Chapter 65
I looked up at him, Canghai's smile was so gentle, like spring water, I felt that I was indulging in his smile.
"Lisa, let's go!" He made a gentlemanly gesture of please, and I took his arm around him.
Canghai seemed a little surprised by my reaction, and his body trembled slightly.
"I'm a little scared, you shouldn't mind!" I said embarrassedly, I understood that Canghai shouldn't laugh at me. For some reason, when talking to him, the conversation seemed a little ambiguous.
"It's fine." He looked me in the eye and said.
We continued to walk forward, the atmosphere in the air was a little strange, I was not sure whether my feelings for Canghai were friendship or love, I was not sure whether I regarded him as a friend or a lover.
He seemed to be thinking about something, and I was able to peek at him boldly in this spare time.
It's really handsome, that kind of amazing, arrogant, and juvenile handsome. He noticed my gaze, his eyes glancing slightly, his ears moving.
I don't know why, I actually retracted my gaze in an instant, it was really unbelievable, I lowered my head, and my cheeks were still slightly hot.
"Well, can you forgive me for those things I did?" He lowered his head and said a little aggrieved.
"What?" I don't know if it's because of my tone, or if he's misunderstood. Canghai's tail hung down instantly, and his ears drooped.
"I'm sorry!" He said in a low voice.
"It's fine." I symbolically replied, "It's just that on our side, a woman being a virgin is the only criterion for judging whether she is a virgin or not, for example, if I get married in the future, and my husband finds out that he is not my first man, I will be blamed by the world, and I will be like the lowest people, and I will be labeled, and even guillotined." ”
"But......" he seemed to stop talking, "I think that virginity is not the only condition for judging whether a woman is a detestant or not. I think that woman's values, if that woman is willing to face up to this problem and take the initiative to confess. I think she should also be inspected in her heart. ”
"Your wife will be so happy in the future, with a husband who is willing to understand her and face her past." I glanced at him and smiled.
"You're so pretty." He laughed and complimented me, "You should have smiled more." ”
I sighed, he wouldn't understand me, understand my childhood my experiences.
"You haven't lived what I've experienced, and you won't know." I shook my head and said.
"That's right. I think let him pass, you have to face all this, don't you? "He helped me cut the shredded hair around my ear.
The temperature of my fingertips touched my cheeks, and my cheeks couldn't help but turn crimson.
"You're so shy! The red of the cheeks is like a sunset. "He still saw it, and I felt so ashamed!
"It's right in front of you, and I'm already seeing the sun." I quickly steered the topic away and pointed ahead.
I ran a few steps and the harsh sun shone on me, I hadn't sunbathed like this in a long time.
"Canghai, hurry up!" I shouted into the tunnel.
He walked over with a smile on his face.
"How do we go after that?" I asked him if I didn't have a map and I didn't know where I was.
"Aren't you going to your friends after that?" His smile faded and he pointed to the avenue ahead.
"Seems to be yes......" I walked forward, looking back, and he didn't follow.
"Canghai, aren't you going to go forward?" I walked up to him and stood still.
"Well, you'll have to go the rest alone, and your friends will join you, I'm sure so." His tail wagged behind him.
"But I don't have a map."
"It's alright, it's already in the Black Forest."
"I don't know how to go."
"It's 30 minutes straight ahead and you're through the Black Forest."
"But, but ......"
"What's up, Lisa, is there anything else you want to say?"
"But I'll be scared if I go alone!" I don't know what's wrong, and I feel helpless at the thought that he won't go down with me anymore.
"No, your friends will join you soon." He still smiled the same for 10,000 years.
I was speechless for a while, standing there still, looking at his departing back, my heart was very uncomfortable.