"Ouyang Jin, let's not meet again, okay?"

Don't meet again, never have any intersections and relationships again, okay?

There was no sound in the carriage, and at this moment it was quiet and scary around us, only the monotonous sound of the wind leaving behind the shadows of the speeding cars outside the window.

"Listen to me, things aren't what you think." Ouyang Jin's current appearance is something I have never seen before, humble, sincere, begging, and even humble.

His eyes lit up with a begging light, and he wanted me to be bewitched by him again, and to soften my heart from him, but this time I had made up my mind not to trust him anymore.

"Does it work, do you explain that you can erase that your approach to me in the first place was premeditated?"

It was only after I finished that I realized how loud my voice was, how vicious my tone was, and how unprecedented my image was.

Ouyang Jin looked at me for a long time, and then lowered his head, thinking like a child who had done something wrong in front of the teacher.

"Xingzhu, I'm sorry, I didn't expect to hurt you so deeply." Ouyang Jin muttered in a low voice, I could barely hear what he was saying.

"You're welcome, I also want to thank your men for their mercy, after all, you didn't use me so thoroughly, it was for the sake of a friend, right?"

When I talk to him now, I don't care about our feelings and feelings at all, and I shudder just when I think of this 'one' book 'reading' man in front of me approaching me with a kind of scheming, so hard that I really can't get a sincere heart?

"Xingzhu, I'm sorry for the purpose I had when I approached you in the first place, this incident will remind me how stupid I was in the rest of my life, but I promise I never thought of thinking about you again, I just want to live a good life with you."

"Ouyang Jin, don't say it again, we had a bad start at the beginning, even if you work hard to repair it later, it can't cover up your original thoughts and plans. I just don't want to go on like this, do you want to continue with other ingredients, at least I don't want to go on like this. ”

As soon as I thought that the beginning between us was to play with exploitation, I couldn't go on any longer. I even thought about really living with Ouyang Jin, getting married and having children together, supporting each other and accompanying each other.

But looking at it now, it's completely unnecessary.

"Xingzhu, I've always wanted to tell you, but I've always been afraid that you will be angry and ignore me, it's my fault, I shouldn't treat you like this, but please believe that I have always been sincere to you. Every time I want to confess to you, but I don't have the courage to see you believe in me and trust me so much. I've always been afraid of losing you, and it's this fear that makes me afraid to face you, apologize to you, and tell you the truth. ”

"What about me, should I just ignore it like this? I should just act like nothing happened, and continue to talk to you about what you have to do, right? I couldn't help but scream, at this moment I thought of only deception, just exploitation, just deliberate, no longer have the warmth I had before.

Ouyang Jin stopped talking when he heard me shouting like this, and lowered his head decadently like a defeated soldier.

"Ouyang Jin, since I have known you for a while, you have brought me a lot of wonderful experiences and memories. I'm thankful and glad that whatever your intentions, you've given me a whole new experience from my previous life. The experience I have had since this time will have a great impact and help me in my future life. Ouyang Jin, I thank you very much, but I don't want to do this anymore, do you understand? ”

During this period of our contact, I was a recipient most of the time, quietly waiting for Ouyang Jin to do all the things for me, and from time to time to express a sentence or two of opinions to express dissatisfaction.

To be honest, Ouyang Jin was really good to me, so good that I couldn't leave him for a moment.

"Xingzhu, don't do this to me, okay?" Ouyang Jin's expression was painful, his tone was sad, his hand wanted to come over and pull me, but he only stayed in mid-air timidly.

I didn't speak, and turned my head hard not to look at him. I didn't dare to look at his face at this time, I didn't dare to look at his expression, I was afraid that I would want to forgive him if I couldn't bear it.

"Xingzhu, let's go home, we don't think about anything, it's okay for us to go on a trip, we don't want to do anything related to work anymore. You can go wherever you want, as long as you don't ignore me like that. ”

If all the wrong things could be remedied by reparation, wouldn't there be no sorrow, and all people would live happily and in harmony?

"Ouyang Jin, what I need is not compensation, I don't need anything, I just want to be quiet and don't think about anything, can you give me a chance to be quiet?"

I still went back to his residence with Ouyang Jin that night, I was afraid that if I went home rashly at night, my father would be worried that suspicion would make random guesses, so I decided not to tell anyone, and I would wait until tomorrow to make specific plans.

We slept in separate rooms, and as soon as I returned to his residence, I entered the guest room where I had never been before, and Ouyang Jin followed me, and after I entered, I closed the door directly, keeping him out of my sight.

It was only when the door was closed that I had the courage to relax. The last night I had such a wonderful experience that I didn't have enough energy to expend when I was asked to leave and then told me such a secret.

"Xingzhu, let's talk, okay, don't lock yourself up like this."

Ouyang Jin gently patted the door panel outside, not persistent, just patted it lightly twice and stopped moving.

"Ouyang Jin, go to sleep, I feel very tired and want to go to bed early, what's the matter for later?" I leaned against the door panel, my eyes looking at the dark room, and I was speaking to myself.

The whole room was like a huge black hole that was about to swallow me, and I gradually became overwhelmed by the darkness, and gradually adapted to the darkness. When we go out in the morning, we hug and kiss each other, which is kind of encouragement, but when we come back here in the evening, it is already a thousand years.

There were a few dull sounds from the door panel, probably Ouyang Jin was also leaning on the door panel.

"Xingzhu, what should I do to forgive me?" Ouyang Jin's voice came through the door panel, it was not very loud, but the words smashed into my heart.

"Xingzhu, do you remember the first time I saw you?" Ouyang Jin told me, and I followed him back to the past.

"How cute you were at that time, Shen Yan was notoriously calm and steady, but once he wanted to test someone, his ideas were also strange. You were sweeping the floor, over and over again, and I looked at you and thought you were serious and silly cute. At that time, I wanted to tease you, and I couldn't help but tease you. ”

At that time, I was experiencing a marriage change and a miscarriage, and Shen Yan introduced me to his company to work, but as soon as I went to Shen Yan, he asked me to sweep the floor first. I met Ouyang Jin for the first time when I was sweeping the floor, and my first impression of him was very bad at that time, the big boss, merry, and merciful, these are my evaluations of him. Later, I had dinner with him because he was a friend of Shen Yan, and it would be rude for me to refuse in person, but after slowly contacting him, I realized that he was not actually the person I imagined.

Ouyang Jin is very considerate, knows what women want, and deeply understands what can impress women. When I first met him, he was always very considerate and arranged everything for me. What I remember most is that once we had dinner, it was the first time I went to such a high-end hotel, I was afraid that I would lose my demeanor in an unsafe place, and the high heels I was wearing were too high, so Ouyang Jin politely asked me if I wanted to lend me his arm, and then supported me the whole time. My impression of him changed after that night, he was a very personable and talkative man, and he knew very well what to say and do to make a girl's heart flutter, and his face was shy and angry, and his heart was already very sweet.

"Ouyang Jin, you can always touch a girl's heart so easily." I sighed, I used to think that I didn't have a soothing, and my life might always be like this gray after I didn't have children, but after Ouyang Jin appeared, I began to think about happiness again, I wanted to be colorful.

"My greatest right is to be able to meet you and impress you, and the greatest happiness is to be able to catch up with you, but the biggest mistake in my life is to think of using you at the beginning."

The two of us just talked through the door panel, and we were still a pair of sticky and inseparable people in the morning, and now we would rather let a door panel separate each other.

"Ouyang Jin, do you think I'm pitiful, what made you want to use it at the beginning to want to pity it later? I don't think I'm pretty, I don't think I'm cute, why do you think I'm like that? ”

No matter what Ouyang Jin planned and planned at the beginning, he couldn't hide the fact that he had worked so hard to help me.

What I haven't understood is that I have been divorced and pregnant with children, Ouyang Jin is young and promising, and there are many girls around him who are younger than me and younger than me, why should he choose to like me?

"Because you are kind, because I feel good and quiet when I am with you. When I'm with you, I don't have to think about scheming, I don't have to think about scheming, I don't have to think about whether this woman is greedy for anything when I'm with me. You are so simple, simple and kind and terrible, some people only think of themselves in the face of interests and dangers, you are different from them, you only think of how to help others, how to minimize the harm to the greatest extent. ”

"I'm not as good as you say."

I sat down slowly, the carpet in Ouyang Jin's house was very soft and warm, I didn't feel cold or hard at all, but the softness in my heart began to freeze slowly.

"Ouyang Jin, do you know, I was very afraid of the dark when I was young, my mother was still alive at that time, she always waited for me to fall asleep before turning off the lights every day, but then after my mother died, I had to adapt to the darkness alone. So I gradually felt that there was nothing that I couldn't accept, it just didn't push you to that point. So Ouyang Jin, I will slowly make myself strong again, but I may need a little more time this time. ”

Some time ago, I was eager to give birth to Ouyang Jin. Some time ago, I was fantasizing about what Ouyang Jin and I would be like in 50 years. Today, I still look forward to waking up every morning with the first rays of sunshine shining on the bedside, and what a beautiful thing it is for Ouyang to give me a good morning kiss.

"Ouyang Jin, let's break up!"