Chapter 2 2
Boredom began to sweep through my life again. Some people say that the so-called successful people sleep until they wake up naturally, count the money until their hands cramp, according to them, I am already halfway there. It's almost time to have lunch every day, this is the feeling of the long-lost student vacation, and it feels so happy to be able to sleep at this time at that time, and when I open my eyes, I see the sun shining into the whole room, and my heart is filled with extremely happy joy. But now every time I open my eyes and sit on the bed, the sun is still there, but I no longer have the happiness I had back then. I can do something during the holidays, such as writing holiday homework or something, and now I want to write it, but no one assigns it. I can only find something to do for myself, so when I turn on the computer, when I go to school, I turn on the computer under the pretext of checking information, get some information and other things, and seize the time to play games; And now the computer is there, and I don't even want to touch it. Write something, that's the ridiculous reason to turn on the computer again. I created a new word document, and I realized that I didn't even know what I wanted to write, in fact, writing this thing is the same as painting or composing songs, I need inspiration, in order to find inspiration for myself, I opened the music to find inspiration for myself, and I found it and entered the dream, what the is it!
Since I couldn't find inspiration at home, I decided to look outside, and many writers are inspired by something they see or happen outside. Although I am not a writer, and I do not have literary talent or creativity, it does not mean that I cannot use this method.
Walk down the street. Breathing the outdoor air, the spirit of the whole person has also improved, watching all kinds of people shuttling through the reinforced concrete city, I can't help but think of Hao Yun's song "Alive" - standing on a tall building every day, looking at the little ants on the ground, their heads are very big and their legs are very thin, they are holding iPhones, they are wearing Nike Adi, they are going to be late for work, they are very anxious...... All the people are busy with life, busy in the corners of the city, even the stray dog on the street does not forget to do that in broad daylight, in the eyes of everyone and the little next to them, they are also life, are "living" for their next generation. And when I really wanted to start the life that really belonged to me, I was at a loss and at a loss. Life, it's so hard!
Just when I was worrying about how to run for life, the New Year's footsteps were approaching me aggressively, and it was New Year's Day. I don't know when it started, I gradually got bored with the New Year, it's not that I don't like the New Year, but now the New Year is really boring, and there is no taste of the previous year, when I was a child, I thought of the New Year, I could not sleep at night with excitement a week in advance, in addition to family reunions, eating Chinese New Year's Eve, watching the Spring Festival Gala, the most important thing is to have the pressure money from the elders, and then take the pressure money to buy guns, buy toys, at that time there was a pocket money that felt like I could buy whatever I wanted, even if I wanted to have the whole world was easy, The next step is to visit relatives and friends to celebrate the New Year, and then there are a few extra New Year's money in your pocket. On the other hand, now, I still have the same behavior after the New Year, and I have to give the New Year's money to the children of relatives and friends before I get enough money, so what do I want to give? I don't even have a job yet, but I probably know how to cope this year. When visiting relatives, if I ask me about work, I will respond with one reason - I have just recovered, and everything will start to get on the right track after the New Year; If you want to ask me a question about whether I have an object or something. I'll also deal with it for one reason – I've just come back and everything will start to get back on track after the New Year. Everyone can understand this. But what kind of thing to really do when the New Year is over is on the right track, even I have drawn a question mark for myself.
Just when I was still hesitating about the above questions, the traditional festival of the Chinese nation was already beckoning to me, but I didn't want to bother with it at all, but I was also warning myself that time can't stop, what should come will still come, face it bravely! the class! The New Year is like the end of the world, is it not suitable for me or is this world not suitable?
I opened the calendar and took a look, this year is the year of the goat, not my natal year, I don't need to wear red pants, socks, and a red belt, and there are 9 years to reach my natal year, so don't worry. No matter how I mix within 9 years, I should also have the ability to prepare the above things for myself, but it's still too early, and now I'm ready in case 9 years later because of the factors that the times are progressing and the society is developing, and it's not good to prepare things that have been prepared, besides, after 9 years, I'm 36 years later, and I'm four, and the style of dressing at that time has also changed, if I don't like the current style at that time, I'm not spending money in vain?
"Bang bang bang!" It's the New Year!