Chapter 65: The Grief of Life and Death
Since entering the last days, Gu Pan has not killed many people, let alone looked at the dead, and it is common for people I know to die, and they are not uncommon to die in that building, but the people close to me have died, this is still the first time, this kind of mood is not something that words can express.
But she knew that she couldn't grieve for too long, this was the end of the world, and the living had to continue to live.
She took out the New Year's gift she brought to them and put it on the table, planning to explain to them in a while and go back, at this time, there was no way to wait for Tian Zhenzhen's last moment.
It's just that she didn't expect that after a while, the cry of Tian's father and Tian's mother came from the bedroom.
Gu Pan knew that Tian Zhenzhen was gone.
She took out a new dress from her backpack, walked in and said to Tian's mother, "Auntie, change it for Zhenzhen." ”
Tian Mu nodded, and helped Tian Zhenzhen change into new clothes with Gu Pan.
Because the Tian family still wants to see Tian Zhenzhen more, they will be cremated later today.
Gu Pan can't be here all the time, otherwise the family will be anxious, and at this time, it is impossible to take care of everything.
So Gu Pan said goodbye to the Tian family, and before leaving, he left the New Year's gifts for them, which can also let them have a good year, and Tian Zhenzhen should also rest assured.
After leaving the Tian family, Gu Pan Lu Ruisheng and Feng Zhekai were very silent, because this mood was the same uncomfortable, not only because of the dead people, but also because of everyone's fear of unknown life.
Send Feng Zhekai back first, Gu Pan and Lu Ruisheng went to Dong Mingyue to tell him, otherwise Dong Mingyue would let people find it, and it would cost a lot.
When Dong Mingyue heard the news, she was also very sad, she couldn't cry outside, the temperature was too low, and she was prone to frostbite on her face.
Dong Mingyue looked up at the sky, it took a long time to recover, she hugged Gu Pan: "Panpan, people are really fragile." ”
Gu Pan also sighed: "Yes, it's the end of the world, and now I can live one day at a time, so I can't think too much." ”
"I know, I've always felt like I've become stronger, I said that tears are useless, I won't cry anymore, but I really wanted to cry just now."
"I also cried, in fact, crying is not necessarily not strong, but we still have feelings, or people."
"Panpan, sometimes I'm scared, afraid that one day I'll become a monster."
"No, I've heard that the bases in many places are going to be built, and we will find a peaceful living space when the time comes."
"Well, it's going to be the New Year, I thought that the three of us could usher in twenty-six years together, but I didn't expect Zhenzhen to stay at the age of twenty-five forever."
"So let's take her for more years and spend this last days." After speaking, Gu Pan looked at his watch: "We're going back, we've been out for a while." ”
Dong Mingyue nodded: "Well, go back and rest well, don't be too sad." ”
"Yes, so do you." After Gu Pan finished speaking, he said goodbye to Dong Mingyue with Lu Ruisheng.
Dong Mingyue said that she took them to her residence and took a box of supplies.
It's all daily necessities, washing hair and face, and sanitary napkins or something, these are really not so easy to do now, Gu Pan saw this, but he was more at ease with Dong Mingyue.
said goodbye again, and Gu Pan and Lu Ruisheng went home.
After arriving home, I changed my clothes, Gu Pan turned out the photos of my childhood, and told Lu Ruisheng about some things when I was a child, which is also a kind of consolation to Tian Zhenzhen, not that the real disappearance of people is not death, but that no one remembers you.
After talking to Lu Ruisheng for a while, Gu Pan felt a lot more comfortable, and after that, she thought that the weather was going to be warmer, and there were rats in the house in her previous life, and many things were bitten, so at this time, it was better to pack them all up and put them in the space.
Anyway, when you're in this mood now, it's better to do something to distract yourself.
The two put their previous photos, as well as various birthday and anniversary gifts, into boxes and put them in the space.
When Lu Ruisheng's things were packed, Gu Pan opened the file bag again, and took it out when Lu Ruisheng was thrown at the door of the orphanage, with the letter and the pen on his body.
On the top of the letter, only Lu Ruisheng's name, birthday, and a blessing were written.
Lu Ruisheng has already looked down on this: "You still received it so well, in fact, I didn't care about this originally, but now that the world is over, there is no need to keep it." ”
Gu Pan packed the things and put them in the space: "Keep it, what if your parents really have a hard time?" They can keep your name, but they still don't really want to give up on you. ”
Lu Ruisheng sneered: "If you didn't want to give up on me, then I reached adulthood in the orphanage, why haven't I solved the difficulties after so many years?" Don't want it, don't want it, I really don't care. ”
"Maybe there's something else going on? Let it go, it won't take up space anyway. When I first met you, I thought that the name of your orphanage was quite complicated, but later I learned that you entered the orphanage with this name. ”
"When I was a child, I overheard the dean and the director talk about my background, knowing that my name was brought when I was abandoned, I didn't want to be adopted, I was afraid that after being adopted, my biological parents would not be able to find me, and the result? Bai waited so many years. ”
"Actually, not being adopted is not a bad thing for you, we are not sure if the adopted family is good or not, but in the orphanage, you are at least doing well."
"Yes, and I also met you, married you, and the hardships I have endured in this life have become sweet because of you."
Gu Pan snuggled up to Lu Ruisheng: "I'm also very glad to marry you." ”
This night, Gu Pan hugged Lu Ruisheng and slept very late, although she knew that this time was not the time for the sad autumn and Min Chun, but Tian Zhenzhen's death was still very uncomfortable for her.
The next day, Gu Pan also had to forget his sadness and go out with Lu Ruisheng to exchange for gold, this opportunity could not be missed.
On this day, the four exchange points were changed for a total of 2 hours, and there were 3 hours and 28 minutes left in the space before, minus two hours, and 1 hour and 28 minutes remained.
For this result, Gu Pan is really happy, the space duration should be filled before the end of the extreme heat, because there will be tornadoes, sandstorms, acid rain or something in the later stage, those if they meet in an open place, there is no space, basically waiting for death, and the weather is continuous, so if the space duration is not satisfied, it is still dangerous to pop up, unless you come out wearing a chemical protection suit, but you will take a few sets of chemical protection clothing, and naturally you can't use it easily, so as long as it is full before the end of extreme heat, there is no danger.
On the way back, looking at the pedestrians in a hurry, holding knives in their hands, Gu Pan still couldn't help but sigh, now is just the beginning, not to the point of cannibalism, but after experiencing the plague and extreme heat, this world has really become a purgatory on earth.
The vegetables planted in the past two days have also grown, and the plastic wrap does not need to be covered, just control the humidity and water every day.