Today, the miscellaneous talk in the world has been signed, looking at the seal of "signed", more than the noble sense of honor that feels that the work has been recognized, it is more that I can finally exchange my sour words for some manuscript fees.

But I'm afraid of this, writing purely for the sake of writing, and I have no artistic conception.

The manuscript fee is arbitrary, I don't value these things, and it is more important to record my mood.

"Letting you go?!"

"What's the hurry?!"

I yelled at Brother Zhuang.

Why did I dare to write the words Brother Zhuang directly, not because Lao Tang didn't get a lesson, or because, I know that he doesn't read what I wrote, and it is difficult for someone to read it to reach his ears.

I used to accompany Brother Zhuang to eat barbecue, but then Brother Zhuang suddenly became a little indifferent, and I deleted Brother Zhuang.

It's all emotional, but I don't think it's quite. I was destined to not be able to stay in their dormitory because someone made me feel disconnected.

Brother Zhuang is friendly with this person, so I don't care.

That's the enemy.

But I actually don't hate Brother Zhuang.

I said, let's be on duty, let's be on duty, and then leave after cleaning. I don't think there will be any chaos on the first day, otherwise it won't be possible to implement it later.

Brother Zhuang is angry

"Let's go"

"Fly, let's go"

"Let's go"

"Let's go"

"Let's go"

My mood is not good, although it is against the rules, but I am still angry with Brother Zhuang.

"Where are you going?"

"The two girls haven't left, where are you going?!"

Leaning my neck and frowning, I yelled at the door. At the door, Brother Zhuang and his partner were stunned with their schoolbags on their backs.

The partner twisted and twisted, embarrassed to come back, and Brother Zhuang followed.

A girl was on the middle of the day, and she glanced at me and was surprised.

I haven't had such a gaffe in college, at least in public.

I have humbled myself to others, humbled to the dust, and this person looks like he has nothing to do with himself, and he looks like he is hanging high.

I hate, I don't hate, I am angry, I am unwilling.

"Are you done with the experiment?" Brother Zhuang lowered his head, carried his schoolbag, was a little overwhelmed, and asked the girl a few words randomly.

"Ahh

The girl grabbed the condenser tube, didn't look back, and hurriedly responded.

"Don't leave when you're done, don't leave yet..."Brother Zhuang muttered and walked in front of me again.

I remembered the previous student union, after moving things, a few people left through the playground door, and I don't know which wild boy shouted at us

"Let you go?! Who let you go?! ”

It makes people angry to the extreme, when a few people are eating

"What the hell?"

"I don't know what I am"

"It is"

I suddenly realized, and it wasn't suddenly, that as soon as this sentence left my mouth, I realized that I had completely become this "wild boy" who "didn't know what he was".

Brother Zhuang's panicked appearance made me feel very guilty, even if it was wrong, I was actually venting my anger, my anger was not because of this trivial matter, but something else, I was really guilty, I'm sorry.

But I have chosen this path, and I am destined to be a stranger to them, and I can't turn back, and when I look back, I will be tormented by this anger again and again.

As fate would have it! Brother Zhuang, I'm not subjectively disgusted with you! I didn't have a choice, I was objectively forced to do so.

But I don't want to reconcile, so let's alienate me, not only Brother Zhuang, but all the people related to this person and that person are alienated from me, I don't want to recall these careless things about this person and that person.

Even if it doesn't break out with this, it will break out later, and I decided not to hurt me anymore, fate has already moved on this path.

It was almost cleaned, and I poked my head out

"It's okay, it's almost cleaned, everyone can go, it's hard work."

No one was pandering, and they walked past me sideways with their heads down.

I don't think I'm a thing at their dinner today.

Even if I feel emotional, it is helpless, if I want to love myself, I have to stay away from these things that consume me and affect the innocent, and it is only because of people's branches and leaves. I don't want to communicate with people who consume me, lest I know some news that makes me sad and angry.

I'm sorry Brother Zhuang, but please don't forgive me, focus on your own world and move forward, I sometimes, I often feel that just living, my heart is already overwhelmed, and I try to dilute these unwillingness with my career!