a mother," she skillfully lit a cigarette as she spoke, "Since you choose not to be patient, confront me face to face, and talk about everything, then I will simply tell you, my object is not you, it is your mother, it is Xu Xiaolian, you are just a shortcut to my revenge, since you take revenge, then it is not far away, since Xu Wei does not recognize me, then I will take advantage of it, Anyway, I gave birth to her too, she should. ”

I was cold, women broke and exploded, a hundred times more thoroughly than men, and I didn't know how to deal with what happened next.