Eating out at noon, Qu Junru was just sitting in a small restaurant at the entrance of the school, and a girl she didn't know sat opposite her.

She ordered a large table of dishes to the waiter's brother, and seeing her so arrogant, it seemed that she wanted to share a table with her. Qu Junru, not only didn't eat a bite, but also sat quietly opposite her position, watching how she was going to pretend next.

When she finished eating all the dishes she ordered, she beckoned to the waiter's brother: "Waiter, come here." Look at how much money this table has, settle the bill! ”

The waiter's brother also seemed to think that Qu Junru and this girl were friends, and took the initiative to tell him the total price of the dishes on this table: "Okay, little brother, it's eight hundred and one in total." ”

Qu Junru smiled and asked the waiter brother standing in front of him: "What are you showing me?" Hey, let's be reasonable, okay? I didn't eat a bite, did I? I didn't eat anything, you can't let me check out, right?! ”

At this moment, the girl who ordered a table of dishes suddenly looked at Qu Junru and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

Qu Junru pointed at himself with his finger, then showed a wry smile, first looked at the girl opposite, and then looked at the waiter brother standing in front of him, and then asked the doubts in his heart.

"Me? I don't mean anything, you order a table of food, then I didn't eat it. I don't know you either, so what do you want me to settle the bill? Big brother, I still want to ask you, there are so many empty spaces in your house, why do you want me to share a table? ”

The girl began to be anxious at this time: "What is called sharing a table?" ”

Qu Junru sneered and asked the girl, "Then you say, do you know me?" What's my name? I don't know you, do I? You order a table, I didn't eat a bite, and you let me settle the bill when I'm done, do you think it's reasonable? I don't make any mistakes with this at all, do I? Waiter big brother. ”

The girl suddenly looked at Qu Junru with a condescending look, and then asked the real question she wanted to ask him the most in her heart.

"Can't you afford it......?"

Qu Junru hurriedly showed her elegant smile and interrupted her next words with a smile: "Hey, you can't say that. ”

The girl continued to ask Qu Junru: "What are you pretending to be with me here?" ”

In this case, Qu Junru also maintained his elegant smile, and very gentlemanly ordered the table behind the waiter brother, and arranged for another table of the same dish: "Hehe, you are embarrassed by the waiter's big brother, the waiter's big brother is so dripping, didn't she say I can't afford it?" It's exactly the same, how many dishes she ordered. It's exactly the same, no errands, you know? Give me the one in the back, the last one, can you do it? Be fast! ”

Through the conversation between the two of them, the waiter's brother can be seen clearly, this girl should be born familiar, as soon as she comes in, she has to share a table with Qu Junru, sit in front of him and order a table of food, and want to prostitute a meal for nothing.

Just ask, how can there be such a good thing in the world?

He happily agreed: "Okay." ”

Qu Junru happened to have not eaten since he came in, so he sneered at the girl who was still sitting in front of him who wanted to eat the overlord meal and wanted to let herself give her a free meal ticket.

"Hungry, no...... Why are you looking at me like that? Big brother, yes, it's the back table! ”

Qu Junru's latter words were obviously said to the waiter's brother, and the waiter's brother understood Qu Junru's meaning in seconds: "Okay, no problem." ”

After a while, Qu Junru left the original table and sat down at the back table with his feet raised.

As soon as the waiter's brother finished serving the dishes, he showed his most gentlemanly smile to Qu Junru.

"Brother, we've got all the dishes."

Qu Junru saw that there were really a lot of dishes, and he was stunned: "I'll take it, why did she order so old?" ”

The waiter's brother continued to maintain his gentlemanly smile: "Yes. ”

Seeing so many dishes, Qu Junru felt that he couldn't finish eating alone.

To be honest, he was kind of tempted to quit.

But in order not to let the girl who was going to eat the overlord's meal just now look down on herself at such a time, the words were instantly retracted as soon as they came to her mouth.

Instead, Qu Junru said to the waiter's brother: "Can this ...... Hahaha, do you eat or not? Let's take a bite together! ”

The waiter's brother shook his head again and again: "No, no, no, we don't allow you to eat with customers in our restaurant, there are detailed rules." ”

Qu Junru was just about to nod, when he saw that the girl who had eaten the overlord's meal just now was leaving, and he immediately laughed.

"Oh. Ay? How did you go? Hahahaha. ”

The waiter's brother saw that she was leaving, and hurriedly stopped her: "Sister, that, pay here!" ”

Qu Junru smiled happily, and hurriedly beckoned several waiter brothers around him to eat something together.

"Hahahaha! You are so dropped, take a bite together, I have a treat. Do you eat? Brother, let's come together. ”

They didn't want to come to eat together, so Qu Junru had to call Fu Bingshen and them to come over for dinner.

Afterwards, Qu Junru learned that this girl who loves to eat overlord meals is called Wang Lanren, and she has a lot of problems.

After eating, Qu Junru went back to the classroom.

The first class in the afternoon was English, and the English teacher kept speaking English in class, and Qu Junru began to get impatient.

I thought to myself: Why is this teacher still speaking English?

After a few seconds, he took the initiative to raise his hand and stood up and asked the English teacher: "Wait, wait, teacher, do you speak Chinese?" ”

The English teacher smiled and responded to Qu Junru, "yes! But, I know your aunt is an English teacher, and you've been studying bilingual for a year. So, I think you should be able to understand English. ”

The corners of Qu Junru's mouth hooked a smile: "Yes, yes, yes, that's right." I can understand English, but this is China. You are Chinese, I am also Chinese, how can you speak English during class? ”

The English teacher was immediately stunned by Qu Junru's question, and only after a while did he ask, "Uh...... Let's just say, is it possible that this is an English class? ”

Qu Junru was not accustomed to anyone's problems at all, and directly replied to the English teacher: "Don't talk to me about these calves, let me tell you, many people in China speak Mandarin now." Even Jay Chou said - Chinese is the most tricky! You are Chinese, not a foreigner, if you can speak Chinese, don't show off your English level to these elementary school students, Chinese is the future trend of the world, do you know? ”

The English teacher was scolded by Qu Junru, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

"You kid......"

At this critical moment, Qu Junru directly quoted the view of human rights equality to interrupt the English teacher's later words: "I am not a child, please ask the teacher to treat us students as equals." Chinese do not discriminate against Chinese, but if they are not Chinese, their hearts will be different! ”

The English teacher couldn't help but applaud Qu Junru for being so patriotic, but he was a Chinese with good roots and would not accept an "English-speaking thing" to applaud him.

Immediately afterwards, Qu Junru walked out of the classroom and went to the classroom next to him to listen to the Chinese class.

After school, Qu Junru embarked on the journey home.

On the way home, Qu Junru touched the pocket of his pants, and there happened to be a dollar in it. I thought it would be nice to take the bus home this afternoon.

As a result, all kinds of things happened on the bus that made Qu Junru extremely different.

Since there was still a vacant seat on the bus when he got on the bus, he sat directly in it, but when he stopped at the next stop, someone saw that he was a child and refused to give up his seat, so he yelled at him in an old-fashioned tone.

"You kid is really unqualified! When you see an elder, you should give your father a seat. ”

When Qu Junru heard that the uncle's tone was so unkind, he shouted coldly: "You have the quality, you have the quality, do you know what it means to come first and come later?" How did you learn to respect the old and love the young? Return my father, where is my father? My dad is okay, my dad raised me, you raised me? ”

The uncle retorted to Qu Junru and said, "Then I am also older than you!" ”

Qu Junru followed his words, and directly shouted angrily: "What's bigger than me? The tumor is bigger than me?! ”

The uncles, aunts, grandparents and grandparents on the bus heard that they were arguing over the matter of not giving up their seats, especially when they heard Qu Junru's words just now, they burst into laughter in the carriage.

"Hahahaha——!"

The uncle pointed at Qu Junru with his right hand and said, "Let me tell you, when I want to be as young as you, I will be better than you!" ”

However, Qu Junru just couldn't get used to this kind of strong entry, and directly scolded him: "Mom, then why are you messing around?" Big brother, didn't you even get into a car? You have to ask my elementary school student to give you a seat, why don't you go to the front of the car and let the driver give you a seat?! ”

At this time, the laughter in the carriage was even louder: "Hahaha——! ”

Qu Junru glanced at him up and down, and said angrily: "It's quite a big brain, and the seeds are not in vain, you are really worthy of your big face." ”

"Hahahaha——!"

Immediately afterwards, Qu Junru continued to angrily scold the uncle who insisted on giving up his seat: "You are quite an adult, and you have to sit still, what are you doing?" Are you going to be a god? Can't stand still? I'll tell you, we're both on the bus for a dollar, and you're not my elder. If you are really my elder, you will say thank you to me the day I give you a seat. I won't give you a seat, you will stand for me! Do you know that this is a moral kidnapping? Don't freak out the young people in the car, when you're too old to walk, who do you think will take care of you? No one cares about you at all! You know what I mean? ”

Qu Junru's words immediately aroused a strong resonance among the crowd in the car:

"Yes, the lad said it well!!"

"Young man, I've got your back!"

"The young man's three views are real, and Auntie rewards you with a flying kiss, Trojan Horse!"

As soon as the uncle heard the public opinion on this topic, he was pulled over by Qu Junru so lightly, and he was directly unhappy.

He actually dared to yell at Qu Junru: "Shut up!" No, what do you mean by being a kid? ”

Xiao Yu'er replied to him angrily: "What do you mean?" If I don't give you a seat, you're going to have to beat me? You move me to try it, I don't lie that you can't lift your pants today, even if you don't wear them! ”

When the uncle heard that Qu Junru was so difficult to deal with, he knew that he was at a loss, so he could only get off the train at the next stop.

It was only two days before the results came to the parent-teacher conference.

Qu Junru saw that it was a parent-teacher meeting again, recalling that he was still in high spirits when he could give a speech on stage last time, and this time he became the most disappointed student in Aunt Li's mouth.

She asked his father to come to the stage and talk about his feelings: "Next, please invite the worst student in their class, the parent with the lowest grades to speak on stage!" ”

Although his father has no way to do anything about his son's grades, he sent his son to school to let him study, what can a mere report card represent?

So, in front of all parents, he said from the bottom of his heart to the teachers and school leaders: "Thank you to the teacher for inviting me to the stage with this kind of opening remarks, first, my child has a name, he is not called the penultimate first." Second, if a teacher has the ability to improve the grades of all children, then even if he is the bottom student, he is definitely not a bad student, let alone the worst student. Thirdly, my child was only severely mentally stimulated, which caused him to get bad grades. Therefore, the root cause of poor grades is not my child, and I ask teachers and school leaders to reflect on their own problems. Fourth, he is not a heinous student, he needs the encouragement of his parents and teachers, not as a negative teaching material to promote it! That's all I want to talk about, nothing else, so I'll take my son home for dinner first. ”

Afterwards, Qu Junru went home with his father for dinner.

After returning home, Qu Junru cried inexplicably when he took a bath.

Why are you crying? After all, he is also a big kid who is about to enter the fifth grade.

Qu Junru cried and said, "I'm so tired from school, I went to the parent-teacher conference with my dad tonight, and my legs have been shaking all the time." If you don't go to school every day, and you're afraid of being ignored by your classmates and teachers again, who wants to go to school? ”

When I got home, it was past nine o'clock, and I really wanted to watch TV and play games, but ...... I want to lie in bed.

Qu Junru hasn't taken a bath yet, he really feels that he has no strength to take a bath, and he doesn't want to take a bath at all, but he can't sleep until he takes a bath, he has to get up on time after six o'clock every day in order to avoid his annoying classmates, and he feels that he can't wake up every day, he is really uncomfortable. Sometimes, he really feels so miserable to live, he feels unhappy every day, he wants to travel, buy a lot of clothes, even if he can only lie at home and play carefree, but Qu Junru feels guilty every time he is a little happy, he feels guilty, and he feels guilty, as if he is not worthy of the word happiness.

Since he was a child, Qu Junru knew that his father was an official of the official unit, and his mother was just a fried rice aunt of a small business, and basically the family was quite poor. Some people may wonder, your father can work in that kind of unit, and the salary shouldn't be able to support your small family, right?

But in fact, his father is a selfish and macho model, his money will only be spent on his son's education and daily grocery and meat purchases, Qu Junru basically had no pocket money when he was a child, so he lived a very poor childhood, so he wanted to do big things independently as soon as possible. Therefore, Qu Junru can't compare except for studying, and can't take the initiative to ask his parents for money, Qu Junru has to be sensible when he is very young, and he has to be considerate of his parents, because they have already given themselves, what they can, Qu Junru is not qualified to complain at all.

Qu Junru is most afraid of what extracurricular books the school will buy, because he is afraid of asking for money from his family. Once, the school wanted to buy an exercise book or an after-school tutoring book, a very thick one, which was sold for more than 20 yuan in a bookstore at that time, nearly 30 yuan. Qu Junru finally went home and mustered up the courage to say this, he remembered that they said, why is it so expensive, why is it so. But in the end, they said, let's buy it. But that kind of embarrassment, Qu Junru still remembers.

When he was a child, his parents would occasionally ask him, do you still have money in your hands? Qu Junru, a primary school student who doesn't make money, definitely doesn't have it in his hands, but what can he say? I can only say that I still have it in my hands. Because, if they want to give themselves money, they will give it directly, and they will not ask themselves such questions at all.

Qu Junru is now in the fourth grade and about to enter the fifth grade, not the same as Wang Sicong's story of a rich young master who has a perfect counterattack, Qu Junru just studied in an ordinary primary school and lived a poor life, but Qu Junru's parents may think that he goes to school every day, and his life should be okay, in a very romantic city like Laizhou, he lives a life that they think is extremely gorgeous every day.

If Qu Junru only had the cognition he had when he was in kindergarten, then he would definitely feel that his life is very good now, he can learn the subjects he likes, and he likes the girls he really likes. But Qu Junru saw the classmates around him, needless to say about the external ones, the most important thing is that since he came back from the car accident, Qu Junru seems to have one less thing than most people, that is, confidence.

Qu Junru himself learned the knowledge that he couldn't practice with peace of mind, he didn't dare to pass the test with a 60 points, he didn't dare to get close to the language that didn't have any psychological pressure before, and he didn't dare to go on a date with his girlfriend. Sometimes, when he is a little happy, such as going to the surrounding park for a day and buying something that he is usually reluctant to do, when Qu Junru's heart seems to be about to be happy, the sense of guilt and guilt always occupies his heart, and they are always reminding themselves that they are not qualified to enjoy.

Qu Junru returned to Laizhou for a few months to experiment, and he was so depressed that he didn't know why he was alive. The original ambition seems to have been exhausted by the ignorance of classmates and teachers. In the past, Qu Junru thought that being an ordinary person was the final bottom line, but he didn't expect that being an ordinary person was also an extravagant ideal and belief. Alas, I hope that one day, Qu Junru can also have happiness from the inside out, instead of continuing to be so depressed.

After taking a shower and walking out of the bathroom, Qu Junru was about to read the complete composition, and he saw such an excellent composition, and felt that it was very in line with his current mood.

"You once said to me bitterly: We are like two little mice that have no light to see, hiding forever. I was silent for a long time, but I couldn't speak. I used to envy girls, why girls can hold each other's hands and rejoice unscrupulously, without caring about the eyes of others. And I, on the other hand, can hook your broad shoulders and caress your warm back, but I can never hold your calloused hand softly and softly in public.

I also naively said: let's go abroad, there will not be so many troubles at home abroad.

You smile: then we have to work hard and save money.

Actually, I've always liked your hands, and you asked me: What do you think looks best on me?

I replied, "It's the eyes." Yes, your eyes are deep and bright, and people are unconsciously fascinated by them. Time has passed, but every time I see your eyes like stars, I still feel as excited as the first time.

How many times will there be a faint flush on your face like in the past, and how many times will you scratch my nose like in the past, and whisper a word, not ashamed. I enjoyed the feeling, or rather, the strange feeling of your gentle hand close to the end of my nose. Maybe it's your eyes that look the best, but it's your hands that fascinate me the most. I remember the day we met, your hand touched my forehead slightly, my head was groggy because of fever and instantly woke up, I had a premonition that this was the most important moment in my life, I finally met the most important person in my life, and I will also make the most important decision in my life.

Maybe this decision will make us unrecoverable, maybe this decision will make us infamy, maybe this decision will make us live in the shadow forever, and we can only live like two little mice, humble and lowly forever. But I've never regretted it. Yes, I have already made a decision when you carried me on my back that day and rushed to the hospital desperately, I will never regret it, and you shouldn't either, right?

The blazing heat of your hands has been spreading from my back all the way through my body. My head hurts, but my heart warms. With your hand in my arms, I am not afraid of anything, and your hands must be God's most outstanding work of art. Every time I enjoy your wonderful cooking, I always praise you like this, and you always smile innocently. I say the same thing about you every time you help me fix my computer, not to mention the moments when you fix the switch, mend the clothes, and install the switch. Sometimes I wonder, what would my life be like without your hands? But I don't want to think about it, and I don't dare to think about it. All I know is that in those moments, I am also with you, quietly looking at your serious look, quietly looking at your immaculate hands, and time and happiness will freeze at this moment.

You open the CD, and the soft music quietly sounds: "We are together, through the wind and rain all the way, greet tomorrow with a smile and say goodbye to the past, I suddenly want to cry." Actually, I don't want anything. I just want to hold your hand, forever. ”

I have to say that this essay is really good, especially the "two little mice that can't see the light, always hiding and hiding", why isn't Qu Junru a little mouse hiding?

I don't dare to face the current Aunt Li, I don't dare to face the classmates who played well in the past, and I don't dare to like Li Hang and Sun Meng, girls who are beautiful and have excellent academic performance.