The procedures for driving Qu Junru out of Wenfeng went very fast.

He was kind enough to help his younger siblings get things done, but it only took twenty minutes to be kicked out of this school, and he didn't need any valid reason.

Qu Junru returned to Wang Xinyang's classroom, packed a small bag he brought, and left with it on his back.

Qu Junru is extremely respected in his heart for the fourth year of junior high school teachers, Wang Xinyang, who used to call him a brother, in the face of Li Chunxiao's deliberate difficulties for him, who dares to stand up and say the word "no"?

"Classmate Qu Junru, you always love to be reckless. It's not majestic, is it? ”

"The teacher told you a long time ago that you should be low-key, you really don't know how many pounds and taels you have?"

"This guy is leaving, always talking to the pretty chicks from our school. Could it be that he really thinks that he is the love saint played by Xing Ye, can he sit on the love of hundreds of beauties? ”

"Hasn't Xing Ye also been targeted by many people? Perhaps, our brother Yu is paying tribute to idols. ”

"Hahahaha!"

Qu Junru carried his small bag and stood at the door of Wenfeng Middle School.

Looking at this school where he had studied for three years, such a ridiculous thing really happened to him, and he couldn't think about it, where he was going next, his mind was really chaotic.

"Forget it, let's go find Xinyu first."

When they were together last year, they had never been to any tall places.

Moreover, with their economic level at that time, they didn't need to go to those bright places to enrich their spiritual world.

The place where the two of them came the most was the landmark building of Laizhou, the Sculpture Park.

They used to be here and discussed their dreams for the future.

"Brother, thank you for the ice cream you bought me, you are so good to me. This is delicious, can you also taste it? ”

"However, today is your birthday, and I can't give you anything."

"Didn't you buy me ice cream?"

At that time, Qu Junru and Wang Xinyu really thought that everything was so simple.

A gust of wind blew unexpectedly, waking Qu Junru up from his memory.

The moment Wang Xinyu looked here from a distance, he just met Qu Junru's gaze.

Then, she lowered her head again, slowed down her steps, and it took about five minutes to reach Qu Junru's eyes.

"Qu Junru, no...... Brother, have you waited a long time? ”

Qu Junru shook her head, and after a breathless silence, she saw the small bag in his hand.

Wang Xinyu looked at Qu Junru with a stretch full of guilt, and said, "Brother, I didn't expect him to be so desperate, I'm sorry." ”

Qu Junru smiled bitterly: "Why do you want to apologize?" ”

"I'm sorry......" Wang Xinyu cried, her voice was so pitiful.

The air fell silent again, and the wind blew slightly, blowing away her long jet-black hair.

After a long time, Wang Xinyu broke the silence again: "Brother, Li Chunxiao and I ...... It's that guy who met half a year ago. ”

Qu Junru had already guessed the time they had been together: "I know, you don't need to explain to me, you have the right to be pursued by others, and you also have the right to reject the pursuit of others." But you ...... When he chased you, he did not choose the latter because of the friendship between us and between brother and sister; But because I wasn't with you, I chose the former. So, what's the use of you apologizing to me now? ”

"I'm sorry, brother......"

This is the third time she said sorry to Qu Junru today.

It wasn't until she heard Qu Junru's words later that she seemed to have figured out something, and the guilty look on her face gradually disappeared.

She wiped her tears, stroked her scattered bangs, slowly raised her head, and met Qu Junru's still handsome gaze.

"Brother, do you know what I liked most about you before?"

Qu Junru didn't know whether she was intentional or unintentional, and Wang Xinyu emphasized the word "before".

Seeing that he was not in the mood to respond, Wang Xinyu continued: "In the first year of junior high school, we all had too many expectations for the future. At that time, although you were a playboy who could only look for flowers and willows, at that time, you knew very well what you wanted love, and you were full of enthusiasm, persistence and confidence in your dreams. Brother, do you remember? You once stood in front of everyone and said that one day you will change the type of writing of online essays and win the Nobel Prize in Literature to surpass Mo Yan! Go and win the Mao Dun Literature Award, surpass those predecessors who only write prose, and let your ability to organize essays change the development of the world literary scene!! At the time, no one was optimistic about the supernatural novels you wrote, but I believe that if you were the one who said this, then you would be able to do it! Because, at that time, I saw the infinite possibilities in you, just like the sun, which has a light that ordinary people can't reach. ”

Qu Junru smiled and responded to Wang Xinyu and said, "Then, isn't this the case now?" ”

Wang Xinyu shook his head strongly, stared at him with a persistent look, and said, "No, brother, you are wrong. It's different, whether it's you or me, after this year's time, it's different. ”

Qu Junru smiled angrily: "What? Have you given up on your dreams? ”

Wang Xinyu could only reluctantly agree with Qu Junru's words of ridiculing him: "Yes, I gave up, I have to help Li Chunxiao take care of a lot of things, and I really don't have time to pursue those ethereal things anymore." ”

Qu Junru despises people who give up their dreams at will, no matter what the identity of the person opposite is, he especially despises it!

"I have to say, you're really weak. People who give up their dreams are weak! I'm so disappointed in you, Wang Xinyu! ”

Wang Xinyu heard him say that he was very disappointed in himself, his tone changed sharply, and in a cynical tone, he said, "What about you?" I've heard people say that you went to 17K Novel Network before, because their website doesn't want to be the same person, so you were reported by the book friends on that website, and they framed you for plagiarizing Chendong's novels, as well as the novels of Tang Sanshao. At that time, did you dare to say that you didn't give up the literary world that you had worked so hard for this reason? I also know that you signed a contract with China Literature once, but unfortunately the editor in charge of your novel is always replaced, which makes you feel that they are not responsible for the novel at all, right? Ever since you repeatedly hit a wall on the road of online writing, you have found the previous job before you are satisfied with a life that is not challenging every day. Even though you work as hard as your university life, you don't achieve anything. Could this be the future you want? Brother, where did your ambition to challenge the entire literary world by one person go after a year?! And the passion that once attracted me to you is long gone. has become a man who has no pursuit of life and no dreams, so think about it now, why do you think I changed people one after another? ”

Although, Qu Junru is very reluctant to admit that he once bore the infamy of plagiarism as a plagiarized author of other people's novels. But he had to say that her words did pierce his nerves.

The current Qu Junru is either waiting for a diploma in school, or relying on his parents to support him, and he is no longer the desperate self he used to be for his dreams. On the one hand, he was unwilling to spend such a mediocre life, and on the other hand, he couldn't work hard to make it go. Every day, I pull myself in such pain and confusion.

Even so, Qu Junru still wanted to explain to Wang Xinyu: "No, Wang Xinyu, you still don't know me. I have never given up on changing the type of writing for online essays, nor have I given up on winning the Nobel Prize for Literature and the Mao Dun Prize for Literature, nor have I given up on letting my ability to organize essays to completely change the development of the world literary scene. After 17K Novel Network was framed for plagiarism, although I was depressed for a while, I still felt that writing fanfiction could quickly open up my fan base. As for the change of the editors of China Literature, I don't blame the young ladies who have left the company, I can only say that it is due to the internal reasons of the website editor. It's a big deal that I will open the same online article platform in the future, so I won't have to. ”

Wang Xinyu snorted coldly and responded to Qu Junru and said, "But, it's been almost a year, what have you accumulated?" Working overtime every day to repetitive mechanical writing, not only has the ability not improved at all, but the savings are also stretched. You've been changed by reality, but you just don't want to admit it. ”

Hearing Wang Xinyu's words, Qu Junru shook his head with a smile: "I will still stick to my dreams, I will work hard to write to make money, and when the time comes, I will still present my works to more people." I will give 200% of my effort and I will definitely succeed! ”

Wang Xinyu wanted to persuade Qu Junru to give up the road of online writing: "In this world, there are too many online writers who write, and the number of people who successfully get out of the circle is not even one in 100,000. It's naïve to say, 'It's going to work', right? And what is even more naïve about you is that you actually believe that as long as you are literate and willing to work hard, you will realize your dreams in this world? I might as well tell you that since I was with Li Chunxiao, this time has allowed me to see a lot of truths about this society and understand a lot of cruel but profound truths. There are some gaps that you really can't catch up with if you work hard enough! Brother, the road of writing novels is really, really hard. I suggest that you study hard in college, strive for a Fortune 500 company, and start from scratch, right? Perhaps, you can live a little more freely this way. ”

Qu Junru listened to Wang Xinyu's words, and his heart became more and more cold: "Xinyu, the tone of your voice is really becoming more and more similar to Li Chunxiao. ”

Wang Xinyu showed an indifferent attitude towards Qu Junru and said: "I just told the truth in real life." ”

She didn't think there was anything wrong with saying this.

Wang Xinyu in front of him was so unfamiliar that Qu Junru couldn't believe it: "Wang Xinyu, why did you go to a beautiful country and become so realistic and utilitarian?" ”

Wang Xinyu kept his sneer: "Hehe, is there anything wrong with this?" Girls have the right to pursue the social life of upper-class celebrities, and the identity and status that Li Chunxiao can give me is something I can't imagine in my life. ”

Qu Junru suddenly felt a little sorry for her, how could she go to a beautiful country and become a different person.

"However, in the past, you would like to pursue your own happy life in the future through your first academic performance!"

Wang Xinyu agreed with his words: "Yes, now I am also pursuing a happy life through my own efforts. If I don't go to the beautiful country, how can I stand out in the class? How can it be recognized by Li Chunxiao's group of peer elites? ”

Qu Junru asked Wang Xinyu rhetorically: "So, you gave up the dream you once said?" And then use this set of rhetoric to numb yourself, this is the happy life you are pursuing? ”

Wang Xinyu felt that Qu Junru's thinking mode was still too simple after this year: "Brother, hehe, you are still too simple." Whether you are cynical or insistent on sticking to your dreams, I will only find you more naïve when I come to see you now. ”

Qu Junru's last words through Wang Xinyu were really dead at this moment.

After sighing, he looked at Wang Xinyu very seriously and asked, "Do you really like him?" ”

Wang Xinyu used the philosophy of life she learned from Li Chunxiao to try to persuade Qu Junru not to continue to be simple: "Does it matter if you like it or not?" At what age are we all old, and we still regard this hazy feeling as the initial reason for loving someone? What kind of person you like is one thing, and what kind of lifestyle you pursue is the most important thing! ”

Qu Junru smiled bitterly and said, "Sure enough, you have changed." ”

Wang Xinyu adjusted his breathing: "Yes, I admit that I have changed, don't people have to change?" But I just see this change as a kind of growth, and you're three years older than me, but you're still like a simple little boy. Brother, let's leave it at that......"

She turned her head, tears rolling in her eyes, but the determination on her face had not disappeared: "Brother, we have ended here, thank you for coming in my life, it will be difficult for us to cross paths in the future." One day, you will also find your own happiness, I hope you don't hate me. If there is one thing I still have a little extravagance, it is that I hope that you can wish us well. ”

Qu Junru tried hard to squeeze out a smile, looked at Wang Xinyu's Kazlan big eyes, and said the reluctant congratulations flatly.

"Okay, I wish you all old age, goodbye, Wang Xinyu."

Wang Xinyu waved goodbye to him: "Well, goodbye, brother." ”

Qu Junru then turned around and left, walking resolutely, but he couldn't help but think back to all the things he had been together before.

The girl who wants to go hand in hand with herself, those promises, those infinite visions for the future, and those longings for a better life, have now become bubbles and dissipate in the air, disillusioned with the blowing of the breeze.

Perhaps, wise renunciation is better than blind attachment.