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Lan Yun sent me back to the hotel in the evening and talked to me a lot, from heaven to earth, from ancient to modern, from school to society, it is not too much to describe the two of us with boastful, for the first time in my life, I found that I was so eloquent. We talked late, but I didn't tell Lan Yun that I liked her, and I didn't know if I was cowardly, or if I wasn't fully prepared, or because I was afraid of rejection, and I didn't know how to describe it. I don't know what time it is, it should be late, Lan Yun also said goodbye to me, went back to rest, and said that she would bring me breakfast tomorrow, I sent her downstairs, and watched the taxi she was taking disappear from my sight. After returning to the hotel, I was smoking a cigarette in an empty room in a daze, in short, my heart was like a five-flavor bottle, contradictory, panicked, fearful, and a little lost, and finally I could only comfort myself with a sentence of "good food is not afraid of late, good fate is not afraid of late", and then washed, turned off the light, and slept.

Early the next morning, Lan Yun arrived as promised and brought me a hearty breakfast. She asked me where I was going today. In fact, I don't have much interest in traveling, let alone going anywhere, I prefer to do whatever I want, and I can't afford to mess myself up because of a certain landscape or a certain place. Lan Yun raised his hands in agreement with my point of view, and after breakfast, we began to repeat the scene of last night. Today, Lan Yun also added some material to me, and she showed me all her photos, from her student days to the present. Lan Yun was particularly proud to say that not everyone can see all her photos, and after hearing this, my heart instantly warmed. During this period, there was also a small episode, there were two small sofas in my room, originally I sat with her, but it was quite troublesome to pass the mobile phone back and forth to look at the photos, and when I returned to the hotel after eating at noon, she simply asked me to sit on a sofa with her, and this episode lasted for a whole afternoon. We were on a small couch, and I looked at her pictures one by one, and she told me the stories that happened in the pictures, one by one. It seems like a boring day, but after all, this is the first time I have been alone with her for so long, in the words of Guo Degang: I am very pleased.

The time together is always short, and it's time for Lan Yun to leave, and the picture of saying goodbye to Lan Yun last time vaguely appeared in front of my eyes again, this time I still sent her away, and the funny thing is that this time, I was in Xi'an.

Lan Yun was on the train at five o'clock in the afternoon, and after sending Lan Yun away, his heart was empty again, he went back to the room and washed his face, and looked at himself in the mirror: "You are really cowardly!" It's such a good chance to get up close in the afternoon, but you let it escape. ”

The next day, I left the room and went to live in a hotel that was very close to Lan Yun's company, and in the next few days, I still chatted with her every day, in addition to looking forward to Lan Yun's information every day, I hoped more that the time would come to October 6th, and Lan Yun would come back on this day.

From time to time, I would listen to the song and go out for a walk, and I suddenly remembered that the university where I had failed to graduate seemed to be near the hotel where I lived, so one afternoon one day, I turned on the navigation, target: Xi'an XX College, and the way to get around: walking.

When I returned to the university campus again, I was suddenly very touched by the reason for the scene. Looking at the "younger brothers and sisters" on campus, I always feel like I am like someone who has come over, and I look at everyone on campus with a "kind" person who has come over.

When I came to the downstairs of the dormitory, it was repainted, the dormitories were all air-conditioned, and the commissary downstairs was gone.

Walking under the teaching building of that year, it was renamed, we used to call it the School of Economics and Management, and now it is called the No. 2 Teaching Building.

Passing by the school cafeteria of the year, it is still it, but there is no place to rent TVs and discs on the second floor of the cafeteria.

When I returned to the playground of the school and looked at the students playing football on the playground, I couldn't help but think of the few football games I had in college, and I don't know what made me say goodbye to the playground completely, farewell to football, the male students running in twos and threes on the playground and the female students shouting to lose weight.

Before I knew it, I had walked through the playground to the park, and it was still so quiet, with a few small boats floating in the middle of the lake; The "Leifeng Tower" of the year was also renovated again, I remember that I and my roommates had carved words on the "Leifeng Tower", suspension bridges, pavilions, corridors, paths, everything in front of me is still so familiar, and memories instantly came to mind. I turned on the camera, took pictures of the scene in front of me, and sent it to my buddy who had a good relationship with me in the dormitory back then: Yanlong, where do you see me now?

The phone rang, I picked it up, looked at it, and smiled: "Hey! Yanlong ......"

I chatted with my roommate for more than an hour, and I didn't stop for more than an hour, and I still kept walking. I'll tell him wherever I go. In an instant, the memories of the two of us suddenly returned to that time, remembering the time when we had skipped class for weeks and being warned by the teacher, remembering the college performance every Friday night at that time, remembering the road we had walked over and over again on campus in the past, and remembering the all-night games in the Internet café at night......

In this way, I walked around the campus for a long time, taking pictures as I went. For a moment, the place that once disgusted me suddenly became so nostalgic. I miss my dorm, my classmates, my homeroom teacher, my ......

I was tired of walking, took out a cigarette and lit it, at this time I came to the old playground, the old playground is actually a dirt playground, no lawn, except for the runway, the playground is overgrown with weeds, this playground has been abandoned since I went to college, its main purpose is to walk, if it is not for someone walking around the playground here, it is estimated that even this only ring of runway is occupied by weeds. I sat down on the steps by the playground, smoking a cigarette and looking at the people walking around the track. In fact, life is the same thing, you will always keep walking, you will always be on the road, all the scenery on the road will be your past, you can stop and rest, look at the scenery, after a moment of rest, you still have to get up, still have to take steps to continue to move forward.

Suddenly the vibration of the mobile phone pulled me out of my thoughts at that time, I took out my mobile phone, and it was a WeChat message from Lan Yun: "Where did you go today?" ”

"I went back to my old university, and I really didn't want to go out, so I had to come back here to reminisce about what it was like to be a student back then. I messaged back.