After listening to Alda's explanation, Yang Yi extremely rejected this beautiful thing called the chastity ring, both physically and emotionally.

Staring at this sharp and hideous thing with a kind face, Yang Yi said, "You're not kidding, I really have to wear it?"

Alda still smiled badly, and the tone of her mouth was more serious: "The monk's penance is an extraordinary means. Believe me, I wore it for ten years, two hours a day. And the reason why I was more outstanding than other pastors back then was because of the help it bringed. ”

Yang Yi gasped, what is the concept of wearing this thing for two hours a day?

It is not that Alda's intentions are doubted, but that this act of self-punishment can really work. Yang Yi asked suspiciously, "Can a monk really get closer to that almighty god through this method of self-torture?" I remember someone saying that this was a misunderstanding. ”

This may seem like a simple question, but the actual meaning is extremely sharp, and it involves not only the meaning of the true nature of the Church of Light, but also the personal understanding of the faith. Alda didn't dare to take it lightly, put away the unorthodox smile on her face, and said with a straight face: "I'm not sure about this, but through my experience, judging from the unpleasant experience it brings, I know that it has many powerful benefits that cannot be overlooked. ”

"Oh?" Yang Yi still looked at Alda suspiciously.

"First, it can exercise people's minds, make them firm and strong, learn to understand pain, get used to it, and refine the impurities in the soul. If we can't feel the pain of the skin, how can we feel the pain of others? It already represents two layers of meaning: tenacity, and compassion. Second, it can focus on the human will. It is important to know that the human body is fragile, and every kind of injury can distract people's mental strength and attention. If you can stay focused in the constant pain, the speed of your spell will increase exponentially. As a legal profession, the benefits are obvious, albeit unpleasant. Thirdly, this is the most important thing, just for you. Feel the pain of ** at any time, it will remind you at any time, you can feel the pain, so you are a human being, you have human feelings and feelings, not some messy demon so that you can keep your heart, know how to pity, know how to care, know how to cherish the preciousness of life. Aren't you afraid of becoming a ruthless and ruthless monster? Knowing that the Tao is painful, knowing the Tao of mercy, knowing the Tao of cherishing, knowing that the Tao of the Soul will be painful and uncomfortable after hurting others, how can a person be a monster? It will make you grow through pain, make the heart stronger, and will not become a ruthless thing. Got it? I won't blame you if you can't do the first two points, but the first... You have to do it."

Alda took a deep breath: "Because I love you, I won't spoil you." There are some pains and ugliness, and you have to know and understand them in advance so that you can become stronger. ”

Alda's eyes were sincere, and they were full of the kind of caring care of the elders. Yang Yi was extremely moved, and said in a trembling voice: "I understand." I'll wear it."

Alda nodded, motioning for Yang Yi to put the penance ring on his right leg.

Yang Yi carefully slipped it on his right leg and pulled it until the middle of his thigh before taking a deep breath and letting go of the force that had pulled it to loosen it.

As soon as the hand left it, all the nails on the penance ring instantly pierced the skin, and from where it was, there was a sharp pain. Yang Yi's face turned a little pale, but he found that the pain it brought was not as bad as he imagined, and the overall feeling was a little different from its legendary murderous name.

"It's not that bad. Yang Yiqiang said with a smile.

"Really?" Alda said noncommittally, chanting a short incantation, a small golden glow condensed from the tip of his index finger. Then he moved the light to the penance ring and whispered, "Penane." ”

Where the voice fell, the iron teeth on the penance ring burst out, and all the sharp teeth were cut into the flesh, and the flesh was half an inch deep.

Yang Yi shouted in a low voice, and under the great pain, his entire right leg suddenly lost strength, and his foot fell to the floor weakly, only to feel that the part of the penance ring was like a fire, and there was a huge sharp pain that could not be seen. Looking down again, the iron teeth squeezed into the flesh, and bright red blood seeped out, winding down the legs. The fine iron teeth were as if they were born there, piercing a whole circle of irregular holes, and the flesh and skin of the holes were all slightly protruding, and they were squeezed aside by iron thorns, making these scars have a cruel and ruthless meaning no matter how you look at them.

The pain from the penance ring was different from the pain I had ever felt before, and the maggots attached to the bones were like shadows. Yang Yi only felt that the cold sweat on his head immediately appeared, and he was lying on the ground unable to move, as if his whole mind was spent on fighting this pain, and there was no way to distract himself from thinking about anything else. ,

Alda looked at Yang Yi, felt very distressed, reached out to help Yang Yi up, and asked with concern, "Is it okay?"

Yang Yi gritted his teeth and said, "It's okay."

Alda saw that his teeth were clenched, his cheeks were tense because of his exertion, but the brilliance in his eyes was full of determination, and he did not appear in that state of being sluggish because of pain, and he couldn't help but admire it a little in his heart. The spirit of this child's willingness to endure hardships is better than that of himself back then, and his future achievements will definitely far surpass his own.

After deciding whether he would spoil Yang Yi or not, Alda had no other nonsense, he just helped Yang Yi up and let Yang Yi lean on himself to get used to the initial pain.

Yang Yi's face was pale, and he pursed his lips to prevent himself from gasping in pain, trying to focus on Alda, watching him lower his trouser leg and not think about anything else. Then he knew it was a terrible idea, because no matter how gentle Alda's movements were, he couldn't avoid letting the fabric come into contact with the penance ring, which would bring a series of hellish pains.

Penance is really a very good measure, and I don't exaggerate the word bitterness at all

Blind patience is not Yang Yi's style, so Yang Yi deliberately didn't look at the red part of his pants and legs, and pretended to smile relaxed with cold sweat: "In addition to enduring pain, what else do I need to do?"

Yang Yi's smile was actually very ugly, but in Alda's eyes, there was only appreciation and relief. Alda pinched Yang Yi's shoulder with a firm and warm hand, and said, "Although it is an extraordinary thing to do, it is still necessary to pay attention to the gradual process of doing things, and you can't mess around. Regarding your penance, I have set for you several stages. In the first stage, you have to learn to experience this pain, to imagine that others may be suffering from this pain, and to empathize with it. In the second stage, you learn to ignore the pain and concentrate on recalling all the mantras you remember until you can recall them when a thought strikes through your mind, and the second stage is complete. Believe me, kid, it's not that easy, you have to be prepared for a long period of suffering. ”

Yang Yi nodded, and as soon as the penance ring got on, he knew that things were not so simple. It takes all my energy to fight this pain alone, and it is really difficult to do other things.

However, when I thought of the horror and regret of accidentally injuring Shi Cheng, these pains seemed insignificant. That's the suffocating pain in my heart

So Yang Yi smiled brightly with a cold sweat: "I understand, I will definitely be able to do what you ask."

"Very good," Alda smiled heartily, without ill intentions or with any indecent obscenity: "Good boy, I believe in you." ”

Yang Yi nodded: "How many hours do I have to wear it every day?"

"My previous limit was two hours. Its limit is not to bring irreparable damage to **, remember that it is only a method and a means, not an end. ”

"Understood. Yang Yi tried to smile more brightly, but cold sweat rolled down his face: "I'm not a normal person, my recovery power is far better than ordinary people." If you wear it for two hours a day, I will wear it for five hours."

Alda was then moved: "I believe in the child, you will become an outstanding person"

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