In the past few days, I have repeatedly thought about why I am so obsessed with liking a girl, and later I found the answer to this question in my work!

Because I can't forget it, that's why it's engraved in my heart. If we could see her again, I probably wouldn't see her. The reason is very simple, just like the novel I've always liked, I wrote half of it and then stopped writing, and when I look back at it after more than ten years, I will still miss it, but I won't continue to write. In the present, if you don't cherish it, why dare you say that you will cherish it in the future?

I'm not wrong, and neither is Wang Xinyu. The mistake is just not sticking to it, we all went our separate ways. I'm still going to like her, but I'm not going to let her know. Even if she would one day see the novel I had written, I would never fall in love with her again. There is no reason, everyone knows it. That's it, it's good to make do with it.

Love is indeed beautiful, and at the same time, it is the most difficult thing to give up. I will probably marry a girl who is more interesting, because it can make life happy and make my life completely erase the traces left by Wang Xinyu. As for why, she knew in her heart. From Wang Xinyu coming to my world, to her leaving my world, I was a whole youth.

Thanks, sorry, goodbye. If only you could turn back time once! Back on the first day I first met her, I will definitely make her never forget me for the rest of her life!

Unfortunately, I don't have that ability, and the world doesn't rewind in time. Then I'll write all my works all over the country, right?! Let people all over the world know that I have shown great affection! I gave all my youth to Wang Xinyu, a girl, and I have never regretted being able to like her in the city of Laizhou! I still like you, but you're not coming back. Then I wish you a bright future, a good future, a good life, a full house of children and grandchildren, and a happy life.

In reality, I don't owe you any favors. I still like you in the work, I really live in my own world, maybe I'm really sick, but I really like the feeling of being trapped in a good world. Reality for me is just the gap between the mirror and the water. Trapped in the virtual world, then I am in the mirror; When I go to the surface, I live in reality. In my understanding, there is no difference between the two, the only difference is that the physical and spiritual contact with each world is different.

Everyone is busy and doesn't have time to continue to be naïve. Before leaving the unit, I remember that Sister Lily said to me, "Brother, you are still young, and there are still many opportunities"

The month of re-embarking on the road of online writing by myself is a month of reflection and self-reflection. To be honest, I know what I need to do, and at the age of twenty-three, I'm definitely going to be further ahead of other people my age. I am grateful to Sister Lily for letting me know where I want to go, and sometimes I need such an affirmation to make sure that my life plan is correct.

Actually, I'm an old online writer, but I got positive appreciation last year. When I wrote my debut novel "So Many Years of Waiting", I really wanted to write a book for Wang Xinyu to commemorate the bitterness of my love for her. The first time I was scolded like that by black fans, it directly caused me to be unhappy all the time at work, and then there was the pressure of work and the difficulties of life, and finally shrunk into a hedgehog, stinging everyone who cares about me. Later, when I wrote the second book "My Three-Year Agreement with Tang Wulin", I felt the malice and kindness of many readers. There is support and denigration, and most of the book reviews in there are still denigration, because there are a lot of unimaginable things in my setting that are not recognized by most people. It wasn't until the day before yesterday that I looked through an ancient war essay I wrote in elementary school and realized that my original intention in writing was to satisfy my fantasies about the world. Coupled with the fact that I have been preparing my masterpiece and portraying the social relations of thousands of characters, I figured out that in addition to supporting myself, I also have to dedicate another literary subject to the world. You can't live in the reader's comments all the time, and you still have to learn to ignore it when you shouldn't read it.

Be yourself, write your own understanding and story, so that you can live freely!

Tomorrow I will continue to create, and I hope that it will be another new day to be a full of vitality as an online writer. Personally, I don't have any special feelings about the future, and I can continue my writing day by day. After all, I always have all kinds of stories in my head, and I don't think I have enough time, so I will write against time, just to dedicate more good stories to the world, and win the Nobel Prize in Literature by the way.