The rich autumn colors set off the sorrow in Chen Yan's heart. Zhang Liao and Guo Jia's words were still in their ears, but Cai Yan's words also resounded in Chen Yan's heart.

Chen Yan's face was dazed, the whole person seemed to have aged several years all of a sudden, and his steps were no longer as brisk as before, but heavy and slow.

Gradually, Chen Yan's mansion was in front of him, and Chen Yan slowly entered the gate like a walking corpse. Suddenly, footsteps came, and I saw a girl running in front of me, this girl was beautiful and beautiful, wasn't it Xing'er?

"My lord! How did you come back! Xing'er looked at Chen Yan, her big eyes kept flickering, and she didn't notice that Chen Yan's expression was different.

Chen Yan smiled bitterly and said, "What, Xing'er, where are you going to go in such a hurry?" ”

Xing'er stuck out her tongue and said with a smile: "My lord, General Zhang Liao is here, I haven't seen him for a long time, I'm going to visit him!" How did you come back so early? You have such a good relationship with General Zhang Liao, why don't you talk for a while? ”

Chen Yan saw Xing'er's innocent appearance, and naturally knew that Xing'er couldn't say anything about these things, so he immediately nodded and said, "Go quickly, I'm a little tired today, and I want to go back to see Zhaoji." ”

Xing'er smiled: "It turns out that I miss the talented female sister, it's really a heavy color and light friend, go home quickly, the talented female sister just fell asleep and didn't wake up, I'm afraid you have to wait for a while." ”

After that, Xing'er ignored Chen Yan and quickly went to find Zhang Liao. Chen Yan looked at Xing'er's brisk back, and sighed faintly, indeed a little envious of the carefree Xing'er. I just don't know what Xing'er would think after she learned that Lu Lingqi was going to get married?

In the midst of sorrow, Chen Yan slowly walked into his room, at this time Cai Yan had already fallen asleep, and the pregnant person was naturally often tired. Chen Yan walked to the side of the bed, couldn't bear to sit down and disturb Cai Yan, so he stood quietly, looking at Cai Yan's handsome face in his sleep.

It was a very peaceful and beautiful face, without the slightest doubt, at this time, because Chen Yan was able to stay in Luoyang City to accompany her, Cai Yan was very satisfied.

Chen Yan just looked at Cai Yan like that, stunned, unaware that time had flown by, and it was already noon in a blink of an eye.

Cai Yan was still asleep, Chen Yan moved his body, and he felt sore. He frowned, and said in his heart: "I've stood for too long, and I'm about to stiffen." "Immediately tiptoe out for a walk.

Just walked to the corridor, and suddenly saw a person walking briskly in front of him, wasn't it Guo Jia?

When Chen Yan saw Guo Jia, he didn't have the usual cordial feeling, because Chen Yan knew that Guo Jia was here because of Lu Lingqi's matter, thinking of this, he frowned unconsciously, turned around, and was about to go back.

"Lord!"

Guo Jia saw Chen Yan's behavior and knew that he was going to hide again. But as the leader of an army, how could Chen Yan dodge so easily? If Chen Yan hid at this time, what would happen to these hundreds of thousands of brothers in Guanzhong? Don't you want them to drink the northwest wind?

Thinking of this, Guo Jia even quickened his pace, although Guo Jia's body was very weak, at this critical juncture, he actually caught up with Chen Yan who ran away quickly!

"Don't run away, my lord, this matter does not allow you to escape!" Guo Jia also seemed to be a little dissatisfied, and his tone of voice became heavier.

Chen Yan was scolded by Guo Jia like this, suddenly stopped, turned around, stared at Guo Jia coldly, and said, "Fengxiao, there is something I want to explain to you first." I once promised Zhao Ji that in this life, she is the only one who can be my wife, and the rest can only be concubines. ”

After saying this, Chen Yan suddenly felt unspeakably happy. Chen Yan loves Cai Yan, not only because Cai Yan is pregnant with his child, but also because he loves Cai Yan's peace and kindness.

Dong Bai gave Chen Yan stimulation and impulsiveness, Zou satisfied Chen Yan's **, but Cai Yan gave the warmth and affection that a wife can provide.

Chen Yan understands this truth better than anyone else, so he attaches great importance to Cai Yan, Cai Yan is his only wife, this is the idea that Chen Yan has long imprinted in his heart.

"Lord......" Guo Jia's face was very embarrassed at this time, on the one hand, he knew that Chen Yan's feelings for Cai Yan were indeed very deep, and on the other hand, he knew that Lu Bu's invitation could not be refused, at this moment, Guo Jia's heart was probably not better than Chen Yan.

"My lord, I can understand what you said. It's just that the lives of these hundreds of thousands of brothers in our prison are in your hands at this time! Guo Jia said slowly, and his emotions gradually became excited, "In this world and women, you have to make a choice." Cao Cao's strength is obvious to all, and now Lu Bu's proposal is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, if you easily refuse, we may be defeated by Cao Cao! ”

After saying this, Guo Jia fell to his knees with a puff, which shows that he really hopes that Chen Yan can agree to Lu Bu's family affairs.

Chen Yan bit his lip tightly, and he had already bitten his lips into purple. The fists were also clenched tightly, and the green tendons could already be seen. After thinking for a long time, Chen Yan finally said slowly: "No, Fengxiao, I can't promise you this time, even if I fail the brothers in Guanzhong, I can't live up to Zhaoji." ”

When Guo Jia heard this, his eyes stared, and he suddenly kowtowed: "Lord! Don't do this, this opportunity is rare now, if we let it go, I'm afraid we won't have a chance to defeat Cao Cao! ”

Chen Yan's eyes were almost bleeding, but he couldn't say a word. He didn't know that this opportunity was rare, and he didn't know that his brothers trusted him, but Chen Yan really didn't want to disappoint the person he loved the most, and he didn't want to be a negative person.

After another silence, Chen Yan finally sighed, slowly helped Guo Jia up, and said, "I'm sorry, Fengxiao, let me think about it for one night, I will definitely give you an explanation tomorrow and all the brothers." ”

After saying this, Chen Yan left again, this time Chen Yan was aimless, but he left the mansion.

Guo Jia stood in place, not knowing what to say, it is a good thing for his own lord to value love and righteousness, but at this important juncture, if he gave up the whole world for only one woman, what is the difference between it and the tyrants of the past dynasties?

Looking at Chen Yan's back, Guo Jia sighed slowly: "Lord, I believe in you and hope you can make the right choice." ”

And at this moment, in a deep place at the end of the corridor, Cai Yan actually stood quietly holding on to the pavilion pillar. Needless to say, she naturally heard everything just now. There was a tragic and resolute look on her face.

"Kimirou...... Junlang ......" Cai Yan called softly, his voice full of affection, "I can't bear you...... I really can't bear to ...... you."

Cai Yan finished saying this slowly, watched Chen Yan leave the mansion, and then resolutely turned around and walked towards his room.