Chapter 89: Please Help Me
Xia Qing'an didn't try to break free from these confusing bones, but he undoubtedly failed, and over time, he had already given up the idea of breaking away.
It's not that she resigned herself to her fate, nor that she still likes An Dongyuan, but that she has been like a withered flower for too long, losing her spirit and usual beauty, and becoming extremely dilapidated.
Suddenly, Xia Qing'an was filled with a wonderful thought, grinned, and stared at Bai Rao, "If you really want to save me, kill me." ”
For Xia Qing'an, dying is the most perfect relief, and she doesn't want to drag this ruined body to survive.
Bai Rao seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to understand, "Before the critical moment, do you want to die?" ”
Aren't the monks of the immortal cultivation realm all pursuing an immortal life and giving up their lives so simply?
If Xia Qing'an doesn't like this physical appearance, isn't it also something that can be solved with a single pill.
"If it's you, you've been giving birth to these disgusting lives for two years, can you stand it?"
Xia Qing'an pointed to the bulging abdomen with dry fingers, where small insects were spinning.
Every time they turn, they are either eating meat or sucking blood, and Xia Qing'an is also fed up with this kind of day.
The most terrifying thing is that she can't commit suicide, because the Gu worm will stop it.
"If you really want to repay what you just hid for you, why don't you kill me!"
Xia Qing'an's eyes reflected Bai Rao's figure, which rarely sparkled, with a desire for liberation.
Bai Rao was silent, looking at Xia Qing'an's terrible abdomen, and only agreed for a long time.
"Okay, if I can do it."
She didn't know if she could strangle all the Zimu Gu.
In Xia Qing'an's short life, he has never done anything hurtful, but he has to endure such suffering.
But it's because I didn't do anything, I just loved others wrongly, so I ended up like this.
"I don't know what Yufang's name is?"
Xia Qing'an smiled contentedly, this time it was no longer a smile with sadness and madness, but a bright smile from the heart.
At that moment, Bai Rao recalled the shy woman in the memory extracted from Yuxi Bamboo.
In a trance, Xia Qing'an's face appeared with a beautiful face overlapping with the present, and he saw Xia Qing'an's past look.
Bai Rao's palms secretly clenched his fists, "My surname is Bai Rao." ”
Xia Qing'an should have had a good life.
"Bai Rao? It's a good name, but I don't know who you want to spare, whether it's yourself or someone else......"
"Have you spared anyone?" Bai Rao didn't think about the meaning of this name, "It's probably nothing else, it's just an ordinary name." ”
According to the dean of the previous life, on the day Bai Rao appeared in the orphanage, it was rare for them to have heavy snowfall.
Bai Rao, who was still in swaddling clothes, didn't cry or make trouble, holding a jade pendant tightly in his hand, and looked at them fixedly.
The word "Rao" was engraved on the jade pendant, so the dean named Bai Rao.
"Yes...... I thought too much. ”
Xia Qing'an suddenly remembered something, and said seriously to Bai Rao: "However, your blood is a little special, I hope you don't feed others easily in the future." ”
"Special?"
Bai Rao subconsciously smelled the remaining blood in his palm, there was no taste, no difference from other people's.
Xia Qing'an smiled dumbly, "Haven't you noticed anything abnormal about me?" ”
Bai Rao stopped exploring the puzzled bones and looked at Xia Qing'an carefully.
Her lips, which had been chapped, were now rosy, and her dry and deeply sunken cheeks had regained a little flesh.
It's just that the sparse hair hasn't changed, and it's still very dry, but the overall improvement is much better than when Bai Rao first saw it.
The most important thing is that Xia Qing'an has been rational for too long now, and he usually only has a few minutes a day when he is awake normally.
The rest of the time is in a state of madness.
"You're much more sober and can communicate normally."
"yes." Xia Qing'an sighed, "I haven't seen the light of day here for two whole years, and I have less and less time to be awake." ”
Xia Qing'an staggered to his feet, trying to hold Bai Rao's hand.
Bai Rao took a step back sideways, cleverly avoiding Xia Qing'an's contact.
Xia Qing'an was slightly embarrassed, but quickly collected her emotions and continued to say to herself: "In the past two years, that woman has sent countless bowls of blood, and I have drunk the blood of many people. ”
"Only Bai Rao's difference is that your blood is full of aura, just one drop, I can recover my state and take back control of my body from the hands of the mother Gu."
"So, normally, you want to swallow me in your belly so that you can survive."
Bai Rao naturally didn't believe that Xia Qing'an would kindly prompt.
Common sense says that a person who has been in the dark all the year round, and one day sees hope, he will be like a drowning person, desperately grabbing the one who came down to save her.
Bai Rao asked, "Are you willing to give up hope?" If it were me, I wouldn't let her go. ”
Just as Xia Qing'an didn't want to let Bai Rao leave.
Xia Qing'an didn't expect Bai Rao to question her like this, "Hahaha, you found out!" ”
In her eyes, there was no disappointment in her heart to be discovered, but she became calm.
In her hand, she grasped the puzzled bone thread, as if she was trying to reinsert the silk thread into Bai Rao's wrist.
"I'm trapped in this small area, and I don't want to live for a long time."
Xia Qing'an suddenly became loving, gently caressing her bulging abdomen.
"There used to be my children here...... But now, only these Gu worms are gnawing at me. ”
Bai Rao stood in a safe area, watching Xia Qing'an's bewildered behavior.
A faint flame ignited between his palms, and the light of the fire shone on Bai Rao's cheeks.
Bai Rao broke Xia Qing'an's illusion, "You don't have children, the children in your mouth are still these Zi Gu." ”
That night, Xia Qing'an was not pregnant, this wrong idea was just a mother Gu who bewitched her.
"Hehe......" Xia Qing'an smiled stupidly, summoned her long-lost natal sword, and forced her weak body to dance the sword in this small dungeon.
It's just that she didn't have enough strength, and she sat on the ground in just two clicks, panting.
Xia Qing'an simply lay down, took a big breath, and looked up in a daze, "How I don't know the truth about that child." ”
That child is a lie that Xia Qing'an gave himself in his lonely years.
The words fell, and turned his head in the direction of Bai Rao, "If it were a year ago, I might still have hope, but now I just want to get rid of this horrible group of bugs." ”
"If you can, please do Bai Rao a favor and help me kill An Dongyuan."
Xia Qing'an's friendship with An Dongyuan is long gone, and some only have hatred that pierces the bone marrow.
But she understands that now that she looks like a ghost, she can't kill An Dongyuan.
I had to store this expectation in Bai Rao.
"I'm not interested in your blood, since I have done a favor, please also give this earring to my father, he is the Donghou Zhenren of the Sword Feather Sect, just say that his daughter is not filial, don't worry about it."