187 What are you doing at my house?
Ouyang Jin's sister died because of guilt for her younger brother, which is why Ouyang Jin has refused to confide in others easily over the years. Their two sisters and brothers, one was hurt because of their family, and the other was in prison because of their sister, which was already pitiful enough, but the sister couldn't think about it because of the guilt she felt for her brother in her heart. That's why Ouyang Jin doesn't communicate with people and doesn't reveal his heart to others.
Just because he doesn't want anyone else to be implicated because of him.
"He never told me that." I muttered to myself.
I didn't know that Ouyang Jin had such a gloomy period before, I always thought that what I had endured was sad enough, but I didn't expect that Ouyang Jin was actually more pitiful than me.
"He wasn't going to tell anyone, I just saw what happened to him before." Shen Yan said, his tone was extremely sad, I had never looked at him so seriously as I did today.
It turns out that once a man's emotional world is delicate, it can be more thorough and thorough than a woman.
I sat there not knowing what to say. Ouyang Jin has known him since now, in fact, my impression of him has not been too bad, and I was still very infatuated and dependent on him until yesterday.
"Then why did he think of using me, does he have any grievances and grudges with Boss Shao?" All I could think about was why he was approaching me and why he was using me for his purposes. What kind of entanglement does he have with Shao Lao|δΈ|ζ¬|read|board?
"The surnamed Shao bought his father's company and forced his father to death."
After Shen Yan finished speaking, I was already stunned. I didn't know that there was such a grudge between Ouyang Jin and Boss Shao.
"I, uh, I don't know about these things, I just ?ββ" I looked at Shen Yan, not knowing what to say.
"I understand, like you, I have more sympathy for Ouyang Jin. It's just that I know that what he needs is not sympathy," Shen Yan was more sad than me, "He was more beautiful than all of us before, and what he experienced later was also something that none of us dared to experience." β
"Then what do you mean by telling me this, and what do you want me to do?" I whispered. Ouyang Jin and I, we have separated, even if we meet in the future, it will be at most a greeting between friends.
"Xingzhu, I came to you today to say this just to make you think about it again, Ouyang Jin was confused at the beginning before he thought of using you, but if you think about what he did to you later, shouldn't you forgive him."
"Shen Yan, this is not the same thing at all." I tried to persuade myself to be ruthless, but in fact, my heart has been silently heavy.
Ouyang Jin has always endured more than me.
"Shen Yan, if you come today to intercede for Ouyang Jin, you still don't want to, I and him are already over. If we meet again in the future, we will still be friends, and if you continue to help him intercede like this, I am afraid that I may not even be able to be friends in the future. β
"Xingzhu, don't you think you are too harsh on Ouyang Jin, he is just confused for a while, but he has worked hard to correct it and work hard to manage the relationship between you, can't you forgive him once for the sake of his dedication?"
"Shen Yan, don't say it," I waved my hand, not intending to continue to dwell on this issue, "Ouyang Jin is stronger than you imagined, I believe that he can quickly come out of this relationship, I am actually persuading myself by saying this, we all have to face ourselves again." β
Shen Yan looked at me, his mouth opened, and he didn't say anything more.
"Shen Yan, I want to trouble you to take care of Ouyang Jin more, I know it's a bit redundant for me to say this, after all, you have been good friends for many years, and you will definitely take good care of him. But I really want to ask you to take good care of him, I didn't know that his life was so heavy. β
Shen Yan nodded, and agreed.
We sat like this for almost a morning, and I listened to Shen Yan restore a real Ouyang Jin to me little by little, and I sent him to the elevator door when I left.
"Xingzhu, you can also take good care of yourself, Ouyang Jin, don't worry, I will persuade him well, but if you change your mind, come to him at any time."
Shen Yan laughed when he said this, we all squeezed out smiles at each other, we just took it as a joke.
"yes, okay, I got it."
The elevator door opened, Shen Yan walked in, and we waved goodbye.
I breathed a sigh of relief as I watched the door close. My heart began to have mixed tastes, what is Ouyang Jin doing now? Did he go to work, did he want to talk to someone like me?
I went back to my room in a daze, and it took me a long time to remember that I was going home to see my dad today.
Thinking of this, I went to find my clothes and get home in time for lunch.
When I opened the suitcase to look for clothes, I found that the suitcase had been put into a small red velvet box at some point, and tears flowed out of my eyes when I saw it.
It was the first time I went to the United States with Ouyang Jin, and the ring box when he confessed to me in the restaurant.
I held the little box and stuck it to my chest. At this time, if Ouyang Jin was in front of me, I would definitely throw myself into his arms, hugged him fiercely, and said Ouyang Jin, let's start again, okay, let's not think about the previous things anymore, okay?
But now, I'm trying to calm myself down and calm my emotions. I calmly wiped away my tears, put the small box at the bottom of the suitcase, found a modest dress to change into, and put on a smiling face to go to see my dad.
When I got home, it was time for lunch, and the kitchen was still busy, and lunch was not yet ready.
"Hey, why are you back, don't go to work today?" Xu Wei was helping to choose vegetables, and it was very strange to see me come back.
"Why can't I come back, I can't come back to eat." I also reached out and played with a kale in my hand, looked at her and said.
"Okay, the point is that I'm not used to sudden surprises like you, how about it," Xu Wei said and leaned into my ear, "How is it with Ouyang Jin, how far has it become, Dad also asked me to ask when you plan to get married?" β
I'm glad I wasn't drinking water, otherwise I would have sprayed her in the face.
"Did Dad ask you or did you want to ask?" I complained that she has always been more concerned about some other people's gossip.
"Is there a difference, it means that we all love you and care about your lifelong problems."
"Thank you, you better take care of yourself first." I actually didn't want to talk about Ouyang Jin and me at all at this time, so I avoided it.
"You don't always want to run away, it's a serious matter. You fall in love, get married, and live together, these are all very normal and natural things, what is there to twist and twist. β
Xu Wei is more persistent, so he has to follow me to ask for an understanding.
I lost what I was holding, grabbed a can of drink from the fridge and headed to the living room.
"Where's Daddy, aren't you home?"
"Here, discuss things with Ouyang Jin in the study."
What, discussing things with Ouyang Jin in the study?
"What are you talking about, Ouyang Jin is in our house?" I can't believe it, let's confirm again.
"Yes, he's been here for a long time, I thought you had an appointment, why didn't you know he was coming?" Xu Wei felt very strange and asked me while drinking water.
"Oh, no, I'm just asking."
I said and hurried upstairs to the study, what is Ouyang Jin doing, what does he have to talk about with my father.
"Why are you going, I have something to talk to you about." Xu Wei shouted loudly behind me, and I pretended not to hear.
At the door of the study, I pushed the door, and it was locked inside, not knowing what the two of them were muttering.
I felt nervous thinking about it. Ouyang Jin didn't come to beg my father to intercede.
With that in mind, I raised my hand and knocked on the door.
"Daddy, are you in there?"
It was a moment before I heard footsteps inside, and I stepped back and waited for someone to open the door. If it was Ouyang Jin, I would definitely scold him, we have nothing to say, why did you come to my house again.
But the door opened, and the man in front of me was my dad. "Xingzhu, when did you come back, why didn't you say it in advance." Dad pulled me in the door and talked as he went.
"What are you talking about, I have to say hello in advance when I go back to my house." I said as I looked inside, where is Ouyang Jin?
"We're ready to cook you something delicious, haven't you always liked what you cook in the kitchen at home?"
"Isn't that just in time for you to have lunch?" I looked left and right, but I didn't see where Ouyang Jin was, "Dad, what are you doing in the study alone, why don't you wait downstairs for dinner?" β
"I didn't think I had anything to do, so I came up and found something. Why don't we go down now, and the kitchen is ready. "Dad pulled me out in a hurry, but I didn't want to move because of the roots on my feet.
"Dad, Xu Wei has a big mouth, always likes to talk nonsense everywhere, she said that you are chatting with someone in the study, I feel curious and come up to see, it turns out that she is lying to me."
"Yes, yes, Xu Wei always likes to talk nonsense, you don't want to listen to him about everything. Let's go, let's go down and eat, the kitchen cooks a lot of delicious food today. β
The more Dad is like this, the more strange I feel, isn't Ouyang Jin here, why is he so afraid of me seeing it.
"Dad, I thought of a book the day before yesterday, I remember reading it with you last time, so I happened to come to the study today, so I'll look for it, and it will save me from having nothing to pass the time."
As I spoke, I pulled away from my father's desk and wanted to go to the desk, and there was no room where I could hide people except the desk.
"Hey, I'll look for some books you want, and you've messed up my bookshelf."
Dad was very nervous and pulled me to death.
"Dad, what's wrong with you, I'm just going to get a book, how come you look like you're afraid of what I'll see. Are you hiding something from me? β
"No, what can I do, I'll help you get the books you want, I'm afraid you'll mess up my things."
I thought for a moment and nodded.
"Well, since you think I'm not as important as your things in your heart, then I don't want to, I won't come to your study in the future, I won't come to see you in the future, and I won't talk to you in the future."
I said and turned around to leave, to see if he thought I was important, but Ouyang was important.
"Hey, Xingzhu, don't go." Dad chased after me and called out to me.
"Su Xingzhu, you're looking for me, right?" Ouyang Jin's voice came from behind, calm and composed.
I looked back at him, and he was standing in front of his desk, staring at me with a smile on his face.
"What are you doing at my house?"