Extra: Shen Shuning III
I was surprised: "You know? ”
And only slightly surprised.
It's been eleven years, and it's reasonable for him to know, but fortunately, he didn't mean to hide it from Jiang Qingyue.
His eyes were dark: "I did such a thing, she should hate me so much." ”
I was confused: "Not to ......"
I don't quite understand what he was talking about, but I'm sure Jiang Qingyue didn't hate him, and the person she really hated was already dead.
She is relieved and understanding of my younger brother at most.
If there is really hatred, I'm afraid she won't be able to maintain such a good relationship with me and be honest with me.
"You go and meet her," Shen Xiao said in a low voice, "I can't make up for what I did wrong, you tell her that in the future, whatever she asks, I will do it." ”
Maybe he couldn't let her get her wish in time, and he also had regrets in his heart.
But.
"What's your fault?" I don't understand well.
"You tell her she'll understand."
"No, no, no, you make it clear, otherwise I won't tell you."
Seeing my resolute attitude, he struggled inwardly for a long time, and finally hung his head, probably ready to be beaten by me, and said softly: "Didn't she tell you, I raped her." ”
The soles of my feet jumped like pins and needles.
Wole a groove, is it such a beast?
After they had zongzi at that longevity banquet, they actually had contact with each other alone?
Could it be that in the past few years since I left Jinling City, he went to Yangzhou to do evil?
I angrily asked him, "When?!" ”
Shen Xiao looked at me uncertainly: "Didn't she tell you, the longevity banquet eleven years ago ......?"
He said all this, Xu felt ashamed, and could not finish the rest of the words.
I was stunned.
Is it said that there was a birthday banquet for the year when there were zongzi?
I know about the zongzi.
I also asked her what was going on, why she had zongzi out of thin air, was it inferior to Shen Xiao's beasts.
But I remember her saying: There is nothing to explain about this kind of thing, it just so happens that the atmosphere is in place, and I don't need him to take responsibility for it.
Anyway, I didn't hear the reluctance.
"You drank that day, did you remember it, or did someone else tell you?"
Hearing me ask, Shen Xiao frowned.
"What the twelfth brother said, he said I ......"
I chuckled and said, "Okay, I know, I'll tell you." ”
He even has a time when he is gullible and trusts his twelfth brother. Obviously, the twelfth brother deliberately manipulated him, so that he could not live in peace and lived in guilt all the time.
It's not surprising to think about.
He knew that Jiang Qingyue was going to leave him, so he would naturally think that he had indeed done something compulsory.
Come on, remembering that my good brother once made me feel sorry for Jiang Qingyue's "death" for three years, I didn't bother to explain it to him.
I turned around and was about to leave.
Shen Xiao saw the clue from my attitude that I was not angry: "Sister Huang! I didn't ...... Isn't it? ”
He stopped me in my way and demanded that I understand.
"I didn't force her, so how could there be zongzi?"
He probably had the answer in his heart, so that his eyes were red, and his voice trembled faintly when he asked me.
I was helpless: "You answer me first, why do you keep saying that she doesn't love herself?" In front of whom did she not love herself except for you? ”
Hearing Jiang Qingyue tell me with a wry smile what Shen Xiao said, I was a little angry, he had a problem with his brain before he wanted to teach other girls.
Why, he's someone's father.
Now ask me what this means, what else is possible if it is not coercion, voluntarily.
Shen Xiao's face froze, and he was speechless for a while.
I said, "Why haven't you thought of opening up with her and explaining your hardships and hardships, and if the two of you sit down and discuss whether there is any other room?" ”
Shen Xiao smiled sadly: "How can I say that I am the emperor for her, and that I don't want to be the emperor myself, does she believe it?" Sister Huang, do you think she will believe in Jiang or me? What need I have to bring shame upon myself. ”
"That's what you're wrong," I said, "if you don't try, how do you know she's not going to believe it." ”
He shook his head, "Not yet." ”
I sighed.
"At least you said it clearly, if she doesn't believe it, you will die of this heart, and from now on, you will be safe, don't you say?"
Shen Xiao said with a somewhat tired expression: "You are right, but not now, I have no need to explain to her on this throne." One day in the future, I will confess to her, and she will make the decision. ”
"What day?" I was dumbfounded, "You mean, wait until you abdicate to make way for Xian, and then go to her." ”
He nodded: "It's just the word 'Xian'." ”
It is okay to abdicate, but it is necessary to let "Xian", who is responsible for the world.
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I asked Liu Wenye for a drink.
Tell me what I don't understand.
After more than ten years, I realized that my brother always looked like he didn't care about anything, but he was really brainless, and he couldn't resist a woman.
He seems to be doing well, he doesn't delay anything, and he doesn't go to Yangzhou anymore.
But he hasn't held a birthday banquet in eleven years.
I've never eaten a pancake.
It's just that in my spare time, I often sit dry, or pick up a pen and write one letter after another that is not only sent to a certain place.
Jiang Qingyue didn't try to accept other men.
I clearly saw that she and Qin Gu got along very well, even to the point of talking about marriage, but for some reason they broke up.
She also promised to meet Shen Gu again in Yangzhou.
But after all, I just said goodbye.
"Liu Wenye, I don't understand, they can only accept each other and identify each other, why can't they be together well?"
I gulped down food and drank wine, and said drunkly, "I really want the two of them to be good, why is it so difficult?" ”
Liu Wenye looked at me and said, "Because for them, each has something more important than love." ”
"That's right," but I'm sorry, "Zongzi is eleven years old, but Shen Xiao hasn't seen him once." ”
He's my brother after all.
Liu Wenye snatched the wine bowl that I was about to put to my lips, and said to me: "You are full of them, have you ever thought about yourself? ”
There was chaos in my head.
I?
I'm so dignified, what can I think of.
Liu Wenye said: "At least your brother has someone in his heart, what about you, you don't plan to live in someone else's heart?" ”
I shook my head in a hurry.
"No, no, no, no, you don't have to."
I've seen enough of other people's love and love, I feel heartache for Shen Xiao and sadness for Qingyue, why bother to go through it again?
If I'm a good person, I'll never have nothing to do.
Liu Wenye knew that I sincerely refused, so he said, "Princess, I want to fight An Huai." ”
"Why?"
"After leveling Anhuai, you can be the eldest princess of Roujia."
Although I drank a lot, I was not confused, and I hurriedly said, "Don't come nonsense." If you want to fight a foreigner, it can be a long-standing grudge, it can be profitable, but it can't be such a ridiculous reason. ”
Liu Wenye looked at me deeply: "Why isn't it profitable?" I want to marry the queen of Anhuai, is this reason enough? ”
At this time, the queen of An Huai is a stand-in with the name of the eldest princess of Daxia Roujia.
It dawned on me, "So you like her!" ”
I also asked, "What is her real identity?" ”
Liu Wenye was speechless, and after a long time, he got up and left, and instructed Danhong on the side to take care of me.
Danhong helped me and said puzzledly: "Princess, don't you understand?" General Liu's favorite person is you......"
I laughed: "How could I not understand? ”
Naturally, he could see through that I was pretending to be stupid.
It's just that this kind of answer can give each other some face, and we can see each other in the future.
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Later, Jiang Qingyue asked me, do you really plan to die alone?
I don't understand.
"I don't have Danhong, I have you, I have zongzi, I have Shen Xiao, I have twelve brothers, and a bunch of colleagues, why talk about being lonely and old?"
It's not that not having a spouse makes you lonely.
Jiang Qingyue smiled and raised her glass: "It's me who said the wrong thing, I punish myself." ”