I don't want to believe anything, whether it's false feelings or blatant ambitions, or maybe the person never wanted to love him.

Maybe Bo Ye didn't know it, so he trapped himself in that side of the world and waited for death to come.

Just like Ye Che said, waiting for the moment when you betray your relatives and leave, in fact, Bo Ye is also looking forward to it.

He must have died at that time.

He thought so.

At this moment, Shen Tang said such a thing, as if he had dug up something that he had buried a long time ago.

Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang, his eyes unblinking.

"Shen Tang, you will get hurt this way. Since there is no ending, why do you have to start. Does my mother really not blame me? She didn't say anything, she just disappeared into my world. I told her that I would be there for her no matter what she wanted to do. ”

"She also promised me that she would not leave me. But she didn't do it and gave up on me anyway. He left that night and never came back. If I hadn't been there, I might not have seen her for the last time. ”

Bo Ye smiled bitterly, "But what is the effect of seeing her for the last time, it is nothing more than seeing her lying there covered in blood, motionless." It's ugly. Didn't she hate being ugly the most, why did she choose to lie there so ugly! ”

"No one told me what happened to her and her father, I was with my father for so long. I thought it would be different, but it wasn't any different. This is the world, and nothing is different. ”

Thin Night muttered in a low voice.

Shen Tang's brows were furrowed deeply, and he was so distressed that he couldn't do it.

"Do you hate your aunt?"

"I don't hate."

Bo Ye replied without hesitation.

"Mother always doesn't play according to common sense, but mother is always herself. I could do whatever she wanted, I was just wondering why she didn't want to say goodbye to me, even if it was just a word. Not a word. I thought she would come back, but it was just a small, ordinary day. ”

Yes, Bo Ye never felt that his mother should do anything for whom.

Even he felt that his mother should be selfish and think about herself.

She's herself.

All he thought about was why he didn't tell him, even if he told him.

For his mother, her life is so long, why should she choose this for a person who has not yet entered the world.

It's good to give up on him, and everything is fine.

Shen Tang didn't know what Bo Ye was thinking.

But she believed Bo Ye's words, because she didn't feel any resentment in Bo Ye, but more distressed.

But she didn't know what Bo Ye was distressed about.

Shen Tang's brows furrowed, but he still spoke.

"Boss Bo, can you tell me, are you distressed about something?"

Bo Ye smiled and lowered his head to meet Shen Tang's gaze.

"You know again."

"Well, I got it again."

Shen Tang smiled.

The sound of the rain hitting the umbrella is like a symphony.

"I was thinking that my mother could tell me that she was herself. Why can't you think more for yourself. I was a kid, but I was just a kid. Obviously ......"

Bo Ye frowned slightly, was silent for a moment, and began to speak again.

"Obviously she can be herself, I'm just a kid. She still has a long life ahead of her, and she can do it. ”

Shen Tang was stunned, she thought about it a lot. I didn't think that this was the idea of Bo Ye.

The lifelessness on Bo Ye's body, the death he had always wanted.

Shen Tang seemed to understand better.

"Boss Bo ......"

"Hmm."

Bo Ye smiled, "Do you think I shouldn't think like this?" ”

"No," Shen Tang shook his head, "I just didn't expect you to think that." Boss Bo, have you ever thought that your aunt thinks the same way? In her eyes, you are also the one who has a long life. Your life is over before it has even begun. ”

"......"

"No, but," Shen Tang shook his head, "I don't know much about my aunt, but from your mouth, from the mouth of many people." You can find that your aunt is very kind, such a kind person. The choices she made were naturally kind. ”

"And it's her own choice, isn't she also being herself. Aunt has always been an aunt, she just has one more identity. But she has always been herself, Boss Bo, don't think too much, and don't keep complaining about yourself. ”

Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang with a smile, "You always have a lot of truth, and I understand when you say this." But mother, she...... I don't know what to think about anymore. ”

Shen Tang smiled, "But I know, if I were an aunt." Now that you have chosen, you will not regret it. I didn't tell you, and I just didn't want you to be sad after you knew it. It's like leaving every day, it's all the same. ”

"It's nice to have a normal day. The last thing she expected was that you showed up, and in the end, the thing she regretted was that she didn't hide it from you. Let you see the worst side of her. But if Boss Bo's heart is still covered by the haze, your aunt should be even more sad. ”

Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang speechless, just looked at Shen Tang.

Shen Tang smiled, "Boss Bo, I know it's difficult, but I hope you don't refuse to change." Take your time, there will always be times for the better. ”

Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang and smiled. Stretched out his hand and hugged Shen Tang.

"Shen Tang, mother will definitely like you very much. It's like I like you too. The hesitation of both of us, you are well aware. But you're right, we've chosen. Then accept it all and grasp what is in front of you. That's it. ”

Shen Tang hugged Bo Ye and smiled.

"Boss Bo, I said I would accompany you as long as I was here. With you, we share the storm. I am the one who stands by your side, not the one who hides behind you. Although I like to hide behind people because it's comfortable. But that doesn't mean I can't stand with you. ”

Bo Ye smiled, "Mr. Shen, I never felt that you couldn't stand by my side." It's just that I'm just going to worry about your safety just like you. You're always dying for me, and I'm going to be worried. I'm not saying you can't stand by my side. ”

Shen Tang nodded, "Got it." Can Boss Bo talk to his aunt properly? Don't think that way. Because my aunt would not have such thoughts. ”

Bo Ye smiled, "Well, I don't know what to say. Just stay here quietly. ”

Bo Ye really didn't know what to say, all these years of experience, if she told her mother, I was afraid it would make her angry.

It's better not to say these words, and it's good to accompany her slowly like this.

If you say it, it will be something after meeting Shen Tang, but Shen Tang still has some things that you can't say.

Shen Tang didn't say anything, just handed another umbrella to Bo Ye.

"Boss Bo, since you're here, let's accompany my aunt. It was raining too much, so I went to stay in the car first. Boss Bo, I still have to sleep, don't you worry. ”

Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang with a smile, "Okay, what you said is good." Go ahead and stay safe. ”

"Hmm."

Shen Tang nodded, opened another umbrella and handed it to Bo Ye, took the umbrella in Bo Ye's hand and left.

Bo Yemu sent Shen Tang away.

After Shen Tang left, Bo Ye turned his head to look at the person on the tombstone.

"Mother, you know what? I don't really know what to do sometimes. Shen Tang will leave sooner or later, although I have already decided to go with her. But I always felt like she was far away, as if I didn't know when I was going to leave here. ”

"And I couldn't keep her, in fact, I knew she was going to leave from the beginning. My hesitation was in danger of its own, and I knew that sooner or later she would leave. Can...... Reluctantly, really reluctantly. ”

Bo Ye's voice faded a lot, and the sadness in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows was carried.

"Mother, if you were there for me, would you be able to tell me what to do? Mother, you have taught me that to love someone is to respect everything about her, to love her, to be guided by her wishes. Don't make your own claims. ”

"......"

There was helplessness in Bo Ye's eyes.

"Forget it, forget it. Since my mother said it, there is an answer. Everyone's life is not just about love, Shen Tang and I are different. She has a lot, but I only have love. So love will be more important to me, since that's the case. Naturally, I have to do more. If one day she does leave, I hope I can follow in her footsteps and leave, and I won't leave her. ”

"Mother, if you hear what I say, if you really don't blame me, bless me more. I used to ask for nothing, so let me get some. ”

Bo Ye looked at the person on the tombstone.

In fact, he should say that he has missed his mother all these years.

But when the words came to his mouth, he didn't know what to say, as if he was dumb.

"I'd like you to get more, and so does your mother. But your mother can't hear it, and I don't know what you'll encounter in the future. ”

Tiandao stood not far away and said.

Bo Ye couldn't hear her, and no one could see her here.

Shen Tang ran into the car, and Lao Fang was a little surprised to see Shen Tang coming back alone.

"Madame, did you come back alone?"

The old man took the umbrella in Shen Tang's hand, opened the door and sent people in.

"Boss Bo is talking to my aunt over there."

"Yes."

The old man put away his umbrella and sat down in the car.

"Old Fang, I didn't say you just waited here. Why stand outside? ”

"Madame and the owner don't know when they will come back, the rain is getting heavier and heavier. It's better to wait outside. ”

Shen Tang smiled, "I said that Lao Fang, you are really more careful than anyone." ”

"Madame Miu praised."

"No, it's you who are really careful."

Shen Tang said and turned on his phone and didn't speak again.

The old party didn't say anything, just turned on the heater a little bigger.

The warm air hit the inside of the car, and it didn't take long to make the car warm.

Shen Tang yawned.

It's really good to sleep in such a warm car, and it's still raining outside.

Shen Tang thought, but his hand didn't stop.

Fang An sent her a message, she had already arrived at Yu Xing today, and she probably knew something, so she wanted to meet Shen Tang.