Chapter 9: Burning Yourself

Speaking of which, I always came first on a date, but this time I was more than ten minutes late. I was sweating profusely all the way all the way, and I saw you standing on the side of the road, looking around with some unease. It wasn't until you saw me that you had a smile on your face. I was about to run to you when a big truck came and stopped me. Wait until the truck drives by, but you're gone. I thought I was too late to make you unhappy, so I deliberately hid. So, I searched everywhere, and my brain was sweating. Leng Buding, I saw you walking out of the cold food shop unhurriedly, still holding a bottle of Shanhaiguan cold soda in your hand.

I hurriedly ran over and apologized vigorously: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm late!" You handed me the soda bottle and said, "It's too late!" Look at you running sweating profusely, and you are not afraid of heat stroke. I wiped the sweat from my face and said, "I suddenly disappeared from you, and I was so anxious to find you!" You laugh and say, "You're such an idiot!" Where can I go when the dog blinks? Drink it! ”

At this time, I was full of heat and my throat was on fire, and I drank a bottle of cold soda and hiccuped a few times, which was so beautiful!

You casually ask, "What's wrong with you today?" I'm waiting for you to come on the left, and I'm not coming on the right, so it's hard for Wu Jingyuan to go to your house to play "Liang Zhu" again! I said helplessly: "Before I was about to go out, I asked my dad to block the staircase, and he dragged me alive and didn't call me away, so he had to force me to adjust my throat." He is an old fan of Peking Opera, and when he says that he will go to the sea, he will go to the sea. I'm a stupid duck, but he insists that I learn to have a copper hammer face, isn't this a hard way to get ducks on the shelves? You couldn't help but laugh out loud: "Your dad is looking forward to Jackie Chan." can't be Qiu Shengrong, can't you be Yuan Shihai? I said seriously: "Peking Opera pays attention to the class, and the foundation is to practice. Look at my hard arms and legs, when will I be able to smooth out my muscles and bones? You jokingly said, "I don't know what you look like when you roar at flowers, it's scary, right?" I boasted and said, "Dare to love!" One day, you listen to my Xipi 26 "Broken Secret Stream", that bleak and euphemistic singing can make people cry! You grinned: "Anyway, if you brag about not paying taxes, you can blow it!" ”

While talking, the two of us unconsciously walked into the street garden. In the lush garden, there are not many tourists. The canna in the flower bed, with red and yellow flowers, stands gracefully in the wind. I'm afraid that in this year, only young people who are idle at home will have time to patronize this kind of place!

You frown and say, "Let's get down to business!" You say, what should I do if the cripple is looking for trouble with me? When I heard this, my eyes widened: "Is he bullying you again?" You sighed and said, "Cripple is going to my parents' unit to make trouble!" I said nonchalantly, "Tell him to go, what are you afraid of him?" When you hear this, you get anxious: "You're not afraid!" My parents are 'washing their hands and bathing' in the unit, if the leaders know about my suicide, they must not splash a basin of sewage on them? I was puzzled and asked, "What is 'washing hands and bathing'?" You are a little surprised and say, "Why don't you even understand this?" Nowadays, the 'Four Cleanups' campaign is being carried out, and everyone who is a cadre has passed the test and explained their problems to the organization. My parents were originally the focus of the review, didn't I find trouble for them? That damn cripple insisted that I committed suicide because of dissatisfaction with society and a demonstration against the dictatorship of the proletariat. If this is reflected in my parents' unit, it will be worth it! I hurriedly told you, "You must bite your mouth, and you must not let the lame man succeed." You said worriedly: "But you can't stand him from giving you a platform!" You see, I committed suicide because I didn't get into college, which is to oppose the university's admission policy; To oppose the university's admission policy is to be hostile to the party's education policy; hostility to the Party's educational policy is hatred of socialism; To hate socialism is to wish to overthrow the dictatorship of the proletariat. You see! You see! What kind of logic is this? Hate me to death! For a moment of confusion, I let my parents suffer too, am I still human? I shouted angrily: "Cripple tossing and turning, nothing more than making a fuss about your suicidal motives." Let's make up a suicide motive so that the cripple can't go online. Let's go, let's talk on the way! ”

I couldn't help but pull you out of the garden door. Along the way, you listened to my strange tricks, and couldn't help but gasp and say: "Do as you say, I am relieved, but I planted you in it, and it will be bitter for you!" No, I can't say yes anyway. I try my best to convince you: "There is no better way now, let's just be a dead horse and be a live horse doctor!" It is said that a son-in-law is half a son. Solving problems for Lao Taishan is also my filial piety! You beat my chest: "Who said I was going to marry you!" ”

I grinned and grabbed your hand and dragged you forward.

Seeing that I was about to arrive at the Huayuan Road Police Station, you suddenly grabbed me and shouted, "No! We're not going! I can't call you a rogue! I said, "You're stupid, aren't you?" Hooliganism or counter-revolutionary, which crime is more terrible? With tears in your eyes, you grabbed my hand tightly and said, "Baozi! Why should you bother? I took your hand and said gently, "I am willing to go to the soup for you." You stared at me intently, and your tears fell down like beads with broken threads, and you said with remorse: "I am so hateful, and I have been so confused, and what trouble I have caused!" I tell you, "Remember, don't mess with my confession." ”

Before you could speak, I strode towards the police station without even looking back. That mentality, that energy, that spirit, there is a lot of "the wind is sluggish and the water is cold, and the strong man will never return." Explore the tiger's den and enter the Jiao Palace, look up to the sky and exhale into a white rainbow".

But the moment I entered the police station, my legs trembled a little. You know, I rarely go to the police station, it's not because I inherited my father's genes, and I'm scared when I see the police. Instead, I always feel that the police station is a place to deal with bad people, and it is better for good people not to come in. Even I think that the police have occupational diseases, and everyone looks like bad guys, and it is bad luck to provoke them. But right now, I'm asking for trouble.

As soon as I entered the police station, the police saw me with a smile on their faces. When I heard that I had come to surrender, my face suddenly became serious. They took me into a police room, which was extremely simple. On the white walls, there are large-character slogans that read, "Be lenient in confession, strict in resistance." You don't know the atmosphere, just those eight big black letters, make people shudder when they see it. There is no problem, and I always feel that I have a problem. However, although I was a little dismayed, I did not regret it.

I sat on the designated stool, facing the policeman Xiao Huang and another policeman. I've dealt with police officer Xiao Huang, so he's kind to me. I asked a little nervously, "Comrade Huang, can I smoke a cigarette?" Police officer Xiao Huang said: "Yes." "I took out my cigarette case, took out two cigarettes, handed them to the two policemen, and when they made a gesture of refusal, I put one back and lit the other. The stool under my ass is in such a uncomfortable position. It sat squarely in the middle of the room, not far in front of a bare table. No need to ask, that's the interrogation table.

Police officer Xiao Huang asked: "It seems that you are a little nervous, do you want to drink a glass of water?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No, no, I'll give you an explanation!" ”

The policeman Xiao Huang and the other policeman didn't say anything more, and the two silently opened the transcript. I cleared my throat and tried my best to pretend to regret my mistake, saying that I had been uneasy all these days, especially at night, when I heard the siren, I broke out in a cold sweat; He also said that he was such a bastard and a beast that he shouldn't force you to be nice to me, and as a result, he forced you to swallow sleeping pills. I bluffed blindly, and I thought I was quick and articulate.

Police officer Xiao Huang frowned and asked seriously: "Bao Jianming, are you telling the truth?" I smiled wryly and said, "How dare I joke about such a thing?" Police officer Xiao Huang said: "According to Ou Xiaoya, she committed suicide because she was not admitted to university and couldn't think about it for a while?" I opened my mouth and said, "That's what I forced her to say." The policeman Xiao Huang asked coldly: "She just listens to you like that?" I deliberately pretended to be very proud and said, "Does she dare not listen?" If I make it public, she'll ...... She also ...... How else do you get married? The policeman Xiao Huang said with a straight face: "Bao Jianming, the problem you confessed is very serious. You have violated the girl's person with threats and caused serious consequences. For the sake of strict law and order, you should be criminally detained. Wait for the problem to be thoroughly investigated and then deal with it. "I was dumbfounded, I thought that after the confession, they would teach me a lesson at most, and then let me go home, how could they lock me up? I almost shouted: "Isn't the party's policy to be lenient in confession and strict in resistance?" Police officer Xiao Huang said: "Confessing leniency does not mean that there is no case and no correction of guilt." If you are guilty of rape, the problem is even more serious. ”

And just like that, I ended up in a confinement cell, which I never expected. I watched the policeman Xiao Huang lock the small iron door, and my heart couldn't help but go up and down. I really don't understand, I just said that I once forced you to be nice to me, how can this be related to the crime of rape again? I'll just say, the police have too much contact with criminals, and no one looks like a good person? You have one wrong, half a sin, and they hate to make eight more mistakes, ten sins. Anyway, the feet are not afraid of crooked shoes, so let them investigate! As long as it doesn't hurt you, what kind of wrongs can't you bear? When I think of this, I feel a lot more relaxed.

Since the time you sang the Shanxi folk song "Know or Don't Know" in the water park, I have liked the Northwest folk songs even more. Its melody is high-pitched and long, the style is deep and tactful, the temperament is rough and simple, revealing a desolate and tragic beauty. Especially the vivid lyrics, hot and hot, make people fascinated to listen to it! So, I sat on the ground with my buttocks, crossed my two thick legs, and sang the Shanxi folk song "Brother Hui" softly and swayingly: The green poplar tree is high / I can't forget the two of us in life and death / I miss my sister and I am lost / I am pressed into the river drain and holds back a hoe knife.

Suddenly, there was a banging on the door, and then the small window of the iron door opened with a hula, revealing a big mouth, and sternly scolded: "Don't sing nonsense!" "You know I have a temper, and the more I don't tell me to do anything, the more I want to do something. The more they don't tell me to sing, the more I want to sing. However, after all, this is a police station, and we don't dare to hit the stone with an egg, don't you say? I'm still singing, the mouth is open and closed, although it doesn't make a sound, but the melody of "I think my sister thinks I'm confused" is ringing in my heart, so he can't interfere as a policeman, right?

It's so unpleasant to be locked up in a confinement cell. Not to mention the poor living conditions, it's lonely! Since I locked the hut, no one has come in to talk to me, and even the police officer Xiaohuang has not shown up. I can't think of a better way to pass the time than to sing sour songs in my heart. I sat cross-legged on the floor, singing and shaking, trying to have fun with myself. You know me best, except for wrestling and boxing, I have never practiced the monk's zazen gong. Dangling, both legs went numb. had to straighten his legs, pounding and smashing vigorously, and even Yaxing who sang sour songs was gone.

Later, I heard from my sister that I was locked up in a small black room by the police station, but my mother was in a hurry. She ran to find Aunt Wang and sent a pair of Evergrande cigarettes. Second Aunt Wang said quickly: "How can you say this! Sister Chen, we are also old neighbors, if we have something to say, what kind of gift to give! At present, we are engaged in the "four clean-ups", one of which is the 'clean economy', don't you tell me to make mistakes? After the conversation, take the cigarette away, even if I gave it to Master Bao. My mother said, "Second aunt, that muddy boy in Jianming, I'm causing you trouble again!" Second Aunt Wang smacked her lips and scolded me vigorously: "This kid is muddy enough!" Look at what he did, like a three-year-old child. He thought that if he took care of it, Ou Xiaoya would be liberated. He didn't want to think that the police station could handle it as a case! This time it's good, stealing chickens doesn't erode rice, and he has to ask Ou Xiaoya to wipe his shit. "My mother didn't understand, thinking she was asking you to retract my confession. Aunt Wang said, "If that's the case, both of them are one-sided, who does the police station listen to?" My mom also nodded: "Yes! Who's listening? Aunt Wang knocked her fingers on the table like a leading cadre, and said loudly: "Don't listen to anyone, let the facts speak!" If it turns out that Jianming's stupid boy is guilty, it will be enough for him to drink a pot! ”

When my mom heard this, she was so frightened that she slammed her teeth. Aunt Wang's words are not alarmist. At the moment there is a political movement going on, and the strings of the class struggle are so tight. What a serious crime to rape a young girl in this extraordinary time. As soon as my mom came home and told me about it, the house was a mess.

My sister said: "I don't understand, how can our second child, who is usually honest, do such a lack of morality?" My dad said, "It's not all your fault for being a sister!" You have so many female classmates, can't you introduce one to your second brother? Look at that Ou Xiaoya, she has such a big temperament, she can't get into college and is looking for death. If you marry home, you can't be a bodhisattva? My sister has always regarded my dad as a savior, she said, "Dad, why don't you go to the police station and bail my brother out first!" My mom sarcastically said, "Don't be hard for your dad!" As soon as he saw the police, his legs cramped. At this moment, my father's face couldn't be hung up, and he couldn't help shouting: "Do you think I really dare not go? Yes? You don't think about it, what will I tell the police when I go? Even if I do, will the police station listen to me? The second child committed the crime of hooliganism, and the old face made him lose everything, and asked me to go to the police station to follow him to be embarrassed. You people, you really don't have a backache when you stand and talk! My mother said angrily: "You are in a hurry and have a white face, no one forced you to go!" My dad was even more angry, so angry that he slapped the table and scolded: "This little rabbit cub! He ate leopard gall and drank tiger soup, how dare he go to the police station and admit that he is a 'hooligan, bastard, and rapist'! Lao Bao's family is also an old resident with a head and a face in Yijing, how will they meet their neighbors in the future? "When the family saw my dad scolding again, they broke up unhappily, but everyone had a heavy heart.