Chapter 13: Passion
What is your original intention?
Ah Yin's eyes were a little dazed.
Actually, I didn't think much about it at first.
As a 100,000-year-old soul beast, there are only two paths that can be chosen.
Transform into a human and re-cultivate as a human soul master.
Or continue to grow as a soul beast, continue to experience the test of the Heavenly Tribulation, and then wait for the next thousand years, or die.
Ah Yin finally chose to transform and started another life.
She doesn't remember the reasons for her choice at the time.
Because of the yearning for the human world? Or is it the fear of the catastrophe?
“…… Curious, I'm very curious about another world. I want to see what human society looks like. ”
"So, what kind of experience did you have when you first stepped into the new world as a human?"
"Was it ...... experience at the time?"
Ah Yin pondered.
At that time, she was full of curiosity about everything.
The human world is so exciting, not as boring as the forest.
Delicious food, beautiful costumes, fun shows, and all kinds of magical items.
Although her personality is not very active, she will still be attracted to that colorful life.
The spirituality and creativity of human beings are far beyond the reach of soul beasts.
It's just that......
Looking back now, it seems that there was only continuous experience and adventure, then learning from the soul master, fighting with the soul beast, and then chasing and killing, and escaping......
However, she had already experienced enough similar things when she was a soul beast.
Even if he is the only Blue Silver Emperor in the world, and he is protected by the race, it will never be smooth sailing in the extremely long process of growth.
Those things, in fact, are not interesting, at least in her eyes now, fighting and becoming stronger are just a very one-sided microcosm of the human world.
What's more, she has never been obsessed with the improvement of her strength.
The reason why she never chose to leave alone was because she had long been accustomed to following.
Psychological inertia and a vague fear of the unknown prompted her to dare not leave that comfort zone.
This is also due to personality.
She was never very assertive.
Also as a shape-shifting soul beast, Xiao Wu recklessly broke into the academy where soul masters gathered when he was young when the first soul ring was not attached.
But Ah Yin, who wandered on the edge for nearly twenty years, finally made up his mind, with yearning and fear, cautiously stepped into another mysterious realm......
Seeing that she hadn't spoken, the Blue Silver King seemed to know the answer, but he didn't continue to talk more.
It just said, "You probably forgot about that time. What about the last few years? Do you feel really happy as a human being? ”
When Ah Yin heard this, he woke up from his daze, and subconsciously recalled his experience in recent years.
For a while, I had mixed feelings.
All the people and things she has seen over the years also seem to revolve around a certain person.
But it's not just that person.
Both the events experienced and the form of life are very different from those of twenty years ago......
The surprise and confusion when he just woke up, the panic and worry after being forcibly bound by the Immortal Sword, lived and communicated harmoniously in the eyes of Ice and Fire......
In the process, she continued to witness the growth of the teenager and witnessed many wonderful scenes that were difficult for her to understand.
However, that guy was obviously just a little hairy kid at the time, but he always liked to pretend to be old and point fingers at his own affairs at every turn. But he always got to the point and made her speechless.
Then, with the efforts of the other party, she really obtained a "physical body", although the body structure is very simple, it is also a surprise that she has never dared to expect.
After all, at that time, she was just a prisoner trapped in a martial spirit.
Although she didn't say much, she was really grateful to Su Cheng in her heart.
Then, she got the opportunity to visit Heaven Dou City, the largest and most prosperous city in the Heaven Dou Empire, alone.
But at that time, she didn't really want to wander around such a strange huge city by herself.
Maybe it's also thinking?
It's just that inherent habit and inertia, the desire for someone to rely on it, has once again taken over.
However, this time this person didn't give her a chance to refuse, so he forcibly left her alone in Heaven Dou City.
As a result, she was surprised to find that everything was not as difficult as she imagined, and she did not have the original fear.
It wasn't until much later that Ah Yin realized that it was because of the Immortal Sword.
At that time, no matter where she was, she could always feel an extremely clear connection with the martial spirit, and the resulting strong sense of security that she could return to it at any time.
I don't know when it began, the immortal sword has gradually changed from a prison at the beginning to a safe haven that is reassuring and comfortable.
So no matter when and where, no matter what happened, even if someone cheated all the gold soul coins on her body, she never really panicked.
Later, in Heaven Dou City, Ah Yin also experienced a lot of things, met many people, and was taken in by a kind aunt for a while.
These are experiences that have never been experienced before......
Until that day, everything was very different.
Su Cheng's deception, his own concealment, the two parted ways, and since then they have been rejected by the Immortal Sword.
However, fortunately, the misunderstanding was finally clarified.
In just a few years, all kinds of emotions and ups and downs of her mood are difficult to describe clearly in three words.
“…… It's hard to be a human being, but it's also very happy. Ah Yin smiled and whispered.
"Life and death are only a moment, but many things seem to be heavier than life...... Whether ordinary or extraordinary, everyone has their own life and their own happiness. I never knew about these ...... before."
"Looks like you already have the answer in mind."
"W-What's the answer?"
Her thoughts were abruptly interrupted, the smile on her face froze, and then her face turned red and she stammered and asked.
"Why do you remember the events of the last few years so well, but you have so little memory of the past? Don't you have an answer to the question of what is more important than those memories? I don't think twenty or thirty years is too long for you. ”
"That's not the same thing!" Ah Yin subconsciously retorted.
"Is that so? So in your heart, what kind of relationship do you think you have with Su Cheng? ”
"I'm ...... with him"
Hearing Lan Yinwang's question, Ah Yin's mind came up with questions and vents that he couldn't control his emotions, thinking of the agreement at the time of separation and the cranky thoughts in these days.
I inexplicably recalled Su Cheng's hug when we were separated, and that feeling of being extremely satisfied and fulfilled in my heart.
Her face turned red, and her eyes subconsciously dodged, "I treat him as my younger brother......"
"Although I know that human beings have a great wealth of emotions, I can't empathize with you after all." The Blue Silver King shook the vines slightly, as if he was laughing, "But because of this, you don't have to feel shy in front of me, but I grew up watching." ”
"......" Ah Yin raised his elbow and hammered the trunk of the tree behind him, and scolded angrily: "Don't speculate, I'm not shy!" ”
"Of course, you are always the rightest." The Blue Silver King corrected his point of view in a kind manner, and then continued, "Honorable King, do you remember what I told you earlier? You should continue to stick to your original intention. Don't limit yourself by human ideas, because they are extremely changeable creatures.
"Even human beings themselves can really distinguish friendship, love and family affection so clearly? Friendship may gradually turn into love, and love will also ferment into family affection with the passage of time.
"Friendship is mellow and fragrant, love is blazing and selfless, family affection is thick and selfless, and in the process of getting along with people, all kinds of emotions may not be a single existence.
"King, isn't this like the jar of pots of flowers you prepared some time ago? I remember that you collected nearly 100 kinds of ingredients and made them carefully. ”
At this time, the Blue Silver King's voice suddenly paused slightly, "Speaking of which, that jar of wine was specially prepared by you for him, right?" ”
"I ...... I just wanted to taste it myself. ”
"Really? How I don't remember you liking this kind of thing. ”
"I studied it in the human world, and I found it very interesting."
"I see." The Blue Silver King didn't break through her hard mouth, but just smiled and said, "But when that lord comes, let's give him a taste too." ”
(End of chapter)