Chapter 6
Liang Liang didn't expect things to end in such an ending, he didn't want to cause harm to anyone, he proposed to break up with Li Jing because he felt that Li Jing had deceived him and he had been hurt unspeakably. He is a perfectionist who does not allow the slightest stain on the people he loves. Moreover, the love between Li Jing and Chen Dahu is another "stain" that no one can say. This kind of stain, since he learned that Li Jing and Chen Dahu had such a relationship, his psychology and physiology have undergone obvious changes. His mind imagined the picture of Li Jing and Chen Dahu together again and again, and this imagination was due to his feelings with Li Jing. In the past, Li Jing in his heart was his, she was complete and pure, but now Li Jing is no longer pure, let alone perfect. He couldn't stand Li Jing, who had been defiled by others.
This series of physical and psychological changes led him to make a painful decision to end his relationship with Li Jing quickly. He thought that this matter would pass when it passed, just like when Chen Dahu dumped Li Jing, the wind was calm and the water was not happy. Unexpectedly, Li Jing would end her life by jumping off the building. Liang Liang was really shocked by Li Jing's behavior, although no one was looking for trouble with him, his heart was still shocked like never before.
In those days, he didn't know how he came over, he imagined again and again that if he didn't break up with Li Jing, of course, the premise of envisioning this ending was to tolerate Li Jing's past, but could he bear such a stain? The answer is no. With Li Jing's transfer, his psychology gradually returned to normal.
It was only then that he discovered that Zhu Daju had appeared frequently in his life at this time. He and Zhu Daju are two platoon commanders of a company, they usually always bow their heads at work and don't look up, their men's dormitory is on the first floor, the women's dormitory is on the second floor, and everyone eats in the same canteen, but it is difficult for the two of them to meet if they don't want to meet.
When Liang Liang had just fallen out of love, when his mood was at its lowest, Zhu Daju showed meticulous care for Liang Liang. Liang Liang's duty was taken care of by Zhu Daju, Liang Liang often did not go to the cafeteria to eat, and Zhu Daju took care of the cooking soldiers to cook the sick meal for Liang Platoon Commander every time. In fact, there is nothing special about the sick rice, it is nothing more than the next bowl of noodles, beating two eggs, putting more oil and chopped green onions in the soup. Every time, Zhu Daju personally brought the sick meal to Liang Liang's bed, and then sat there to ask for warmth.
She said: Xiaoliangzi, eat it while it's hot, people are iron, rice is steel, and you have to eat when it's big, how can you do it if you don't eat?
She said again: Liang Zi, what's the point of losing love, that Li Jing jumped off the building and you didn't push it, a manly man, the water that was spilled out of the words was not recycled.
She also said: Liang Zi, do you regret it? But don't be like this, there are so many good girls, and I'm afraid I can't find a good girl with your conditions.
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Liang Liang, who was depressed, took Zhu Daju's words as a deaf ear and did not take it to heart. At that time, he was recalling every detail of his love with Li Jing over and over again. Not for nostalgia, but for forgetting. When he thought of the details of himself and Li Jing, he would naturally fantasize about the various situations of Li Jing and Chen Dahu, and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart.
Gradually, after he slowly calmed down from the trauma, he began to pay attention to Zhu Daju. The police company is responsible for the foot of the gate mountain of the division headquarters, as well as the sentry of the ammunition depot, including the mobile post in the compound of the division headquarters at night. During this time, every time Liang Liang went out to check the post, he could see Zhu Daju's figure. She carried a flashlight and walked from one post to another, looking tireless. When she found Liang Liang, she said: Liangzi, you go back and rest, I am here.
This made Liang Liang very upset, he was the commander of the guard platoon, this was his duty, and he felt very guilty about letting others do his job. Zhu Daju saw that Liang Liang insisted on not leaving, and she didn't leave, so she accompanied him on the side, and persuaded while walking: Liang Zi, I know that you are not feeling good these days, so you can rest more, and I will check the post for you.
Liang Liang said: Platoon Commander Zhu, you have your job, my job has been done for you, how can I bear it.
Zhu Daju said lightly: Liang Zi, I am different from you, we rural people are used to hard work, what is this matter.
The two walked forward side by side, and after checking the post, they walked to the dormitory. When he walked to Liang Liang's dormitory on the first floor, Zhu Daju stopped at his door, it was already the dead of night, Liang Liang had already slept before checking the post, the quilt had been laid, and he didn't turn on the lights when he entered the dormitory. Zhu Daju turned on the flashlight to illuminate Liang Liang, Liang Liang felt unnatural, so he said: Platoon Commander Zhu, you can also go back and rest.
Zhu Daju didn't pay attention to Liang Liang's unnaturalness, and said: You sleep, I'll go back when you lie down.
Liang Liang lay down, and Zhu Daju extinguished the flashlight and tiptoed away. When Liang Liang fell asleep in a daze, he found that a flashlight came in, and someone gently tucked the quilt for him, and when the person turned to leave, he found that it was Zhu Daju. Liang Liang, who came to his senses, had an indescribable feeling in his heart. He dimly realized that Zhu Daju had been a little abnormal recently, and he couldn't tell what was abnormal for a while.
In fact, Zhu Daju has long been in love with Liang Liang, and since the day Liang Liang came to the police communication company, she has been full of good feelings for Liang Liang. The first thing she took a fancy to was Liang Liang's appearance as a talent, which was difficult to find in their old area if they wanted to see such a young man with a lantern, even in the army, such a young man was rare. When she was a girl, Zhu Daju had a heart for Liang Liang, and the emotions at that time were still very hazy and indescribable to her, and of course they were also very distant, because the army regulations clearly stipulated that soldiers could not fall in love in the garrison. Later, both of them were promoted to work, and they both served as platoon commanders in a company, and Zhu Daju felt that his crush had some goals. In her daily work and life, she secretly cares about Liang Liang. Their female soldier communication platoon, under the advocacy of Zhu Daju, often helped the male soldiers wash their clothes, and her adoptive mother's pro-army nature was carried forward by her in the army. When the female soldiers grabbed the clothes of the male soldiers to wash, Liang Liang's clothes were almost contracted by her alone. Each time, she folded his clothes and sent them back with sharp folds.
At that time, Liang Liang didn't realize Zhu Daju's special feelings for himself, he always said: Even the good people and good deeds in the city have been done by you female soldiers, and we male soldiers have no status.
Zhu Daju smiled and said: You male soldiers work hard, the wind and the sun are exposed, and we female soldiers should do this.
In Liang Liang's understanding, they are a company, and it is also appropriate to learn from each other's strengths and weaknesses to do some good things. Sometimes when the communications platoon went out to check the line, he would also let the soldiers of his platoon help. In short, in the police communication company, the relationship between male and female soldiers is very harmonious.
Just when Zhu Daju expressed her admiration for Liang Liang in a subtle way, she suddenly heard that Liang Liang and Li Jing were in love. In those days, it was extremely gloomy for Zhu Daju. She didn't expect that she was so close to Liang Liang, but she was preempted by Li Jing. When Li Jing appeared in the police communication company, this was the first time Zhu Daju observed Li Jing up close, and she was also moved by Li Jing's beauty. is the same as a woman, looking at Li Jingsheng, she has to have a figure and a face; Looking at herself again, she was dark and thin, she also learned to look in the mirror and learn to smear on her face from then on, she hoped that she could become as beautiful as Li Jing overnight. During the time when Liang Liang and Li Jing were in love, she didn't know how she survived, she tasted insomnia, and several times she even cried under the quilt. Her heart was extremely uncomfortable, it was a taste of being abandoned, seeing that she had no hope, her eyes were Liang Liang and Li Jing in pairs all day long. Just when she was almost desperate, Liang Liang suddenly broke up with Li Jing again, which she didn't expect, just as she didn't expect Liang Liang and Li Jing to fall in love. The opportunity reappeared in front of her, she didn't want to lose such an opportunity, she wanted to go all out to confess her love to Liang Liang.