Nan Nan has chemotherapy every day.

Chemotherapy would ease her pain, but it was getting worse.

Occasionally, she took painkillers so that she could sit and play normally.

Lin Wanyi came over to accompany her.

"Where else do you want to go today?"

Nan Nan looked out the window, her face pale and bloodless.

She thought about it for a long time, but couldn't remember what she was interested in, so she said, "Sister, I want to eat a piece of cream cake." ”

Lin Wanyi smiled, "Okay." ”

When she went to buy cakes, she also bought a lot of other delicious foods.

On the way, they met He Siye, and the two went to the hospital together.

"Nan Nan has an accident again?" He asked.

Lin Wanyi snorted, "It's expected." ”

He Siye looked at her.

She wasn't visibly sad, but she was prepared.

Human empathy for patients doesn't last long.

After arriving at the hospital, Nan Nan ate a few bites of cake and began to have bloating and could no longer eat.

She smiled bitterly, "Sister, am I useless, such a good thing, I will waste it in two bites." ”

Lin Wanyi, "It's okay, food is meant to serve human beings, if you can't eat it, you can wait for a while before eating anything else." ”

Nan Nan bowed her head and shed tears.

"But I hurt so much, sister."

Lin Wanyi's heart tightened, and she reached out and hugged her.

Probably Nan Nan also knew that she didn't have long to live.

Later, after the people left, she picked up the delicious food again and stuffed it into her mouth despite the discomfort.

After eating and vomiting, in the end, I could only take medicine to wash my stomach, which made my body weaker.

The hospital gave an ultimatum that it could not be cured.

On the sheet information card, words that made Lin Wanyi familiar appeared.

Once again, she faced death.

Only this time, Nan Nan's death is a certainty.

She sat down in front of the bed again, and while Nan Nan was still awake, she asked her, "Nan Nan, are you willing to donate your organs?" ”

Nan Nan has read books and knows what the nature of organ donation is.

"Sister, do you need it?"

Lin Wanyi pulled her lower lip, "I'm sorry, will you blame me?" ”

Nan Nan shook her head.

She is actually grateful to Lin Wanyi's family.

Although the last time was still very painful, occasionally when she got along with Lin Wanyi, she could feel that Lin Wanyi wanted to save herself.

That's kindness from the heart.

Nan Nan has never been treated well in her life, she lacks love, and she cherishes beauty.

So when you feel a little warmth, you will be desperate to fulfill others.

"Sister, if there is anything else I can ask for on me, you can just take it."

Lin Wanyi's eyes were moist, "Are you afraid?" ”

"Afraid of death? I'm not afraid, I wanted to die a long time ago, and before I got sick, I lived in that kind of family, and every breath tormented me. ”

"When did you start getting sick?"

"It's the same whether I'm sick or not, and when they don't care about me in the hospital, I'm happier."

Lin Wanyi touched her face, "Do you want to rest, if you want to, I'll give you painkillers, you can sleep well." ”

Nan Nan said very sensibly. "Don't waste national resources, I don't care, just get used to it."

Lin Wanyi thought of He Siye, and muttered in a low voice, "Can it really hurt to get used to it?" ”

How many dark nights will it be, how many times will it be to grit your teeth and persist before you can get used to the pain?

Nan Nan asked, "Sister, can you tell me, do you want my organs?" ”

Lin Wanyi felt that such a question was too cruel to discuss at this moment.

She said, "When you go to Elysium, shall I write a letter to tell you?" ”

Nan Nan was actually not afraid, so she continued to ask, "Is it to save your family?" ”

Lin Wanyi was stunned, "Why do you say that?" ”

"Because I feel that your husband is also sick."

The magnetic field between patients is a strange thing.

You stand there, even if you don't do anything, you are well disguised, but in the eyes of the patient, you can see it at a glance.

Nan Nan asked, "Did he have a serious illness?" ”

Lin Wanyi bowed, "Yes, I only recovered this year." ”

"So what do you want from me? He doesn't seem to lack anything. Nan Nan had a hunch and boldly asked, "Is it my heart?" ”

Lin Wanyi clenched her hand.

"Nan Nan."

Nan Nan felt her pain and smiled slightly, "Sister, it really doesn't matter, I can help you, I'm very happy, at least I died as I deserved." ”

She also said, "And you and your brother-in-law are very affectionate, I rarely see such love, I envy it." ”

Lin Wanyi's voice choked, "Nan Nan, you guessed it, he has a heart attack." ”

Nan Nan became nervous instead, "Then when will I die, is it better to die early?" ”

Lin Wanyi sighed distressedly, "Don't think about those, let's go with the flow." ”

Nan Nan said in a low voice, "But sister, I've already enjoyed happiness, I don't want to be anymore, every chemotherapy is so painful." ”

As she spoke, Nan Nan couldn't help crying.

She is not afraid of death.

But I don't want to live either.

Two extreme emotions were entangled and tormented her for many days and nights.

Lin Wanyi stroked her over and over again.

Until Nan Nan was tired of crying and gradually fell asleep.

Lin Wanyi did not leave.

Waiting for the girl in her arms, she gradually let go of her vigilance and hugged the doll next to her.

She whispered, "Mom and Dad." ”

Lin Wanyi was stunned.

Look at her emaciated profile that has been deformed.

Nan Nan's face was buried in the pillow, crying and muttering, "Mom and Dad, I am your child, why...... It doesn't hurt me at all, does it? ”

Lin Wanyi completely collapsed.

She came to the door and wanted to cry, but her emotions seemed to be closed.

There is no strength to roar.

Just stood there thinly, silently shedding tears.

I don't know how long I cried, He Siye appeared beside her and held her in his arms.

Tears soaked through He Siye's clothes.

The temperature goes from the pores to the bloodstream, to the pores, to the heart.

He Siye's heart tightened little by little, and his dark eyes became extremely deep in the night, "Okay, it's okay." ”

Lin Wanyi cried out loud.

There was a burst of black and white in front of her, and she slowly stood up, muttering blankly, "She has never felt love since she was born and finalized her name. ”

He Siye snorted, "Love is a luxury, don't inflict other people's pain on yourself." ”

Lin Wanyi reached out and touched his heart.

The sound of a heartbeat is like thunder.

"When the time comes, after the operation, will you be as insecure and painful as her?"

He Siye clenched her hand, "No. ”

"If only she could feel it, let her know how beautiful it is to live a healthy and happy life."

He Siye snorted.

He coaxed her for a long time before she calmed down and went home to rest.

On the other side, the airport.

A few shabby backs appeared in Beicheng.

Nan Nan's mother was frightened as soon as she came out, "Oh, there are so many lights on at such a late hour, don't you want money?" ”

Nan Nan's father said disdainfully, "Look at the way you haven't seen the world, these are all paid by the state, and I don't want you." ”

Nan Nan's mother laughed.

"Great, such a prosperous place, if we put down roots here, how happy we would be."