Chapter 226: It may be harder for the living

"Xin'er, let's not make trouble here, will we go home?" Song Man'er saw Song Xin'er going crazy like this, and she was also afraid.

"Trouble, it's me again, do you think I'm looking for trouble with others every day, it's because I want to make trouble, I just don't know how to live, my heart has been blocked so uncomfortable, I want to die, but I don't dare, I'm tired of living, I can only go out every day to find trouble, when I quarrel with others, I feel the most comfortable, do you think I'm sick?" After Song Xin'er finished speaking, she began to laugh again, and the tears of laughter came down.

Gu Pan clenched Lu Ruisheng's hand, she didn't know what it was like at this time, she didn't know how to evaluate Song Xin'er for a while, her experience was really cruel, but she couldn't just embarrass others because of this, if she and Lu Ruisheng didn't have the ability to be a waste picker, then she was suppressed when she was looking for a job, it was wrong for her to hurt the innocent so much.

But her experience made her seem to have a mental problem, and it was really unnecessary to argue with her psychopath about right and wrong.

So after she and Lu Ruisheng looked at each other, they quietly left, and others should pretend not to know about their past.

Of course, they also knew that the girl they saw before who looked the same as Song Xin'er was not Song Xin'er, but her twin sister Song Man'er.

Song Xin'er and Song Man'er quarreled too fiercely, and they really didn't notice Gu Pan'er, Song Xin'er was still crazy at this time, Song Man'er was helpless, but she was still trying her best to comfort.

Song Man'er hugged Song Xin'er: "Xin'er, you are calm, what do you say?" I'll help you. ”

Song Xin'er calmed down, she wiped her tears: "What should I do?" I don't know what I'm going to do, I want to die, but I don't dare, I want to go out and make trouble with others, but, but I also know it's wrong, but as soon as I calm down, I think about that, what should I do? You tell me, what should I do? ”

Song Man'er's tears also fell: "I don't know, I really don't know how to comfort you, I don't know what to do for you, I don't know how to help you, what to do?" What to do? ”

The two sisters leaned on the board, both in tears, but they didn't know what to do, this was an unsolved problem, at least for them.

After Gu Pan and Lu Ruisheng left a distance, they stood under a tree, and they were really depressed just now.

Gu Pan sighed: "The last days really hurt too many people. ”

Lu Ruisheng also sighed: "The living may not be easier than the dead." ”

"Indeed, we should tell my dad about the mental problem, if there are too many mental problems in the base, it is easy to have an accident, you can find some psychologists to give you psychological counseling on a regular basis."

"Well, then let's go to Dad's, you also said before that your spirit in your previous life was not good, this should be a very common problem, and it really needs to be solved."

"Why don't we go home first, cook some food and take it, Dad doesn't eat well in the unit, the two days of extreme daylight, it is estimated that he may not go home at night, otherwise I can't go to our house, I'll make some soup and make up for his body."

"It's still thoughtful."

"Do more, bring a copy to Secretary Li, it is estimated that they will all have to be busy for a while."

"Okay, let's go home first."

With that, the two held hands and continued to walk in the direction of home.

The two went home, Gu Pan found ingredients, and they couldn't use fresh meat, so they could only stew ginseng chicken soup with air-dried chicken, fried a few side dishes, stuffed rice, and the two of them ate at home, and then packed two food boxes and gave Lu Jianguo and Li Shukang one copy.

In fact, during this time, the two of them learned about the information about the leaders of the base, the five big leaders are all good, although there is competition, and some are cautious, but they are for the future of the base as a whole, not the kind of people who will ignore the people of the base for the sake of their careers.

They drove to Lu Jianguo's unit, originally worried that he would not be in the office, just in time for him to come back from the greenhouse.

Seeing the child coming, Lu Jianguo's exhaustion disappeared: "Why are you two here, sit down, I was too busy, I didn't go home at night, and I didn't go to see you." ”

Lu Ruisheng put the food box on the coffee table: "No matter how busy you are, you have to pay attention to your body." We also have something to do in the past two days, otherwise we would have come to bring you food a long time ago. ”

Hearing them say that something was wrong, Lu Jianguo was a little worried: "What's wrong?" ”

Lu Ruisheng hurriedly said: "It's not a bad thing, it's our friend who came, the father and daughter of the squad leader I told you before." ”

When Lu Jianguo heard Squad Leader Fang, he was also very happy for Lu Ruisheng and them: "They are here, then your small team will be more complete again." ”

Lu Ruisheng nodded: "Well, but Squad Leader Fang is not in good health, Doctor Feng took him to the hospital for examination, I hope he is fine." ”

Lu Jianguo sighed: "Hey, it's not easy to stay up and enter the base in this last world." ”

Lu Ruisheng looked at the other food box and said, "Dad, I'll send this to Uncle Li." ”

Lu Jianguo said: "Go, go quickly, it just so happens that he has just come back." ”

Lu Ruisheng went out with the food box.

Gu Pan opened their food box: "Rui Sheng and I are not sure if you are in the office, so we finished eating at home." ”

Lu Jianguo looked at these dishes: "I have made so many dishes, and it takes a lot of effort, just one dish is enough to eat." ”

After speaking, he looked at the chicken soup: "Why do you still have chicken?" ”

Gu Pan said with a smile: "Air-dried, we have a lot of air-dried meat, don't save too much in the future, Dad, let's not waste the resources of the base, we all made it ourselves, there is still outside, there is nothing missing." ”

Lu Jianguo smiled: "Then if I eat fat, don't others have to suspect me of stealing it?" ”

Gu Pan also laughed, this father-in-law was quite happy for a day.

Lu Ruisheng came back after a while, saying that Li Shukang drank chicken soup before he could come out, and the speed was called fast.

Lu Jianguo said with a smile: "We are really a little tired and hungry in the past two days, and we always eat steamed bread and pickles, but we are also short of oil and water." ”

Gu Pan said: "Then if we are at home at noon, we will bring you food, anyway, we will not go to work." ”

Lu Jianguo hurriedly waved his hand: "Send it every day, it's not the same as going to work, you were quite free for two days, but you sent me food as if you were going to work, that's not good, I usually eat in the canteen, but I've been too busy these two days, don't worry." ”

Gu Pan said: "In this case, I will make you some sauce meat, salted meat, and pickles in the evening, which can be put away, and then you can take them to the canteen when you eat, so that you can have more oil and water." ”

Lu Jianguo said with a smile: "That's okay, then you will envy others to death." "You must know that he just found his son, and now he can't wait to show his son every day, basically everyone who works with him now knows how good his son is.

Gu Pan served him a bowl of soup: "Drink some soup to nourish your stomach." ”

Lu Jianguo looked at the ginseng and wolfberries in the chicken soup, and sighed: "You really don't lack supplies." ”

Gu Pan smiled: "Well, there is really no shortage." ”

(End of chapter)