Shen Tang's past

When the girl heard Shen Tang's words, she raised her head and looked at her again.

Shen Tang looked at the girl's timid eyes, and his heart seemed to be pinched hard.

"I'm sorry to bother you. In order to make amends, I will give you candy to eat! This candy is delicious and sweet. After eating, you will definitely feel good! ”

Shen Tang took out the candy from his pocket and stretched out his hand to the girl.

The girl looked at the hand stretched out towards her and then at Shen Tang, but still shook her head.

Shen Tang didn't have any impatience when he saw her like this, and went directly to the girl's side.

"Oh, if you don't take my sugar, are you still blaming me for bothering you? Hey, I was originally here to see my alma mater, but who knew that I was hated. ”

Shen Tang's voice was depressed and sounded pitiful.

The girl heard the voice and glanced at Shen Tang.

Of course, Shen Tang noticed it, and reached out to pull Gu Heng.

"Are you worried that I'm a bad person, then look at him. He should be very famous in your school, Gu Heng. ”

"I ......"

As soon as Gu Heng wanted to say what kind of fame he could have, he heard the girl speak.

"I know him, and Mr. Chen likes to mention him. He said that Gu Heng was his protΓ©gΓ©. ”

"Teacher Chen? Your homeroom teacher said Chen Ze. ”

Gu Heng squatted down, and his voice was very soft.

"Hmm."

The girl responded, Shen Tang watched the play, and directly changed Gu Heng's position.

"Then you don't have to be afraid. We won't hurt you, this sister is a good friend of mine. None of us will hurt you. ”

The girl still didn't react, and Shen Tang pursed her lips a little nervously.

What else can be done to get her to speak.

"Senior Gu, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to come to your secret garden. ”

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Shen Tang looked at Gu Heng sharply.

"Isn't this your secret garden? Is this a secret? ”

Gu Heng was also stunned, and shook his head at Shen Tang's gaze.

"I don't know."

"It was Mr. Chen who said it, and Mr. Chen said that the seniors like to come here."

Gu Heng was petrified on the spot when he heard this, and Shen Tang tried hard to hold back a smile beside him.

"This secret garden is really secret."

Gu Heng glanced at Shen Tang dissatisfied, "Is your point wrong?" ”

Shen Tangnu mouthed, "That's right, everything can't be delayed." ”

In fact, Shen Tang is not so nervous that the girl is so nervous, and gags are the most relaxing.

"So what are you here for, can you tell me? Even if you don't tell me, then tell you about this senior who is not a secret in the secret garden. ”

The girl met Shen Tang's eyes and spoke.

"You've all seen and heard what you just saw."

"Well, yes."

Shen Tang didn't hide it, it didn't make any sense.

"That's what you see, because I'm cowardly and crying. So I won't go back to what others say, even if it's some very excessive jokes. And then I'm going to come here and cry. ”

"That was my good friend just now, and she always helped me. But this time she won't help me. ”

The girl's eyes became dull and her head hung low.

Shen Tang wanted to reach out and touch the girl, but he thought of something and finally took it back.

"Why?"

"Because I chose to escape again, today someone said something very excessive, and she went to tell the teacher. But I ran, I didn't dare to face it. I think ......"

"You think it's good if you just put up with it, don't you?"

Shen Tang's voice was very deep, and there was no smile on his face.

Gu Heng sensed that something was wrong with Shen Tang, and his eyes were on her.

"Yes."

The girl lowered her head, as if she did not dare to face this answer.

Shen Tang's heart twitched inch by inch, as if there was a fire burning in his chest, and when he closed his eyes, Shen Tang pulled out a smile.

"It's okay, you don't have to feel guilty. There is no shame in running away, there is nothing wrong with you being afraid. ”

When the girl heard Shen Tang's words, she suddenly raised her head and stared straight at her.

"Really?"

"Really."

Shen Tang met the girl's gaze and nodded with a smile.

"But, my friend......"

"There's nothing wrong with your friend, she's doing it for your good. But the choice is up to you, her methods may not be right for you, but you must want to get rid of these, right? ”

Shen Tang said softly, opened the candy and handed it to the girl's mouth. This time the girl did not hesitate and ate it.

The candy was sweet and exploded on the tip of the girl's tongue and filled the entire taste buds.

"Well, I want to, but I don't dare."

The girl's voice was still very low, and Shen Tang reached out and touched the girl's soft hair.

"So learn to be brave, right? It's not scary to escape, but it's impossible to run away forever. We're going to take the first step. ”

"Take the first step?"

The girl looked at Shen Tang with ignorant eyes, and Shen Tang smiled and nodded.

"Yes, the first step. Start by daring to speak up, and when someone is willing to fight for you, learn to tell others instead of not saying a word. Think about it, if you were that person and you asked someone she didn't say a word, would you be angry? ”

The girl's brow furrowed, as if she had thought of something. Shen Tang didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

After a while, the girl suddenly stood up.

"Thank you, sister, thank you, senior. I think I should go to my friends first to make it clear. ”

"Hmm. If you think right, give you two pieces of candy so that your friends can easily reconcile with you. ”

Shen Tang smiled and handed the candy over, and the girl took the candy and bowed deeply to Shen Tang, and ran away quickly.

"You should know that this is only temporary, maybe she won't say anything when she sees her friend."

Gu Heng's eyes were mixed with complexity, watching the girl's figure gradually disappear.

Shen Tang smiled, stood up and patted the ash on his clothes.

"I know, but it's not that easy for people to change. Momentary happiness is also happiness, and with this sober seed planted, she will be fine. ”

Hearing this, Gu Heng turned his head to look at Shen Tang, "I wanted to ask you just now, you just felt sorry for that girl's state, as if you were taking pity on another person." ”

Shen Tang raised his eyebrows, "You can see that?" ”

"Well, is that person yourself?"

"What do you think?"

Shen Tang didn't answer and walked forward.

"Yes."

Gu Heng, who took two quick steps to catch up with Shen Tang, replied affirmatively.

"Really? So what kind of person is Mr. Gu, in your eyes? ”

"Innocent, kind, smart and cute, unexpectedly ruthless, especially to yourself."

"Don't you think you're contradictory?"

Shen Tang looked back at Gu Heng with a smile in his eyes.

"You say I'm innocent and kind, and you say I'm ruthless."

Gu Heng was calm, and his gaze at Shen Tang was still gentle.

"At first, I thought it was conflicting, but then I thought about it. There is no contradiction in this, there can be positive and negative sides in anything, even extremes can live in the same object at the same time, let alone personality. ”

"That's a good point, I didn't expect that Mr. Gu is still a philosopher."

Seeing Shen Tang's heartless appearance, Gu Heng shook his head helplessly.

"If you don't want to say it, forget it, no one wants to mention their scars."

"There's nothing I can't say, I just don't think there's any point."

"No point?"

"That's right, it's all about some old sesame seeds and rotten grain, and it may have been a big deal at the time. But now it looks like a drop in the ocean, as small as a sesame seed. ”

"You can see it."

Gu Heng said with a smile.

Shen Tang tilted his head, "Mr. Gu, if you want to hear it, I can tell you." There's really nothing to say, my personality in middle school was probably not as extroverted as it is now, and I don't know how to express many things. I was bullied and cried worse than the little girl just now, and I didn't dare to tell my parents, for fear that they would worry. ”

"Of course, it's still like that, and I still cry when I am afraid of something. The difference is that I am a little stronger, at least I know how to fight back, although I will still cry after fighting back. ”

"That's all, there's nothing more. It's really not a big deal now, but at the time it felt like the sky was going to fall. ”

Shen Tang's smile was very bright, and Gu Heng felt that the sun in the sky was not as bright as her smile.

"You ......"

Gu Heng wanted to say something, but his head was blank when he reached his mouth.

"Does Bo Ye know?"

Boss Bo?

Shen Tang's eyes blinked.

It's not a little bit worse than what happened to him, how can I have a chance to talk to him!

"No, I didn't tell Ah Ye. Ah Ye didn't tell me about him when he was a child, Gu Heng, do you know what happened to Ah Ye when he was a teenager? I haven't seen his parents until now. ”

Shen Tang lied, but how to talk if he didn't lie.

After Shen Tang saw that after he finished speaking, Gu Heng's expression froze for a moment.

"I don't know anything about Bo Ye, I only know that his mother died when he was very young, and I don't know about my father. You better ask him about this kind of thing, I'll tell you what's going on, and you're not afraid of me adding fuel to the fire. ”

Gu Heng spoke secretly, and his eyes wandered. What he said also told Shen Tang that he was reluctant to say it.

Shen Tang didn't intend to embarrass him, and smiled.

"Do you know the shallow things? Don't you think there's something wrong with her being the way she looks today? ”

Seeing Shen Tang's old story brought up again, Gu Heng's eyes were full of helplessness.

"Not long ago, I told you not to snoop on other people's privacy."

Shen Tang pursed his lips and was indignant, "Then you asked me just now, why didn't you say that you were spying on my privacy!" ”

"This ......," Gu Heng smiled angrily, "Did I say that you don't want to, you can not say it." ”

"Then why don't you just ask."

"You're using strong words."

"Well, strong words. Since you're not going to focus on shallowness, talk about yourself. How did you get to the Secret Garden? Hey, you can't talk about privacy anymore, since you brought me, you must say it! That's for sure! ”

Shen Tang pulled Gu Heng's arm, his eyes determined.

Gu Heng did have this thought, but when Shen Tang said this, he couldn't say how he felt in his heart.

"How did I meet someone like you?"

"That's no way, who let Mr. Gu not walk well that day and bumped into me."

Shen Tang spread his hands, saying that it was none of her business.

"You."

Gu Heng was helpless and spoiled.