Chapter 257 - Torment
An Junxian finished doing this, and then hugged Ye Hao motionlessly, letting her sleep for a certain time, after all, her purpose was not to really drive Ye Hao crazy, but she made her obedient.
So every time Ye Hao comes in when she is about to reach the limit of collapse, let her rest a little, just like pulling a drowning and suffocated person back from the brink of death again and again, experiencing the despair of dying again and again, and not really dying.
And so on and so forth.
Ye Hao slept very deeply, her expression was peaceful, An Junxian looked at her emaciated cheeks lovingly, and a cold color finally flashed in his eyes, he raised his hand to look at his watch, and then began to kiss her.
In fact, such a fragile Ye Hao is not comfortable to hug, thin and awkward, and she needs to be very careful.
But An Junxian still unswervingly carried out his plan, he wanted his lover to remember him only from body to soul, and remember the reassurance, warmth, and fulfillment he brought to her in the darkness and despair.
Infatuated with him, he is her only antidote.
Ye Hao slowly woke up, he felt that the man was hugging her, and there was no longer the slightest resistance, only longing and peace of mind......
She hugged the man hard, eager to integrate herself into his body, and never stop like this.
But that's not possible...... She knew it was going to end soon, and after each hug, the man would leave.
It was like a little comfort from the alms before leaving......
As soon as she thought of this, she was extremely frightened and reluctant, so when the man was about to leave her body, she grabbed him hard and said tremblingly, "Don't go......"
An Junxian looked at Ye Hao lovingly, with helplessness in his tone, and he whispered, "I'm sorry, I can't stay." ”
Ye Hao didn't let go desperately, her expression was distorted and crazy, "What did I do wrong, what did I do wrong...... You tell me...... Why am I subjected to such torture...... What the hell am I doing wrong......"
An Junxian stroked her cheek, and her voice was sad: "Because you betrayed me, you betrayed your lover." ”
Ye Hao was stunned and said, "I betrayed you? ”
Why should I betray you, I long for you so much, I look forward to you...... As long as you can come, I am even willing to die for you, how can I betray you......
"Yes." An Junxian said, he slowly fixed Ye Hao back into the chair, and his voice was low, "You are here to reflect on your mistakes and pay the price for your actions, no one can save you, only you can save yourself." ”
Ye Hao struggled and shouted in despair: "You save me, you save me...... I can't save myself, I can't move ......"
Her voice paused abruptly for a moment, as if she had thought of something, and said hoarsely: "Because I betrayed you, that's why you refused to save me, and left me alone...... Is it...... You're punishing me......"
An Junxian's always gentle voice cooled down for the first time, "It seems that you have not reflected on your mistakes and turned a blind eye to my kindness and tolerance. ”
"Obviously because of my own betrayal, I blame me for visiting you with love, if you think so, I won't come again."
Ye Hao listened to his cold voice, and was extremely frightened in her heart, and regretted that she said something like that, "No, I didn't mean that, I'm sorry...... I didn't blame you...... Don't abandon me......"
An Junxian didn't answer her and left directly.
Ye Hao heard the sound of the door closing, and couldn't help thinking about An Junxian's last sentence, he said that he would not come again, he would leave her...... She lost even her last hope......
Despair overwhelmed her in an instant.
It's all her fault, she not only betrayed her lover, but also tried to blame her.
Obviously, the man is so good to her...... She betrayed him, but she still did not abandon him, and kept visiting her and giving her warmth, such kindness...... And she has no gratitude, and she has to look forward to Shu.
It is no wonder that such a sinful person as she has to endure such torture, it is all her fault......
She has to reflect on her mistakes in this endless darkness and pay for her mistakes......
Ye Hao struggled desperately, banging her head against the back of the chair, her voice crazy, "I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong...... You're back......"
An Junxian stood in the monitoring room, looking at everything inside, twenty days had passed, Ye Hao had to hold on longer than he imagined, but ...... It's about the same.
A look of pity flashed in the eyes of the doctor in charge next to him, and he was in love with An Junxian, probably the young girl inside, the biggest calamity in her life.
He hesitated for a moment and said to An Junxian, "I think her consciousness has begun to collapse, are you sure you want to continue?" ”
An Junxian said lightly: "She hasn't fallen in love with me yet." ”
The doctor didn't dare to say anything when he heard this, he collected a large sum of money to do this for An Junxian, and his heart was full of guilt at this time.
But he didn't dare to refuse and disobey An Junxian at all, An Junxian could even treat the person he loved so cruelly, let alone him?
Anyway, An Junxian's request for him is to maintain Ye Hao's life safety, and Ye Hao is safe......
She was just conscious of being changed, and the doctor could only deceive herself and comfort herself in this way, and take care of Ye Hao more dutifully.
If Ye Hao dies suddenly or suffers irreversible damage and goes crazy, An Junxian will not let him go.
In order to be able to pay attention to Ye Hao's condition at any time, An Junxian has not moved out of another city for almost a month, and rarely even leaves home, everything is mainly remote control.
Since he has chosen this path, he must be foolproof, if Ye Hao has an unexpected situation and he can't come back in time, he will regret it...... This kind of thing can't happen.
Ye Hao's persistence time also began to shorten, from the first eight days, to the later seven, six, and five days...... So far, she can only hold out for two to three days at most before she collapses.
Both the body and willpower begin to weaken, and it is a process of crushing and reorganizing.
Ye Hao sat on the cold chair, and there were no other thoughts in her mind, only one ...... It was she who had made a mistake and had to be punished, and she was so guilty that she had hurt her lover's heart.
If the man is still willing to come back, she will definitely not say that excessively, as long as she is willing to come back......
She would never betray him again.
But this time she waited for a long time, and the man did not return.
Ye Hao became more desperate every minute and every second, time was so difficult, did he really abandon her......
Also...... She betrayed him, and selfishly accused him, why should he forgive him for saving her, she should have suffered alone......