Time does not stop, the pace is unremitting, and people should have dreams.

My childhood dream was to be a police officer, because at that time I saw police uncles walking on the street in police uniforms, majestic and heroic, in addition to knowing that the police catch thieves, what else can this profession do, I don't know anything, and then I realized that I don't like the police, but the police uniform, because the armband on the sleeve is a symbol of power for me when I was a child, and it can successfully attract the attention of kindergarten children, so that little girls can sit next to me.

When I was in elementary school, my hobby was singing, which was my only hobby. My dream is to show off my singing voice in some school activities and get double hundred in every exam. But until I graduated from primary school, I didn't get a double hundred, and the best grades are nothing more than two ninety-nine, because I like to sing, my dad said that this may be a talent, and it is best to cultivate it, so every Saturday, I took the morning bus to the Children's Palace to learn vocal music, in the process of learning vocal music, I quickly rose from the third class (the freshman class is also called the backward class) to the second class (promotion class), and also participated in so many performances, the vocal teacher is very satisfied with me, and is ready to let me rise to the first class (excellent class) to continue my studies, Just when I was fantasizing about a sweet dream and my career was thriving, the school stipulated that I would start making up classes every Saturday, which made me have to give up the vocal music study in the Children's Palace and devote myself to school learning, and at this time we changed the mathematics class teacher, and she was still an old lady, and the old lady not only substituted us for the mathematics class, but also nature and thought and morality. After class, students from other classes will come to my class to play, and they will see our class sitting neatly listening to the math class. The old lady not only took over the time after class, but also changed nature and morality into math classes, and later intensified our music and physical education classes into math classes. That's when I started to have a fear of math. Not only that, but the old lady has been memorizing the name of the math class teacher until the sixth grade, and her dream of elementary school has been completely shattered.

It's rare to survive the six years of primary school, I thought that when I first entered elementary school, I could be like when I first entered elementary school, with longing, with a good study, and an upward attitude to embrace the sun every day, but because of the shadow of mathematics in primary school, algebra in the first midterm exam in junior high school with a score of 63 made me dumbfounded, because during the exam I still feel that I am doing elementary school math problems, but why did I get this score, my answer is the same as the correct answer. "Because you don't have an equation!" Some classmates told me. In the final exam, I used equations to solve all the problems, and my score was 45 points, ranking eighth from the bottom overall. After that, my math score was out of control because of this failure, and I was seriously biased, and even if I was biased, the other grades were still not much better. I became a veritable poor student, looked down upon by good students and some teachers. I remember that the best ranking in my junior high school exam in the three years was 45 in the class, and there were about 60 students in the class, although it was not in the bottom dozens, but it was still the bottom ranks, just because of this small progress, the head teacher even gave me a reward, and I was still thinking about what kind of reward there would be, a set of review questions for all subjects smashed in front of me, and I had a feeling of boredom for the first time. At this time, my dream was to get out of the bitter sea of junior high school as soon as possible.

Fate likes to joke so much, when I stepped into high school, both my personality and image have undergone earth-shaking changes - I became an art student, and my personality was released during this period, although I was not interested in painting, but my high school entrance examination results could only limit me to this circle, and I had heard that for art students, the college entrance examination culture course score does not need to be too high. From then on, I started my crazy high school career with the attitude that my grades in culture classes only needed to pass the cut-off score of art students. But later on, I found out that something was wrong, because everyone seemed to start learning with this attitude, in other words, it didn't seem to pay so much attention to learning. During this time, I learned to smoke, drink, fight, skip class, dress up, grow long hair and even wear braids, and not only that, but I also started my band and had a dedicated rehearsal room. I want to fulfill my unfulfilled dream in elementary school other than studying. Because of lax management, my high school life is more like dealing with a lot of social people, such as when you fight, everyone has their own social circle, and the social people help you solve things, and you will invite them to eat and drink or something, which is something that many students can rarely do at that time, in the words of the students in the surrounding schools: you are very social.

At the same time, our band was also very successful, which made me feel like I was walking around the campus. From the first day of elementary school until now, I feel that my previous school plot has been completely ruined, and this is the student era I want! Good students can help poor students cheat on exams, poor students can help good students fight, and it can even be said that in this atmosphere, there is no difference between good students and bad students, everyone has their own strengths, and use them to help each other. I remember that one day before graduation, it was the birthday of a classmate, this classmate chartered more than half of the bar in the afternoon, everyone put the table together, drank to their heart's content, hugged and cried, and the theme of all the students on this day was only one: I didn't study well in the past three years, but I really played well! Everyone basically drank too much, and in the end, for some reason, they had a fight with a group of students from other schools at several other tables in the bar, and the last time they fought recklessly. It was the last time I got into a fight before graduation. I only had one dream that night, I didn't want to be separated from my classmates for three years, if I could, I wanted to start my high school years all over again, and experience these three years of youth without regrets again!

There is no banquet in the world, the three years of high school have passed quietly, when I entered the university with my luggage and the state of mind of high school, I didn't feel anything special about college, I suddenly became quieter, became less flamboyant, became less fun-loving. I found out that I had already experienced college life in high school, but I didn't live on campus when I was in school. In college, I didn't continue to study art, but changed to other majors, because I really didn't want to develop in this area, and it was so difficult to find a job these days. I thought self-righteously that I had changed my major, that I could get a college diploma, and then get a job, fall in love, get married, have children, honor my parents, and so on.