Chapter 261: Qinghong

Obsidian belongs to the category of extreme personalities.

After he got such a result, his original passionate longing suddenly became fragmented, and he seemed to have lost his goal, leaving only a muddy life.

Maybe his heart, more like a woman, is revenge.

He wants to use himself as a bargaining chip for revenge, to let himself live as the other party hates the most, as a moth, and let the other party spend it in remorse.

Hearing this, Chen Mo couldn't help but roll his eyes.

When he hadn't crossed over, something similar happened to him at school.

A female classmate wrote a love letter to him in his freshman year of high school, and after he was explicitly rejected by his straight man, the female classmate actually chose his front table to be together, in order to show affection in front of him every day.

From that day on, he knew that the psychology of women is very different from that of men.

At least men don't use themselves as bargaining chips for revenge and use self-harm to carry out so-called revenge.

This obsidian is also different.

The deformed world under great pressure will always give birth to many sick psychology.

After listening to Obsidian's narration, Chen Mo felt that his head was about to explode, and he could only say that he objectively respected the mutual sadistic relationship between the two.

Don't mention the sick psychology on Obsidian's side.

Mentor Qinghong chose to refuse at the beginning, and now he let himself pass on the word, although he knew that there must be some deformed backgrounds involved, and then the pathological psychological changes caused by it, but he still couldn't help but want to understand the psychological changes of ordinary natural disasters in the disaster world at a deeper level through these things.

"Mentor Qinghong asked me to tell you that she is leaving the Disaster Academy after teaching this batch of students."

"Really!?"

Obsidian stood up, looking a little excited.

He kept adjusting his breathing, looking at a loss, pacing around the room, excited and scared, full of worries about the future.

All kinds of complex emotions were presented on his face one by one.

In the meantime, Chen Mo was going to say goodbye and leave.

"Wait a minute."

Chen Mo looked surprised and looked at Obsidian with a puzzled expression.

This seemingly powerful guy, but his heart is so extremely fragile, and he takes revenge on his former admirer in a self-depraved way, he can be regarded as a long-term insight today.

"Thank you for listening to me talk so much, and thank you for conveying the meaning of Qinghong, add an address book friend."

"Uh, okay."

Tip: You've added Obsidian as an Contacts friend.

After saying goodbye to obsidian.

Chen Mo walked in the direction of the Disaster Academy.

Standing in front of the gate of the academy, he glanced at the time, and then contacted Mentor Qinghong in his address book friends, and got a response from the other party who came down quickly.

Half a minute later.

Mentor Qinghong was still wearing a gentle dress just like last time.

"Mentor!"

Covering up all kinds of complicated emotions caused by obsidian, Chen Mo smiled and beckoned to his mentor.

"Traveler, you're here."

It can be seen that the Qinghong mentor is full of expectations.

"Hmm."

Chen Mo responded: "What you told me to do before, I have just finished it, this is his address, he said to wait for you there." ”

When Mentor Qinghong heard this, his face was also extremely complicated.

Heartache, remorse, and sadness flashed away, and then silently took the address handed by Chen Mo.

"Is he okay?"

"Well, anyway, it shouldn't be good."

Chen Mo said as he pondered his words.

Sensing Qinghong's gaze, Chen Mo stubbornly informed Qinghong of Obsidian's life situation and attitude towards life, and revealed the other party's "actively" revealed the past a little.

Qinghong shook her head and smiled, and then she looked up at the sky, tears streaming down her eyes.

"You must wonder why this happened to me."

Chen Mo nodded.

Mentor Qinghong wiped away his tears a little and shook his head with remorse.

"I think you've heard me say many times when you were in the academy about not being a scourge moth, right?"

"Yes."

Chen Mo observed Mentor Qinghong's emotions and said tentatively: "At that time, you were still furious about this and drove Du Qingqing out. ”

Speaking of this, she nodded, remembering the girl.

"It all started with my birth, my mother, one of the many births outside the colony, and my father...... Who knows, probably some strong person passing by. ”

She laughed at herself.

"Since I was born, I have spent time in chaos and hunger, and those older brothers and sisters will always take away my food, and one of my younger brothers and one sister will starve to death because of this, until I grow up, and after those brothers and sisters left, I also became what they used to be, and watched my younger brothers and sisters spend their time in hunger."

Chen Mo opened his mouth.

He didn't know what he was supposed to say at such a time, and he couldn't even imagine what it was like.

For neither he nor the stone had experienced it.

"That'...... What about your mother, isn't there a subsidy for the gathering place? ”

Speaking of his mother, Mentor Qinghong couldn't help clenching his fists, and then gradually let go, and his contradictory and distorted expression made Chen Mo secretly frightened.

She is indeed a natural disaster with severe mental illness.

"There are indeed subsidies in the gathering place, but she, who wants to become a higher-level mother of natural disasters, uses most of the subsidies to plead with the strong people passing by, begging them to leave her better children."

When Chen Mo heard this, he couldn't help but rub his forehead.

It's no wonder that guys who grow up in this environment can be mentally healthy.

It was a blessing in misfortune that Mentor Qinghong had become what she was now, no wonder she hated the Scourge Moth so much, and was angry at Obsidian's affection.

The environment in which she grew up did not provide her with the right values of love.

Her mother used her subsidy to plead with powerful male catastrophe victims to leave high-quality genes, and Qinghong, who grew up in such an environment, naturally thought of various scenes from her childhood when faced with obsidian's show of love, which made her twisted mind burst into extreme defensive instincts.

She can't help but bring herself into the victim's side.

And female natural disasters like her account for a huge proportion of the disaster world.

It can be said that it has gone to two different extremes with those who have children.

Generally speaking.

Female catastrophes like Mentor Qinghong have almost all of the offspring children they have been forced to complete, and the number of heirs is definitely not too many.

Stones, monkeys, and nectar are also among them.

"What about you...... Why did you let me go to him? ”

"Because my mother, who starved to death at the Gathering Place, died outside the Gathering Place, she had asked me for help, but I ignored it, and there was nothing I could do, and at that moment, I finally came out of her shadow."

Mentor Qinghong leaned against the wall and sat down slowly.

"Since becoming a tutor in the academy, I have spent almost all my time to heal the wounds of my soul, looking at everything around me, I even have a trance from time to time, always feeling full of unreality, so I continue to borrow books in the library, looking for those books that can heal the soul, just longing to be a normal person, a normal person who is away from all kinds of negative emotions and nightmares."

Maybe others can't understand Mentor Qinghong, but Chen Mo can understand Mentor Qinghong.

Because he used to have a similar experience.

That was when he was in junior high school, after his parents divorced, he lived with his father, and then his father married his stepmother and gave birth to a younger brother, he was put by his father at his grandmother's, and the two depended on each other.

At that time, he used to hate, complain.

It was Wang Cong who told him that he must learn to be patient, that all development in the world has its laws, and that everything has both good and bad sides.

Since then.

He and Wang Cong became best friends, watching TV together, reading comics together, playing together, and studying together.

"Stop, think a little more, think a little more, and the world will be different."

This is what Pooh said in the cartoon "Winnie the Pooh".

"Only a fool would be with an idiot."

This is what Rukawa Kaede said in the cartoon "Slam Dunk".

The two are like inseparable friends, spending the entire junior high school career together, as well as most of the high school career, and met their mutual friend Wu Huiteng, sharing the secrets in their hearts with him.

In such a colorful life, his originally irritable heart was finally able to gradually subside.

He learned to be patient and eager to grow.

Because he longs for the day when he can look at the world correctly from the eyes of adults, instead of living in the haze of negative emotions forever.

In order to achieve this goal, he often reads some famous sayings and aphorisms full of positive energy, so as to calm the darkness in his heart, just like the Qinghong Mentor said, to calm his heart through external forces.

"Mentor, I see, thank you for talking to me so much."

Chen Mo empathizes.

Although he was far less extreme than Mentor Qinghong, he was still able to understand her heart a little and sympathize with her.

Get out of the haze and learn to accept.

It's just a single sentence.

For many normal people, this is just an ordinary thing, but for the Qinghong mentor, it took three years of hard work.

During this time, she needs to overcome herself.

"Thank you for being able to listen to me so much."

She looked at Chen Mo, as if she saw more than half a year ago, she went to the library to borrow books for psychological treatment, and the child who was willing to repay her for more than half a month of hard work.

In the past six months, she has also grown a lot.

Every time I come into contact with him, I guess it's also a process of healing myself.

Immediately, she smiled with relief, and gently stroked Chen Mo's cheek with her right hand, imagining that her childhood could grow up in "beauty" like him, and forget those dark things.

"From today on, I am no longer a mentor of Qinghong, just Qinghong, I have been waiting for this day for 35 years, today is the first day of my freshman, and I really live for myself."

Let's talk about it.

She patted Chen Mo on the shoulder, her face relaxed and relaxed, and then strode out of the Calamity Academy and walked in the direction of the Hungry Ghost's lair.

Calculate the time.

She must have sent another batch of students to the Hungry Ghost Trial mission a few days ago, and resigned from the position of the academy's mentor.

"I wish you all happiness."

After Chen Mo saw Mentor Qinghong leave, he walked in the other direction.

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