Shen Tang smiled when he heard this, "Are you speaking for him?" ”

Gu Heng glanced at Shen Tang helplessly, "I'm just saying it truthfully." Bo Ye and I have been rivals for so many years, and I admit that he is not a good person. I don't agree with the way he handles it, but he doesn't kill people. ”

Shen Tang nodded, "Well, you go on." I'm listening. ”

"For so many years, the number of people who want to kill Bo Ye has only increased. His methods are also becoming more and more ruthless, and no one in the mall is his opponent. Of course, I may be the exception, and he didn't do much to me. Even if there is competition, he is reasonable and compliant to fight with me. But obviously I'm not as good as him. ”

Gu Heng sighed and looked at Shen Tang with a smile.

"That's all I know about Shen Tang, everyone knows that he is ruthless. But he's really gentle in front of you, and the first time I saw him next to you, I was shocked. In fact, there are many times when I want to talk to you about him, but you and him are very happy. ”

"I don't know if it's good for you to say it or if it's good for you not to say it. But Bo Ye found me some time ago, and he told me. He will tell you everything and need me to take care of you at that time. ”

Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang with worry in his eyes.

Shen Tang heard Gu Heng's words and smiled mockingly.

Think so much and do so thoroughly. Are you afraid that I will die? It's funny.

Gu Heng saw that Shen Tang didn't speak, just kept drinking.

Reach out to stop it, "Shen Tang, you...... You're crying. ”

Gu Heng was stunned when he saw the tears falling from the corners of Shen Tang's eyes.

Shen Tang watched Gu Heng wipe away the tears on his face and pulled out a smile.

"No, the wind blinded the eyes."

"Do you see the wind here? You're indoors. ”

"That could be ......"

"Shen Tang!"

Looking at Shen Tang, who was still trying to find a reason, Gu Heng interrupted her sharply.

Shen Tang looked at Gu Heng, tears falling down his face.

"I ......"

Shen Tang cried, opened his mouth to say something, but couldn't say a word.

Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang distressedly, stretched out his hand and wanted to do something, but he didn't know what to do.

Shen Tang stepped back, and poured a glass of wine into his mouth.

"Shen ......"

"Gu Heng, in fact, Bo Ye and I both knew that we would come to this point. I knew it a long time ago, but I wanted to run away from it. Even today I have been discovered, and I want to leave. ”

"I told Bo Ye that it was good for someone to lie to me for the rest of my life, but then I regretted saying that I had to face everything. But when I needed to face it today, I was timid. My first instinct was to run away, as long as I couldn't see everything, it would be fine. ”

"It's a pity that Bo Ye didn't give me this chance, and he stopped me. I saw everything, you say it's not funny. What I've always wanted to know, I was the most timid when I could know. ”

Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang's complicated expression, "Shen Tang, you drink less, it's uncomfortable to drink too much." ”

Shen Tang smiled and waved his hand, "It's better to be uncomfortable than to be awake." ”

Gu Heng sighed and picked up the wine glass.

"I'll drink with you."

Shen Tang smiled, "You're not afraid to talk about you tomorrow." ”

Gu Heng smiled, "I'm not drunk." ”

Shen Tang shook his head, "Whatever you want." ”

"Shen Tang, why did you say you hated Bo Ye before? Is it because he lied to you or because of what he did? ”

Shen Tang looked at the scenery outside the window and sneered, "It's not so much that I hate him, it's better to hate myself." I just can't find anyone to hate, and I don't want to hate myself. I can only hate him. ”

"Why?"

Gu Heng didn't understand what Shen Tang meant.

Shen Tang looked back at him, "I hate myself, why I want to know about his past, and I also hate myself for having a relationship with this world. ”

If I don't feel like everything in this world is real, I can tell myself that it's all a plot setting. It's all a bunch of NPCs, and I don't need to get tangled in anything. I could even embrace the night at that time, but I took it all for real.

When my values are contrary to what Bo Ye does, I will fall into endless pain.

I was like a drowning person who didn't know how to pull myself out.

"There are so many whys. In this world, not everything has to have an answer. Not to mention this kind of emotional thing. ”

Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang, and his brows did not loosen for a moment.

"Shen Tang, you...... What's going on? You and the thin night ......"

Shen Tang looked at Gu Heng, "Give me time, I need time." ”

It took time to convince myself that I needed time to make this decision as well.

"Shen ......"

Gu Heng wanted to say something, but Shen Tang stood up.

"I don't want to talk to you anymore, let's rest. Bye. ”

Shen Tang took the wine and left, and Gu Heng wanted to say something after him. Shen Tang had already locked the door.

Gu Heng looked at the locked door, looked at the door, and finally left.

Shen Tang entered the house and did not turn on the lights.

I threw myself into bed and cried.

The crying was muffled, and only whimpering could be heard.

"Shen Tang."

Heavenly Dao called Shen Tang lightly.

Shen Tang stopped crying, wiped his tears and looked at her with a smile.

"You're also here for me to drink?"

Tiandao looked at Shen Tang's forced smile and sighed, bending down to wipe away the undried tears on Shen Tang's face.

"I'm not looking for you to drink, I'm here to enlighten you."

Shen Tang smiled, "Is this also your scope of work?" ”

Tiandao smiled, "No. Mind if I sit next to you? ”

The way of heaven was suddenly serious, and Shen Tang was a little surprised.

"Don't mind."

Tian Dao smiled and sat down beside Shen Tang.

"You can't accept what Bo Ye does, do you?"

Shen Tang tilted his head to look at her, "You know what kind of society I live in. It's too hard for me to accept. I studied the Fa, and I have seen the dark side of society. But I couldn't accept it, it was contrary to my ideas, so I didn't pursue a career related to law. ”

"As for why I gave up my job as a secretary later, although it was different, it was also because I didn't like that complicated relationship. I'm not the type of person who likes complexity. ”

"But you're also flexible, aren't you?"

Shen Tang frowned.

Tiandao looked at her with a smile, very gentle.

"From this time, you can see that you don't ignore when someone close to you is threatened. You say you hate yourself, but it's also because your entanglement and wandering make you miserable. You want to be a perfect person, but you are not a perfect person. ”

"Shen Tang has to learn to let go of himself, no one is perfect. You can strive for perfection, but don't limit yourself to that. You look carefree, but you're more stubborn than anyone else. ”

Shen Tang looked at Heavenly Dao, "You really have the appearance of Heavenly Dao now." ”

Tiandao frowned, "Why do you like to go off topic so much." ”