Chapter 168: The Pain That Shouldn't Have Been There
While Yan Min was paying close attention to He Jiayu's whereabouts, He Jiayu also stepped up the conspiracy deployment of Wu Zhifeng Company and Han Cong Company. Xiao Jia, who was entrusted by Wu Zhifeng to be reused, became He Jiayu's right-hand man in the implementation of the conspiracy. A meticulous plan was quietly underway.
Jian Fan hopes that everything will be calm, and forces himself to be numb to work, so that his life will be as plain as water.
Whenever he saw Jian Fan staying up late to type code, He Aiyi always had to ridicule Jian Fan as an ostrich and think everything was fine when he buried himself in the code.
In He Aiyi's view, a woman marrying well is the king, and finding a man who can be entrusted for life is the first problem to be solved. used to envy Jian Fan for having Han Cong as his home, but later knew that Jian Fan was obsessed with Jiang Shuai, but now he found that Jian Fan seemed to be evading and sealing all his emotions, Yu Hancong only maintained it indifferently, and Yu Jiang Shuai deliberately kept his distance.
Escaping is not the way to go. He Ai was anxious for Jian Fan, and complained every time, "Why don't you let me encounter these troubles." Jian Fan, I bet you, once you miss Jiang Shuai, you will definitely regret it. ”
Jian Fan knew that missing Jiang Shuai would be a lifelong regret, but he would not regret it. Love can't be an excuse for betrayal, and if you abandon Han Cong, you will never have peace in your heart. He was already full of guilt for Han Cong, and he couldn't hurt Han Cong anymore. Jian Fan believes that Jiang Shuai will eventually meet someone who is truly worthy of his cherishment. Thinking about it like this, Jian Fan's heart is much more comfortable.
It's a pity that the god of fate doesn't seem to favor the peace of Jian Fan's heart, and the pain that shouldn't have been there hit him when the red leaves of Xiangshan are all over the horizon.
In the early morning of the weekend, Lin Jianxuan picked up Jian Fan and sailed to Xiangshan as he wished, starting his carefully planned trip to confess his identity to Jian Fan.
The vehicle was crawling slowly on the congested road near Xiangshan, Lin Jianxuan took out a chic picture album from the back seat with a mysterious smile on the corner of his mouth, and handed it to Jian Fan, "The traffic jam is boring, why don't you take a look at this." ”
"What?" said Jian Fan as he lifted the ribbon from the album.
"I knew it when I saw it, I wanted to climb to the top of the mountain and give it to you, but it doesn't matter if I look at it now. If you look at it one minute earlier, I'll be one minute earlier. Lin Jianxuan's smile was tinged with an undetected nervousness.
In this album. Lin Jianxuan personally described his growth from a child who was sent to a stranger's house to a slightly autistic teenager, and now he has become the helmsman of Cloud T Company. Since the concealment should not continue, let Jian 繁 personally peel off the truth.
Jian Fan opened the cover with curiosity. Suddenly, the mobile phone rang, and Jian Fan had to close the album. took out his mobile phone to connect the call, "Hello, Xue Ying." What?" Jian Fan bit his lip anxiously, "I know, I'll rush over immediately." Good. ”
Hang up the phone. "Xiao Xuan, we have to go back. ”
"What's wrong? Xue Ying has something you need to solve. Lin Jianxuan was disappointed and angry when he saw Jian Fan put the album on the dashboard.
"Xue Ying said that Su Qian had an accident, and the police needed to find me some information. ”
"What nonsense. Lin Jianxuan dialed Qin Shaoju's phone, "Shaoju, what needs Jian Fu's cooperation." ”
"Jian Xuan, it's good for you to be with Jian Fan. Xue Ying didn't tell her about the specific thing, Su Qian," Qin Shaoju paused, "Su Qian, she committed suicide by cutting her wrists." ”
Lin Jianxuan frowned at the traffic and turned the vehicle into a fork in the road. Get out of the car and leave the vehicle for a long distance, "I regret Su Qian's matter, but you shouldn't involve Jian Fan." ”
"Jian Xuan, I'm sorry. At Su Qian's bedside, she found the suicide note she left for Jian Fan. ”
"Okay. Lin Jianxuan sighed, "I'll accompany Jian Fan." Next time something like this happens, it's best to call me first. ”
"Okay, Jian Xuan, I'm stunned for a while. ”
"Okay, you can take care of yourself first. Need me do what to call. Lin Jianxuan waved his hand to Jian Fan, who was sitting in the car, signaling that Jian Fan didn't have to get out of the car. Hung up.
"Xiao Xuan, why did the police ask me to understand the situation, what happened to Su Qian?" Jian Fan stared at Lin Jianxuan's expression, but did not find anything abnormal.
"You'll find out when you go back. Lin Jianxuan started the car. Since it is a one-way street, you have to merge into the slow traffic and drive to the foot of Xiangshan before following the downhill traffic back to the city.
"Fan, have you watched "Anna Karenina", right?" Lin Jianxuan seemed to be inadvertent.
"Well, I did. Jian Fu nodded.
"How do you understand the character of Anna?"
"It's a tragic figure. ”
Lin Jianxuan sped up the car, "Although it is a tragic figure." But her courage is commendable, and after choosing again and again, the ending is actually doomed,"
Jian Fan suddenly turned to face Lin Jianxuan, "Xiao Xuan, what's wrong with Su Qian, why are you telling me this?"
"A person's end, whether sad or happy, is her own choice. Fan, Su Qian left, it was suicide. ”
Jian Fan was stunned and couldn't believe it.
"It's all my fault. Jian Fan leaned down slowly, "I shouldn't be nosy, I shouldn't send a letter for Su Qian." I should have known that I had hurt her. ”
Lin Jianxuan parked the car and patted Jian Fan, "This matter has nothing to do with you, it's none of your business." Su Qian and Qin Shaoju's emotional entanglement can't be handled by themselves, how can they blame you. I'll go in with you. Whatever the police ask, you just tell the truth. ”
"Why are the police looking for me?"
"Su Qian left you a suicide note. Lin Jianxuan clenched Jian Fan's hand.
Jian Fan's tears remained, although he didn't know what was written in Su Qian's suicide note, but when he thought of Su Qian leaving this world alone, and at the end of his life, there was still no one to talk to except her, Jian Fan's heartache and self-blame were incomparable. Why did you question her attitude towards love, why didn't you treat her as a friend, why didn't you take the time to care about her?
Lin Jianxuan took out a tissue and put it in Jian Fan's hand, got out of the car silently, and left Jian Fan alone in the car to slowly relieve his emotions.
"Jian Xuan. Qin Shaoju came up, his eye sockets collapsed, and he was extremely haggard.
Lin Jianxuan shook his head, and stopped talking.
Jian Fan wiped away his tears and walked out of the car, accompanied by Lin Jianxuan and Qin Shaoju's personal lawyer, walked into the police office, and answered the police's questions truthfully.
In the end, Jian Fan saw the suicide note left by Su Qian, only a few short sentences:
Simplified and complex, when I saw the letter, it was already a different way.
Although we only met once, it was a regret in my life. You are the testimony of my love, not to cherish each other, but to know each other.
I didn't want Shaoju to be sad for me anymore, and I couldn't bear his departure, so I could only turn around with a smile.
I'm afraid to say goodbye to Shaoju, even if it's words, I can't face it, I'm afraid I'll be nostalgic.
I'll write to you, whether you care or not, I see you as a friend. Please tell Shaoju that I will wait for him in the next life.
Thanks.
Su Qian's pen.
Jian Fan pursed his lips, tears welled up in his eyes, and put the letter on the table, "Officer Wang, if there are no other questions, I want to go out." ”
"Okay, thank you for your support. Officer Wang stood up and nodded to Jian Fan.
Jian Fan walked out of the police station building, as if he had a block in his chest, and suddenly felt dizzy in front of him. Jian Fan tried his best to reach for the railing in front of him, when suddenly his arm was grabbed.
"I'll help you. The soft and slightly hoarse voice accompanied by the unique breath of a charming woman lingered in Jian Fan's ears.
"Thanks, just help me sit down. Jian Fu sat on the steps with his hands on the railing.
"Are you Su Qian's friend?" the woman asked softly.
"Yes. ”
"Are you crying?" the woman asked.
"Why is Su Qian so stupid?" Jian Fan muttered.
"I thank you for Su Qian, I am Su Qian's sister. ”
"I'm sad. Jian Fu still felt the world spinning, and he rested his head on his knees.
"Do you know the man who came with you?"
"Xiao Xuan?"
"Yes, Lin Jianxuan. If you don't want to experience the same pain as Su Qian, you'd better stay away from him. He is even more dangerous than Qin Shaoju. The woman's voice was suddenly frighteningly low.
Jian Fan didn't quite understand why the woman had such a warning to her, and when she looked up, she felt in a dizziness that the woman had left. (To be continued.) )