The ward is very quiet, the garden outside the window is full of birds, the air in the ward on the third floor is good, and there are no mosquitoes at night, which is very good.

Maybe because of staying up late, Fu Feifei had a few acne on her face, but she didn't seem to have the heart to seriously apply makeup. But at this time, in Tang Zheng's eyes, she is more real like this.

Tang Zheng sat on the bed, Fu Feifei sat on the chair next to the bed, the two were silent for a long time, and neither of them spoke.

His gaze occasionally swept over Fu Feifei, stayed for a while, and then moved out of the window, or to a certain piece of furniture in the ward, and so on. Tang Zheng recalled the scene of that night in his mind, and in his drowsiness, he seemed to see Fu Feifei rushing over with a wine bottle in his hand, just when Bai Jie knocked out one of the muscular men.

Anyway, Fu Feifei's move moved Tang Zheng very much.

Society has changed, there is no justice, no morality, no love, and many people born in the seventies and eighties do not know and are strangers. Back then, the door was not closed at night, but Zedong had already seen through it, and now the security door is getting stronger and stronger, but it still can't stop the burglary.

Then and now, how many couples swear in love that they are willing to die for you, but at that moment, you will despair to see each other running faster than anyone else.

At the very least, Fu Feifei, who was born in the nineties, made a subconscious move, which proved her truth to Tang Zheng.

"Maybe it's really because of the big difference in each other's living environment. Fu Feifei slowly spoke, "During this time, I have been thinking about what the problem is when I get to this point. Tang Zheng, I should be able to forgive you, I don't blame you for deceiving me. I have to admit that sometimes money can make people see a lot of things. I can understand that. ”

With a slightly wry smile, Fu Feifei said, "I've seen too much, and I also know that none of the men around me are sincere." What they fancy is my family's property. Marry a good wife and struggle for less than 20 Chinese New Year's Eve years. In fact, women are real, and men are not like this. ”

Tang Zheng felt irritated for no reason, and said, "You came to tell me this?"

Fu Feifei felt pain in her heart, and shook her head with a self-deprecating smile, "I'll come to see you, it's okay if you're fine, I'll ...... I went back. ”

As she spoke, she stood up, her body swaying slightly, a little weak, but finally she held on.

"Fei Fei. ”

Tang Zheng called out to her, she looked at Tang Zheng, and slowly sat down again.

Taking a deep breath, Tang Zheng said, "I have also been thinking about the problem between you and me during this time. You know, I'm a person who likes to face problems head-on, and I keep thinking about things that I can't figure out. Me and you, there is no zài who is right and who is wrong. I agree with what you just said, that there are too many differences between the circumstances and experiences in which you and I live. After being together for a long time, problems continue to arise. At the end of the day, it still can't be integrated. And you and I have not yet reached the level that you must have. Yes, I realized that too. If I had figured this out earlier, I would have waited patiently until you understood what was going on. But for so long, I've been in love like this, I've been dealing with people like this, and I can't adapt to you in a short period of time. And you, at the end of the day, don't know what exactly you want. A me with a clear purpose, and a you who doesn't actually know what you want, two people together. Now that I think about it, it was not easy to go through three months together. ”

Sighing, Tang Zheng looked at the ceiling, then turned his gaze to Fu Feifei, and said in a deep voice, "Feifei, I really can't describe how much I love you." I am a very stubborn person, and there are very few people who can influence me to change me. And you can do that. At the end of the day, I'm willing to give you my own qiē, and you can control anything. I know it's going to be ...... Cheap, very unprincipled. But everyone's understanding of love is different. I will not fall in love with a woman, once I fall in love, I will give everything without hesitation. Brother Mai said, I am too deeply invested, so it will be very uncomfortable. I know it's going to be hard, but I think I should do it myself. ”

At this time, Fu Feifei was already in tears.

Tang Zheng smiled miserably and said, "It's a pity, we were all wrong. I didn't love the wrong person, I just fell in love with the right person at the wrong time. I used to laugh and say to you, if you break up with me, I don't think I'll ever have a hard time falling in love with another woman again. This kind of thing is really tiring, and a person has the strength to love one or two women for a lifetime, I think it is enough. For me, it's close to the limit. ”

Shaking his head unconsciously, Tang Zheng said, "Now, I have a hope for you. Hopefully, you'll learn something from my time with me and figure out what you want in the end. After all, people have to go together, and in the end, how they come and go, they can't take anything away. If you save your soul, you can take away the people you love and the good memories. ”

At this time, outside the ward, across the door, Bai Jie stood there with a lunch box, bursting into tears, she heard it all.

She was sad and even a little disappointed. The same words had a different meaning in her ears. From Tang Zheng's words, Bai Jie felt Tang Zheng's love and reluctance to deal with Fei Fei. Even though they have broken up, Tang Zheng, who still loves Fu Feifei deeply, is obviously not as easy to melt as Bai Jie imagined. Tang Zheng didn't feel for her, she didn't think it was the biggest problem, she fell in love over time, no matter what day it was, there would be feelings one day. But if the heart of the person is with someone else, it is difficult.

She cried because she felt that she had resolutely done this, but she didn't get the slightest recognition from Tang Zheng, and she didn't even mention her name in the words. She was disappointed and wept sadly.

In the ward, Fu Feifei tried her best to keep herself from crying, sobbing, and it took a while to relieve her breath, and she said with a crying voice, "Maybe you're right, I didn't figure out what I wanted." I know that I have a lot of problems, my dad didn't care much about me since I was a child, and my mom doted on me. I don't want to be like this now. There are things that I am used to carrying by myself, and I don't want anyone to know, whether it is you or my parents, I will carry it if I can. I know that's wrong. Two people together, no matter what is sweet or sour, should bear it together. I'm changing, but why don't you give me time, I can't change it all at once. ”

For a moment, Tang Zheng's heart was about to soften completely, and he wanted to jump out of the car and hug Fu Feifei who was crying, say a touching love word, and then continue the front edge. But he held back, and the last bit of reason reminded him that it wasn't going to end well. As he said, there is nothing wrong, the fault is to meet the right person at the wrong time.

Marriage must not be a joke and a fluke, for the sake of immediate happiness to use a longer period of sadness and disharmony in the future as a price, that is not what a mature person would do.

He finally shook his head slowly and whispered, "Feifei, let's ...... At least I can't be with you now......"

Before Fu Feifei could digest it, there was no reaction, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Bai Jie appeared at the door, with a bright smile on her face......