At 10.44 p.m., I was frustrated in the laboratory facing the ultraviolet camera obscura, and when I opened my mobile phone, I saw that a classmate had sent me two messages on QQ and WeChat.

"Tianzhuo, are you talking about a girlfriend?"

"There are two tickets here, you guys go tomorrow."

I hurried back

"Oh no, who did you listen to, don't vote, don't vote."

"Then I just saw you on the road walking side by side with a girl"

"Oops, that's an experiment."

But I felt uncomfortable, so I immediately called him.

"Oops,,,,,,**, I'm so uncomfortable now, I also broke someone's mortar, and now I'm telling the teacher, oops**, don't hang up now, I'll tell you something,,, I'm so uncomfortable,"

With one hand on my phone, I hurriedly packed up my medicines. Turn off the lights and walk out of the lab.

"Ah,**, I'm coming out now, yes, please tell our dormitory manager later, there's a child outside." I'm going to tell you something now, it's really outrageous. ”

"Uh-huh, Tianzhuo, you say."

"Ah,,,,,,h

Walking to the door of the laboratory building, I held up my umbrella and walked down the steps, and there were still people walking on the road at this time.

"And then ,,,,,Alas! Recently,,, I really had a very outrageous encounter. ”

I thought about it for a while and decided to talk about it, but it was too uncomfortable to hold back in my heart.

"¥$& Ahh

"Huh? I can't hear what you're talking about... ”

"I said I'm wearing glasses, Tianzhuo, go on."

"Well,,, hey, isn't that the girl you just told you about,,, I found that I seem to have been thinking about her lately!"

"Hey"

I heard my brother laugh on his phone

"Oh, isn't it just a matter of literary and popular science videos,,, I used to have two little sisters looking for me and doing this together, but they couldn't hold on anymore, so I found a girl and a boy in our department."

"At first, I asked them to do it, but as I did it, I realized that something was wrong with my heart! ，，，，”

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"Wow,,,, I think it's too outrageous,,, now I'm doing experiments, I even see them talking, and my heart is uncomfortable. . . It's not okay to hear and talk to others anxiously. ”

"Ahh

"Huh? Can you hear me. "I think it would be a shame to have the courage to say this again.

"Ah Tianzhuo, I can hear what you said clearly, you can't hear what I said, I'm on the road now, where are you now?"

"Huh? You're coming to pick me up. "I was amazed, and suddenly I felt that I was so lucky to have these people.

"Right"

"Ah, I'm here at the south gate of the school building, oops,,, I think it's so abnormal now,,,, I feel bad when I hear her talking to others now, it's the same as when I was in high school,,, Wow..."

"Aren't you jealous?"

"Oops! Alas! Forget it, you come first, I'll wait for you here in the teaching building, and I'll talk about it when you come. ”

I sighed and walked forward with an umbrella, the street lamps were yellowish, shining on the stagnant water, and the golden waves were waving over. A few people walked over with their heads down and looking at their phones, and I took my umbrella back, and it turned out that it was not raining.

After walking a little further, I saw a figure with the headlights on, and I beckoned, and he nodded to me and drove over.

"Wow... I was so touched that I didn't want to go back tonight. I'm so difficult,,,, when I was shooting a video today, I made a noise with my brother, and I offended people, and I didn't feel good, and in the end I broke the mortar, and I had to buy a new one for the laboratory, alas! ”

"But I don't think these are nothing.,In the end, I did the experiment.,I heard them talking and laughing there.,My heart is really sour.,I feel like my brother is annoying.,The mortar was broken.,It's nothing.,In the end, I let them go first.,I'm coming back alone.,I really don't want to walk with them.,But tomorrow the video still has to be filmed.,I still have to call them over.,Alas,,, I'm all... Don't want to do this anymore. But the video still has to be filmed, alas! ”

"Hey, you're jealous," he laughed, "It's okay, get in the car." He said.

"Oh no, I don't even want to go back, I want to walk outside for a while."

"It's night now, it's cool to come outside and blow the wind." He frowned and said seriously.

"Well, okay."

The small tram started to drive, and the summer wind, just drenched by the rain, mixed with the smell of earth hit the face, which was very refreshing.

"What's going on with your movie ticket, ready to go with your roommates? Roommates aren't going? "Vaguely I guessed something.

"Alas, we broke up... It hit me too hard this time. I really, I didn't believe it before, this time I really think she's good, I really believe in love, but in the end we broke up. Do you know what the reason is?"

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"It's bullshit's three views don't match"

Before I could guess, he said it.

"Also bought a movie tomorrow, tickets for 5.20pm. Alas, you don't know how many times I've cried these days, and you can hear my voice hoarse now. ”

"Huh? Alas,,,, I'm also crying... It's not going well today,,, it's not today. I'm also uncomfortable now, I originally felt for her, it's normal for men and women to have this kind of restlessness, isn't this just a normal relationship between men and women, it's normal! Isn't that also for other girls? But then I found that something was more and more wrong, and now I see her and him chatting together every time they finish this popular science video, I feel sad, wow, this is too outrageous, I think. ”

"Alas,,, Tianzhuo, if I were to go straight to you."

"Oh, what are you going on?,I don't think it should be like this,,,, I haven't seen any classes this semester.。。。 You said if it was a senior, then I wouldn't have any worries, but now I'm a junior, alas, and then ,,, I don't even want to see her now. But tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I have to let them come over to shoot a video, then I have to be uncomfortable, alas, why is my heart so small... ”

"Alas, Tianzhuo, you're not small-minded, it's normal, and I'm quite uncomfortable now."

"Whew! I don't want to do it tomorrow! I regret it a little, it's so uncomfortable. I should have let those two junior sisters do it before, but now I have mixed feelings in my heart, but the teacher is urging me not to do it, alas! Where's your movie ticket, let's go to the movie tomorrow! I shouted helplessly.

"Alas, I don't even dare to go, I'm afraid I won't be able to help it then..."

"It's really two two defeated dogs...

In the end, he decided to go outside with me tomorrow to cool off.

When I arrived at the dormitory, I was still bored, and a group of roommates from other majors in the new dormitory usually maintained a polite relationship, but today I felt uncomfortable panic, and I couldn't solve it, so I hugged a roommate in the lower bunk.

"Oh, I can understand how you felt before,,,, I feel so uncomfortable... I smiled wryly with tears in my eyes.

"Huh? What's the matter, buddy, you say. He said with a smile, and his roommate sitting at the computer desk was also interested, and turned around with a smile.

"Whew... Just this semester to do that literary and artistic science video, it was originally two junior sisters who asked me to do it, but then it was too difficult, and they didn't do it, so I said, if you don't do it, you have to find someone to do it, and you can't let the project be half empty. I found a girl in our department.,Do ppt.,And then a boy who has a good defense.,To defend.,And then think about sitting back and enjoying it.。。。 ”

"Well, and then."

"And then I was doing this, and suddenly I found that I had an idea for this girl? The girl and this boy have a good chat.,I'm actually this time.。。。。 Don't you feel jealous? ”

"Eh, this is a wedding dress for someone else... A roommate who just came in heard it lazily smiled and complained.

"Oops,,, I think it's outrageous. When I first asked her to do it, of course, she was a little selfish, and I admit it. Because there is a course design that I haven't communicated with her, I think she talks quite interestingly. But I think this feeling should be a normal psychology between men and women, but I didn't expect to fall deeper and deeper, and it didn't feel right,"

"Well, then well."

"Then I don't keep suppressing it, I always put myself in the leadership position when I have a meeting, and I do business. But in the end, she had a very speculative conversation with the brother I called, and every time I made a video, I was very uncomfortable, but after tomorrow, the video had to be filmed, and I had to call people, and I had to feel uncomfortable,,,, alas, it was so outrageous."

"Wow... Don't you think I'm a wretch? I said with a laugh and a cry.

"Oh, no, no, it's normal to have this kind of feeling, but buddy thinks your experience is very novel."

"Huh?"

"That is to say, we have never been in the position of this leader, and we really don't have such an experience as you, if you like it, buddy, then go straight to it, or be rejected or be dealt with." A roommate next to him explained, "Did you tell her about it?"

"Nope."

"Then you have a proper crush, isn't it?"

"Oh, don't I feel bad now, and then they talked quite speculatively, and I actually started to get jealous,,,Wow,,,。"

"But don't I have to take them to make a video, there is a distance between the leaders and the masses, and it is normal for the masses to get closer to the masses... But I'm really helpless in my heart, and I can't feel this ... ”

"So it's quite uncomfortable,,, alas,,, I really want to die quickly."

After a long series of talks, grinning and holding his roommate's quilt on the bed and smiling bitterly.

"Oh, this is all normal, you said that between men and women, it is normal to have this kind of feeling, if you don't, then it is a machine, not normal."

"But this relationship is too tormenting... I lay on his quilt, curled up like maggots.

"Ah yes, I don't want this kind of feeling for me." He laughed.

"Alas, I'm still writing novels.,I don't want to write this in.,It's definitely getting more and more uncomfortable.,I enlightened you before.,Now I find myself like this.,I'm so tender.。。。。

"Well, you can't say that," the roommate on the top bunk suddenly said, "You have to think, if you are, as a writer, then you go through all this, it's all cough cough haha"

"Eh, you laughed at what you said." The students in the lower bunk couldn't help but laugh.

"Oh no, it means that you have to have such an experience, and ordinary people don't have it, so you can write better works. For a writer, no matter what the experience is, it can enrich your mind, and when your mind is enriched, the work you write will have depth. Right, so this experience, for you, good or bad, is a treasure for you. ”

"Then I don't think dogs should be in this bullshit experience," the roommate in the lower bunk continued to laugh and complain.

"Well, it does ,,,,"

Everything I experienced was a treasure, I forgot where I had read it, it was the words of a novelist abroad. Not only as an author, but everything that everyone has experienced, and finally written into a book, is a very precious treasure.

"But let's talk about it, this experience is still too difficult,,,, "I smiled bitterly," I said with a wry smile, "I don't want to write about this writer, and the more I write, the more depressed I become." ”

"And what do you think you do to her?" asked the roommate in the lower bunk

"Is it an impulse, or what..." He asked.

"I think it's impulsive, I had a little feeling before, but I thought it was normal, and I didn't care, and then I fell more and more into it,,,"

Is it impulsive or liking, someone has told me about these two before, but I guess there is still a liking that is not impulsive? Is a rational liking a liking or a disliking? I can't imagine that.

"Alas,,,, I really want to get rid of this commotion quickly, I don't even think much of what I'm going to school now! Wow, our electrochemical ppt, a chapter of 412 pages, I really don't know how much now, but when I read it now, I still think about these things in my heart, and I'm really saddened. ”

"So what are you attracted to her? Is it looks or something else? ”

"That's it, it looks quiet, but the heart is actually very open and lively temperament, I can always be attracted by this temperament, and after that attraction, I feel that this person is not."

"Then what kind of emotion does she have for you, has she hinted at it, what does it express?"

"Hmmm... The most she adores for me is this leader ... Wow, I think I'm the captain, it's really an old father-style captain, wasn't there a homework before, they couldn't write, I was afraid that it would affect the progress of the experiment, so I called them to teach them to write, and there was a feeling that if you have any problems, ask me to solve them, as long as the collective can operate normally, it's okay. ”

"Then your leader is doing too well, really."

"Then it's no wonder she doesn't feel for you!"

"That's right, then I can do this for the afternoon, that's how it should be, it's all business, and now I feel uncomfortable every time they are together."

"Ah, it's okay, at least you're still successful on the other hand."

"Hey, I made a video today, and I offended my brother, I think he has a big opinion of me now, and finally broke the mortar, I searched on the Internet, and it was more than 80 years old. . . Alas"

"You still have to accompany this."

"Isn't it... Oops, but I think it's all secondary.,Now they're doing it's very anxious to be honest.。。。 I sighed.

"Alas... Moreover,,,I think the two of them are actually quite good, to be honest, even if they can talk about two topics together, it is natural to be together,"

"This is really a wedding dress for someone else." He laughs.

"Alas, hahaha, but this makes me anxious, but fortunately, neither of them has passed the sixth level this time hahaha, I am alone when I go to Shijiazhuang to defend, otherwise I will have to suffocate on the way."

"Wow, why do I think I'm talking like that, and now I'm so down," I rubbed my head on him, like a rocket cone.

"Eh, no, hahaha, alas, do you want to deal with it, or don't you want to deal with it?" He asked.

"Then I definitely can't jump into the fire pit anymore, but I always let these thoughts harass me in my heart, so I struggle, I feel very anxious, and I feel that my instinct still wants to get along, but I know that it will definitely not work if I really want to get along."

"Why not, you can't do it if you haven't gotten anywhere, I think as long as you like each other, you can definitely be together."

"I was like this when I was in high school, doesn't that mean that as long as you like each other, you will definitely be able to be together, and in the end, you won't be able to get together."

"Well, I've always been attracted to this quality, and when it comes to talking, I'm basically a poor word, and I'm not the same type of person as her. She is this kind of outwardly quiet and inwardly fanatical; But I was outwardly optimistic and struggling inwardly. But I see that the two of them are together, both are admitted to graduate school, there are a lot of topics to talk about, it is really nothing to talk about, and they are very happy to get along, I think two people can be together, even if it is unnatural to look at getting along, and the heart is uncomfortable, if they like each other, and they are suffering from each other's internal friction when they get along, it is a thorny rose, which is still a pity. ”

"Hmm. . . From my point of view, whether two people like each other or not is the most important thing, and getting along is a matter of later," he said.

"Well, then I will bless them with all my heart! All right! Break this thought, wait until you finish filming this video in the next few days, and then study hard! ”

"Yes, you will be attracted by this youthful and lively trait, then this trait is also universal, buddy is attracted to feel that only this particular object has, that is, the road is narrow. If you don't want to deal with it, you can do it officially, and if you want to deal with it, you can go straight to it, and you have to give yourself an explanation. ”

"Hey, I think it's still too impulsive, I'd better be calm and calm and continue to be an old father." I let out a long breath. Unfortunate things are the lubricant of human relationships. Confiding in these roommates makes me feel closer to them than before.

"It's actually normal for men to have this kind of feeling. Actually, everyone has this, so don't think about it. Now that you've decided, play your role as an old father. ”

"Alas, I still have to be firm in my beliefs, but now my beliefs are not firm enough, I feel that I can't do it, and I always think about it, I haven't convinced myself, otherwise I'm always going back and forth, and I'm too hungry."

Well, firm faith! Business! Sincere blessings really make me a little unwilling, but I can't be as irrational as before.

Don't shy away! Reason triumphs over anxiety! Cheer yourself up again! Thinking about tomorrow, I should plan my tasks and finish this semester quickly, so that my senior year can really do what I love! I'm not going to watch a movie with my brother tomorrow! I'm sorry bro! You've got to hold on! Let your friends keep you company! Take your eyes off others and onto yourself, and the world will be bigger.