So, why bother?

Song Anning silently told herself in her heart, Song Anning, don't be soft-hearted, don't agree.

Don't push yourself into the abyss from which you will never recover.

But I don't know why, those words of rejection are obviously in my throat, but I can't say anything.

In the past six months or so, the piles and piles that the two have experienced together have all turned into scenes and images that have surfaced in her mind.

His care for her, and the figures who desperately rescued her between life and death, were like waves that hit the bottom of her heart, making her unable to ignore or calm down.

Song Anning pursed the corners of her lips, and her fingertips quietly curled up in her sleeves.

In fact, not only her, but Pei Qingyan was also very nervous.

After the words were spoken, he was actually remorseful.

In particular, Song Anning did not respond immediately, but chose to be silent.

This made him feel even more that he shouldn't say it.

Some things, when they have not yet developed to a certain stage, if they don't say it, they just tacitly say it, and the two can continue to get along and develop naturally.

But once he speaks, that kind of tacit convention is broken, and he has to face a reality, a choice, maybe the two can't even be friends.

Pei Qingyan couldn't wait to take back what he had said before.

Silence spread between the two.

I don't know how long it took.

Just as Pei Qingyan wanted to open his mouth to relieve the siege, Song Anning suddenly said: "Does Master Pei believe in the art of Wei Wei?" ”

Pei Qingyan was stunned.

Junlang's eyebrows furrowed slightly.

"The Art of Latitude?"

"Yes."

Song Anning turned around and looked at him with a smile on his face.

Her facial features are already very beautiful, her skin is white and pink, looking like the peach blossoms in April, Pei Qingyan was a little stunned, but he reacted after a moment and asked, "What are you asking for?" ”

Song Anning said with a smile: "It's not a secret, I was taught by a master when I was a child, and I learned a little bit of the art of dividing the weft, I watched the face of Master Pei, and after three years, there should be a catastrophe, and it is a death catastrophe." ”

Pei Qingyan's complexion gradually sank.

Song Anning was actually very guilty.

She is human and has a heart, and she knows that it is unfair to him to lie to Pei Qingyan like this.

But she couldn't ignore her inner hesitation and selfishness.

If Pei Qingyan can live, she can promise him and go on with him for a long time.

If sooner or later he will die......

Rather than be heartbroken by then, it is better that nothing happened in the first place.

Song Anning thought very openly, she was reluctant to suffer again, she wanted to do her best to live up to the good intentions that God gave her.

Pei Qingyan was silent for a few breaths and asked, "Can you see my future?" ”

Song Anning tilted his head slightly, "A little." ”

Pei Qingyan smiled, "I'm curious, whose hands will I die in, chaotic party?" Or is it the enemy of the North? ”

Song Anning shook his head.

"Neither."

Pei Qingyan squinted slightly.

At this moment, he was suddenly no longer the hairy boy who was helpless and courting behind Song Anning, he had returned to the commander of the embroidery department, the leader of the traitorous ministers under one person and above tens of thousands of people.

He looked at Song Anning, his voice low, "So ......"

"You died at the hands of the emperor, with a thousand knives and no bones."

Pei Qingyan was shocked.

Rao is that he has experienced many winds and waves, and has imagined many possibilities in advance, but he never thought of the possibility that Song Anning said.

He frowned, his face becoming serious.

"Song Anning, do you know what you're talking about."

The tone was as if there was a sense of anger.

Also.

Saying bad things about the emperor behind his back is a big rebellion, not to mention, it is still his own uncle.

Song Anning's words are to offend the emperor at best, and to say more, it can be said that they are provoking the relationship between their nephews and monarchs and ministers, and their crimes should be punished.

If there was a third person present at this time, Song Anning would never dare to say it.

But now, it's just the two of them.

Song Anning curled the corners of her lips slightly, walked to a table, turned over a teacup, and said slowly while pouring tea: "Actually, you know very well, don't you?" Today's saint is suspicious, although he is very close to you, but he only regards you as a sword in his hand, otherwise you are his nephew, why does he want you to be in charge of the embroidery department? Doesn't he know that the Embroidery Division is the most likely to offend people in the entire court? ”

"The Son of Heaven is a lonely minister, an enemy of the ministers, an enemy of the family, an enemy of the old man of the world, you seem to be invincible, and you seem to be above 10,000 people, but in fact, there is nothing to rely on behind you, the only reliance is the emperor's trust and favoritism, but one day, ...... I mean, what if, the emperor doesn't trust you anymore and doesn't favor you? ”

She turned around, put the cup of tea to her lips, took a sip slowly, and then said slowly: "At that time, your hands are stained with blood, you know all the secrets of the emperor, you have offended most of the ministers in the court, do you think you still have a way to live?" And who wants you to live? ”

Pei Qingyan's face tightened.

In fact, he knew that what Song Anning said was the truth.

But he didn't want to admit it.

He didn't want to admit that the uncle who raised him since he was a child would doubt him and blame him, and he didn't want to believe that he and his only relative in the world would go against him.

Song Anning turned his head and looked out the window.

"Master Pei, sometimes, it's easy to deceive yourself, but it's hard to deceive others, if you've never worried about the emperor's suspicion, why do you deliberately tear your own wounds and make the emperor feel distressed?"

"It's true that you have a nephew and uncle now, but you have been operating in the court for many years, so it should be obvious that under power and desire, the power of family affection is actually insignificant, especially in the royal family."

"Enough!"

Pei Qingyan's chest rose and fell violently.

Those things that he hid deep in his heart and didn't want to touch were quietly torn apart by the woman in front of him, revealing a bloody corner.

He suddenly didn't want to listen to her anymore.

"I still have something to do, let's go first, you live in this house first, if you have any problems, go to the embroidery department to find Qingxuan, he will be here during this time."

After saying that, he left in a hurry.

Song Anning did not chase out.

She looked at Pei Qingyan's back as she left, and a touch of unbearability flashed in her eyes, but in the end she was still firm.

"Miss, what's wrong with Master Pei? Why did you leave in a hurry? ”

When Holly and Poria came in, Song Anning had already adjusted his complexion.

She smiled faintly, "It's okay, it's probably more than half a sentence of speculation, let's make him angry, don't pay attention to him, Holly, I'm hungry, I heard that the restaurant in this capital is prosperous, let's go and try it too, and see how it is different from our Qingzhou." ”

"Okay, okay."

As soon as she mentioned eating, Holly suddenly became interested.

Poria scolded with a smile: "When it comes to eating, you are as happy as anything, look at your winter waist and gain a girth, if you continue to eat like this, be careful that you will not be able to marry in the future." ”