Chapter 18: Desire
After listening to Su Cheng's words, Ah Yin, who had been lying quietly on his chest since the beginning, did not speak for a long, long time.
He just lifted his slender white neck slightly, and looked up at him carefully.
When the two first met, Su Cheng, who was just in his early tens, looked very immature, and that was a sense of youth that could not be completely concealed no matter how mature his temperament was.
But now, he has completely grown from a boy to a man, both in appearance and temperament.
Looking at his handsome eyebrows and eyes, which are more natural and coordinated than in the past, looking at his calm eyes that are as warm as water, and watching him once difficult to hide, like a sharp sword out of the sheath, has transformed into today's free and natural, calm and unhurried......
The corners of Ah Yin's mouth hooked up an imperceptible smile, but there was a faint sense of loss and bitterness hidden in it.
It's a pity that in the past few years of his rapid growth, he has not been able to accompany and witness all the way from beginning to end......
Leaning on Su Cheng's chest, Ah Yin's eyes drooped, and his long eyelashes covered the gentle watery eyes.
She whispered, "Su Cheng, do you know what I hate about you the most?" β
"Huh?"
"I'm just a child, but I'm always so self-righteous. I always feel as if I know others very well, and I am determined to judge the past and the future. It's as if you know better what I think in my heart and what I want to do in the future. β
"......" Su Cheng raised his eyebrows when he heard this, but did not speak.
"But maybe you're right." Ah Yin subconsciously stretched out his slender fingers and grabbed the placket of his clothes, "I have never had any opinions, and I always waver in my decisions because of the will of others. Occasionally, once or twice on your own, the result is to bring more unwarranted troubles and remorse to yourself and the people around you. β
"Then don't think about it anymore, I don't really like to talk about those meaningless big truths, you just need to put the future in my hands."
"Can you give me some more time? There are a lot of things I haven't figured out yet. β
"Time......" Su Cheng smiled, "Of course there is no problem, my sister." β
"......" Hearing this title again at this time, Ah Yin's expression was slightly embarrassed, and a wave of shame surged from his heart inexplicably.
She whispered, "Don't call it that. β
"Why, don't you always want to be my sister?"
"If you say no, you can't, don't think I don't know what you're thinking!"
Ah Yin raised his elbow and hammered Su Cheng's chest hard.
She knew that this guy often had some bad tastes, and it was obviously intentional to call her like this at this time.
"Well, if you don't call, you won't call." Su Cheng said casually without sincerity, then took the wine jar in his hand and handed it over, "Do you want to drink?" β
Then he looked at the fragments of the broken wine jar not far away, and the ground that was still slightly damp, "It's a pity that a good jar of wine was wasted." β
"That's only to blame you for doing things too much, and I also have a temper."
Ah Yin retorted in a low voice, but his heart was relaxed.
Anyway, I've finally returned to his heart, right?
At this time, she looked at the huge jar of wine in front of her, hesitated, and took a careful sip.
"I've heard that alcohol can numb nerves, but I don't know if it's true or not. If I could get drunk like this, I probably wouldn't need to worry so much......" she thought to herself.
No matter how thoroughly the conversation between the two was just now, whether Ah Yin could really let go of those past in the future, but the hurdle in her heart, she would not be able to overcome it so easily after all.
Especially thinking that she is not like Qian Lingxue or Zhu Zhuqing, no matter age, appearance, race, or identity, she can completely match Su Cheng, after all, she has had the special experience of being a wife and a mother.
Even if Su Cheng doesn't say it, is it really as if nothing has happened?
Not to mention, if he sees Tang Hao and them again in the future, how should he deal with himself, and will it affect Su Cheng's mentality? These were all questions she had to consider.
If you change to other shape-shifting soul beasts, you probably won't have so many obstacles, and you may be able to easily give up those complicated and superfluous emotions and quickly re-invest in a new life.
Because adapting to nature and surviving the fittest is originally the instinct of animal nature.
Even if they take the form of humans, it is difficult to completely erase these habits accumulated in the past.
This can actually be seen from Xiao Wu.
From an emotional point of view alone, she was naturally extremely loyal to Tang San, but in some of her behaviors, she was not too constrained by the ethics of the world.
When he first entered human society, he naturally chose to sleep with Tang San, who had a brand new bedding.
In addition to being more comfortable, there is also a very important reason for being close to a human soul master with good talent and qualifications, which can help her grow up quickly when she has just transformed.
This is for self-preservation.
Compared to this, the importance of the difference between men and women is obviously in an extremely low position.
And after that, as a sensitive attack soul master who is good at melee combat, Xiao Wu's domineering jujutsu has to be closely clad with the enemy to play the best effect.
A soul skill like the Soft Bone Lock requires close contact with the enemy to achieve the effect of pinning the opponent.
As a many other human female soul masters, she probably always had some concerns about this, but she never had much hesitation in using it.
This is not because of her natural dissoluteness, but because of the difference in concepts.
After all, in the Star Dou Great Forest, there is no shortage of extremely aggressive lone and fierce soul beasts, and they also have to deal with the search and arrest of human soul masters.
Xiao Wu, who grew up in a dangerous environment, will naturally not affect her life safety because of those human concepts.
What is the life-and-death struggle between animals, and intimate contact?
Who would think about these dispensable issues when fighting?
Even the changes that happened to Xiao Wu later, including letting go of hatred for Tang San, and even completely abandoning the entire soul beast race, were essentially just natural transformations that came from integrating into a new life and adapting to a new environment.
But it's hard for Ah Yin to do the same.
Maybe it's because of the Blue Silver Emperor's inherent habits, or maybe it's because there aren't too many dangers in the Blue Silver Grass Forest, or maybe even because she has been wandering around the edge of human society for too long since she took shape......
Of course, it could also be that this is her natural nature.
That soft and kind heart is even impregnated by worldly ideas deeper and heavier than ordinary human beings.
However, this is precisely what makes her cute.
Su Cheng also understood this, so even if there was not much time, he was still willing to continue to wait.
Looking at Ah Yin beside him, who was both worried and longing, and cautiously stepped forward to drink, Su Cheng couldn't help but laugh secretly.
Immediately, he took out a medium-sized container from the soul guide re-equipped for him by the Martial Spirit Palace, and poured about two catties of Baihua Brew into the wine jar and poured it full. Then he put it in Ah Yin's hand, "These are for you, drink them slowly, and the rest will be mine." β
"Hmmm......"
Ah Yin held the flask and swallowed gently.
Suddenly, I was surprised to find that if I hadn't drunk it so quickly, the Baihua brew I made actually tasted pretty good.
Although there is still a slight spicy burning in the mouth, when the wine is swallowed, the residual aroma in the mouth can linger for a long time, and the aftertaste is endless.
At the same time, a slight feeling of dizziness rose into my mind.
I can't tell you what it was like, but it wasn't uncomfortable.
"When are you going to return to Wuhun City, and are there any other arrangements?"
While sipping the wine in the pot gently, Ah Yin asked.
But when she spoke, her eyes seemed a little evasive.
If he could, in fact, Ah Yin hoped that Su Cheng would be able to say that he would go back a little longer.
She didn't want to be separated from Su Cheng now, but she didn't want to go back with the other party just like that.
If you go back to Wuhun City, you will have to face those people in the Wuhun Palace, not to mention, even if Qian Lingxue has left that place, Zhu Zhuqing is still there.
She really didn't know how to deal with those relationships, and in what capacity she could stay by Su Cheng's side.
"I haven't thought about it yet." Su Cheng glanced at Ah Yin, "Before I get your answer, I'll stay here with you." β
For him, the most important thing to do recently is to naturally accumulate the foundation and wait silently for the soul and physical power to fully merge.
In this case, in fact, it doesn't matter what cultivation environment is, even the soul power of the outside world is dispensable.
At least at this stage, yes.
"......" Ah Yin's eyes moved when she heard this, and a trace of joy crossed her eyes, and she immediately carefully hid it.
Su Cheng, who was sitting next to him, was unconscious.
The left hand continued to be on Ah Yin's shoulder, and the right hand held the huge wine jar, just hugging her while drinking and chatting.
He drank very quickly, and it didn't take long for a large jar of potpourri to almost bottom out.
He doesn't have an addiction to alcohol, but it's a rare relaxation for him.
It took almost a year to heal.
In this year, no matter how well he progressed, he could not completely relax his mind after all.
It had been a long time since he had this easy.
However, although the taste of these potpourri brews made by Ah Yin is good, the alcohol content is not too high, and this wine is difficult to have much effect on his digestion ability.
After drinking so much, there was only a slight hint of drunkenness.
In contrast, Ah Yin's progress was much slower, and the pot of wine had only gone down for a little bit until now.
At this time, Su Cheng's hand suddenly began to move slowly again.
Whoever holds such a beautiful woman with the warm fragrance of nephrite in his arms may not be able to restrain his instinctive impulses, let alone that he has never been an abstinent person.
Unconsciously, the palm of his hand slipped from his shoulder position back to Ah Yin's waist, and then began to explore it silently.
Soon, his palm swam to the other party's flat lower abdomen, and through the silk palace skirt, he gently stroked and kneaded the delicate soft flesh under the skirt.
Probably due to the difference in the structure of the physical body, Ah Yin is not like ordinary cultivating soul masters, there are always some subtle muscle marks on his body, and he is flexible and firm to the touch.
Her waist feels extremely tight, I can't say which one is better, but it is very comfortable to touch.
At the same time, Ah Yin's drinking movements froze slightly.
If at the beginning, Su Cheng's palm fell on his waist, which could only be regarded as unintentional, then the action at this time was obviously very blatant.
Not only that, the two were extremely close at this time, their bodies were close together, not to mention, and even their heads were only a few feet apart.
Between the grinding of ears and temples, the other party's burning breath mixed with the rich smell of wine spurted on the back of her earlobe neck, making her body sweak for a while.
Even if he relied on Su Cheng's arms, the whole person was a little unsustainable, and he was almost about to turn into a puddle of spring water.
Ah Yin felt a little hot.
The continuous heat wave not only came from the breath exhaled by the other party and the big hands that roamed all over her body, but also from the depths of her own heart.
A trace of desire is beginning to slowly ferment.
Under such internal and external attacks, Ah Yin's face quickly turned crimson.
Fine beads of sweat slowly oozed from the sideburns and near the collarbone.
Even those unspeakable intimate parts seem to be flooded with tides, wave after wave, constantly hitting the inner embankment.
Ah Yin silently lowered her head and pretended to be calm, only the slightly narrowed eyes and frowning willow eyebrows reflected that her heart did not seem to be at peace.
As time passes, subtle itching under the lower abdomen becomes more and more pronounced.
It seemed that there was a small insect in her body, and it seemed that a delicate little hand was gently pressing, which was both painful and comfortable, and tortured her to the point that she could not go up or down.
It was as if the nerves were being roasted in the sun, and their minds were in a trance.
The next moment, her legs involuntarily clamped hard, and then subconsciously rubbed back and forth.
Ah Yin moved his trembling lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he bit his red lips tightly and did not say anything to stop him.
She didn't dare to open her mouth at all now, for fear that once she spoke, she would be unable to help but moan directly.
But with her silent indulgence, Su Cheng's actions began to become more and more unbridled.
The fingers silently moved upwards little by little, and finally covered the ball once again on the ball that was difficult for one hand to grasp.
But this time it's not just the southern hemisphere, but it's held directly from the top down.
- This is an inevitable result.
With the same surface area and density, the mass of the ball is greater, and the gravitational pull is naturally greater.
This extremely regular shape is inherently mystical and attractive.
Whether it is the planet under people's feet or the sun hanging high in the sky, it is this perfect form.
Because of this, it is not surprising that the round hemisphere unconsciously controls the direction of the palm.
And at the summit of the larger hemisphere, there is also a delicate spherical bulge, which is also extremely mysterious.
"Hmm-"
As the treasures on the summit were picked and kneaded by his fingers, Ah Yin finally couldn't help but let out a suppressed muffled snort in his mouth.
It was only then that she regained some of her sanity from her trance.
Feeling the sticky touch between the legs, and the whole body subconsciously twisted gently, I was so ashamed that I almost cried.
She hurriedly grabbed the other party's dishonest wrist and whispered to stop it in a thin voice, "Don't." β
"What not?" Su Cheng asked rhetorically with a pretended puzzlement.
"Youβdon't move."
"Oh, that's what you say."
Su Cheng coughed lightly and explained in a serious low voice, "Don't think about it too much, I'm helping you check your body." Do you remember what I told you before? Your current strength is very special, I have to help you see it to rest assured. β
"Yes, is that so?" Ah Yin asked softly.
As soon as the words came out, in those misty eyes, his expression suddenly became more and more ashamed.
She's not that smart, but she's not a fool either.
Su Cheng's words were full of loopholes, and he knew that he was talking nonsense when he heard it.
Who checks the body and strength structure in this way?
Not to mention the kind of "true power" that she couldn't understand, what kind of magic effect it had, just the eye-like external soul bone on the other party's forehead, wouldn't the inspection effect be much better?
Perhaps, she just needs a reason to continue to convince herself.
(End of chapter)