Chapter 249: Sister Who Is Afraid of Marriage Is Not Afraid of Things (69)
Love at first sight is really a cheesy bridge, but she was deeply attracted!
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What is love?
She didn't know, she hadn't experienced it since she could remember.
There is a sound of quarrels in the house every day, and every week the pots and pans in the house are replaced.
When she was young, she lived a trembling life, and hardly dared to speak loudly at home.
She is never short of money, but she craves love and warmth.
Ostentatious on the outside and weak on the inside, she is always thinking about escaping, escaping from this terrible home.
After going to school, she finally had an excuse to go home less, not to see the bad home, and her personality was much more outgoing.
She met a lot of children, they were very cute, they would share food and toys with her, and she loved it.
She also often brings some delicious things and toys to them to play with, and the children are always happy to get along with.
It's just that sometimes she gets very angry, obviously she likes to play with them so much, why do they want to find other children.
Because of her sensitive mind, she simply kept it hidden, because she knew that there were some words that once they were spoken, there was no chance of recovery.
It's like my parents, who are fighting every day, so why don't they get a divorce? Why didn't any of them take the initiative to bring it up?
It's just because after they say it, they really don't have a chance to reconcile.
According to grandma, they used to love each other very much, but because my father did something wrong, my mother never forgave him, and the relationship between the two became more and more indifferent for a long time, until it was exhausted.
Even though they tortured each other, they still didn't let each other go.
She really doesn't understand this, the book says that if you love someone, you have to give him freedom, and if you like someone, don't make him unhappy, think you are a burden.
What's the point of torturing each other?
She didn't understand, and she didn't want to understand, until she met the person she liked!
Like a prince stepping on colorful lights, his handsome face suddenly appeared in his sight, just like the bridge told in the middle, just because the crowd glanced at you, and no one else could melt in his eyes.
It is the source of happiness and the beginning of sorrow, when she met him, she had hope and hope, but the final despair was also caused by him.
In the years that followed, she asked herself many times, if she went back in time, would she still like him?
The answer is uncertain, and she doesn't know.
He is cold, does not like to talk, and often sits in a chair in a daze.
And her favorite thing is to watch him in a daze, that is the happiest thing for her, and it is beautiful if it is like this for a long time.
But how can things in the world be certain, when she first found that something was wrong, she thought that she was thinking too much, after all, she knew the problem of being suspicious.
But the snowball fight made her understand that she didn't think much of it, but seeing that neither of them noticed a problem, she also pretended not to know anything.
After careful observation, the fiery heart gradually became cold, and jealousy suddenly took root in the bottom of the heart.
The kindness of the past can't be done, so she began to slowly restrain her temper, although she still often eats with them and goes to the toilet together, but the friendship can never return to the past.
Unwillingly, watching them get along more and more harmoniously, the fire of jealousy in her heart seemed to be about to burn her out.
It's so good, this is the person she likes, cold on the outside, but kind on the inside.
Moments of joy are always so short, and when he reaches the mountain, he puts down her luggage and walks to Ruri's side.
Seeing them chatting with smiles and smiles, she only felt as if winter had come.
The heat in his heart was violently extinguished by the ice water, and if he had never received it, he would not ask for it, but he had been treated gently, just like eating a poppy, and he could never quit again.
The tip of the heart is accompanied by a crisp and numbing pain, but you have to pretend that nothing has happened, so that others can see that something is wrong.
Ha, that's ridiculous!
is obviously so sad, but he still has to consider his self-esteem, and he can't let himself show the slightest sadness.
When she returned to school, everything seemed to change subtly, she became agitated, and her gaze would look at him uncontrollably.
When she noticed that the people around her didn't notice the change in her, she became more and more unscrupulous, until Tan Lin called her out to talk.
It's funny, she just likes someone, is it worth her bother?
She actually warned her not to think about the impossible, and not to do things that she regretted.
Heh, Ruri is her friend, isn't she?
The tiger lurking in the depths of her heart has already emerged, and if there is another thrill, maybe she will really ignore it.
Slowly hide her emotions, now is not the time, smart people will never expose themselves, so she pretends that nothing has happened.
Is it really possible?
Sometimes if you miss an opportunity, you may never be able to undo it!
After the start of school, it was already time to divide the arts and science classes, and she looked for him in the crowd, one day, two days, three days...... Many days passed, and he still didn't show up.
After being anxious, she took the opportunity to invite Yu Luochen to dinner, and after sparing no effort to investigate, she learned the news that he had returned to Landu.
Ha, she's so pathetic!
The love of her youth was very beautiful, she was very proud, unwilling to admit her failure, and buried that love in her heart.
I thought that time would slowly erode that love, but I never thought that it would only make it more and more mellow.
To prove that she had forgotten the past, she also had several boyfriends during college, but broke up almost every two months.
can't be tempted, those people are not him, and she can't devote herself to falling in love with them.
Finally after graduating from college, she saw him again, but why did he still like Xu Liuli?
Obviously she didn't like him, but he still followed her with a dead face.
Watching such a beautiful person behave despicably, she only felt that her heart was like a knife, and the outcropping tiger finally couldn't control it.
She still made a move!
In order to create a misunderstanding for them, she was willingly used by others, knowing that this was a game, a game with no results, but she was willing.
Introduced Gu Chenfeng into her trap step by step, seeing that he was about to indulge, but he was still one step behind.
Looking at his clear gaze, she knew that she had failed and was not doing superfluous movements, but she didn't expect him to let her go?
Ha ha...... It's ridiculous, the reason for letting her go is because she's a friend of Ruri.
She knew there was no way she could escape from the mysterious man, so she skillfully resisted.
Before she died, she still thought bitterly, since she couldn't have him, let her leave a trace in his heart!
Gu Chenfeng, I never regretted loving you, I was just thinking about why I didn't meet you earlier.
Do you know I like you?
I really like you, and since I fell in love with you at first sight in high school, I can't seem to forget your existence.
If there is an afterlife, look at me well, don't ask you to be with you for a lifetime, but ask for true love......
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